Category Archives: Love Drama

I’m still OK, just still going through things

Posted on 04-15-2023 by Benie

A lot of you have been asking me if I’ve been still holding up, if Jero’s still keeping his promise. And I really appreciate the support. And all I can say, is every day has been a new adventure. If … Continue reading →

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Depression: Ahh shit, here we go again! / New CPU & RAM bought

Posted on 04-12-2023 by Benie

============================================================== Depression: Ahh shit, here we go again! ============================================================== What an ‘exciting’ 72 hours it’s been, with the Jero drama, the shooting in Louisville.. and now something I’ve wanted but, once again I’m never mentally ready. But like it or … Continue reading →

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Time for some non-tech news…

Posted on 04-09-2023 by Benie

Where do I even start with this one? I have no clue. All I know is I’m trying to stay happy and positive. For years I’ve been wanting to make others feel happy, while never caring about my own happiness. … Continue reading →

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Why I feel Jero’s job just might be the end of our relationship

Posted on 03-26-2023 by Benie

Up and down, back and forth goes the ever present ‘Jero drama’. From him always being “very tired” or “so exhausted” (that even he himself admits is a problem) of not being able to see me (or even say hi … Continue reading →

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Jero might not have his job for much longer (but for a good reason) / ‘Two-day'(yet free) delivery & video card ‘from Newegg’ / My Nardoragon pet

Posted on 03-24-2023 by Benie

This originally was going to be posted on the 24th, but I felt quite bored/tired and didn’t get it done. A lot more has happened since then. ============================================================== Jero might not have his job for much longer (but for a … Continue reading →

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Jero has an (actual) job now / Bluey / OSC Goes Brrrrr is.. “interesting” 😅

Posted on 03-11-2023 by Benie

============================================================== Jero has an (actual) job now ============================================================== Not sure how to start this one, to be honest. Outside of “so Jero has a job now”. But that’s quite pathetic of a way to start a segment. Mmm, whatever I … Continue reading →

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Random thoughts are usually not good

Posted on 02-24-2023 by Benie

#ThoughtsOfBenie I have been having a lot of thoughts lately. Some thoughts that annoy me. Some thoughts that confuse me. And some thoughts that cause me to have depression. Three of these stand out as being the main thoughts, with … Continue reading →

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When you know you’ve met ‘the one’ you want to spend the rest of your life with

Posted on 01-08-2023 by Benie

Usually anytime I talk about love drama with Jero (and it’s good), the next day or sometime that week.. something goes wrong. I dunno why, or how of what I write, ends up jinxing myself that I really start to … Continue reading →

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Biting the paraverbal bullet

Posted on 08-30-2022 by Benie

It was 4:30 in the morning when I tried to think of a title for this rather special blog post, of …well, I guess going against my own morals in favor of my friends. Was quite tired and almost fell … Continue reading →

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He misses us so much yet won’t come to Chillout

Posted on 08-29-2022 by Benie

Typing this while once again playing 7 Days to Die on my solo save. But one thing keeps rubbing me the wrong way that I can’t shake it off. And of course it’s more ‘Jero drama’. Though it’s more on … Continue reading →

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