This originally was going to be posted on the 24th, but I felt quite bored/tired and didn’t get it done. A lot more has happened since then.
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Jero might not have his job for much longer (but for a good reason)
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It’s good to understand there are more important things in life than being focused on your overheating graphics card, such as the health and safety of your BF (and of course of your own health and safety).
But since I don’t really worry about my health as much as I really should, I focus on
my BF’s instead. And the story he told me, makes me saddened, sickened, and pissed off. But, I guess as they say, “it’s all part of the job”. Though this is more “putting profits infront of lives”. Which is unfortunately, very common in this day and age.
Three times (just this week mind you), Jero has had a near-death experience at his work of supervisors either not doing their job watching the workers, or the boss using cost-
cutting measures to get a job done quicker.. at the cost of their workers having a higher risk of injury, or worse.
So, you would probably feel I’d be all “hun, that’s too dangerous! You should quit!!” But you gotta keep in mind, he’s tried very hard to look for a good job and found nothing. If he quits, I doubt he’ll have anywhere else to look. However another thing is, he’s with his father too in the same work place. And his father’s being verbally abused by his boss.
I talked Jero into staying with his job, and he plans to. But he will not hesitate to leave the next time the abuse happens again, and his father will be helping him look for a new job they can both do together. And of course I wish them all the luck I can.
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‘Two-day'(yet free) delivery & video card ‘from Newegg’
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Me: *sighs* Alright, The PSU only has one left. Here, I got the money.
*next day*
Me: Alright, the case is coming tomorrow. Nice. The PSU should come next, by the 28th. And the graphics card should arrive by next month.
*next day*
UPS: Here’s your case… and your graphics card!
Me: ..HUH?! WOW. Thank you! Wait.. why is the GPU in a Newegg box? Did I…? No. I better make sure though.
Me: Ok, so I did only get the case from Newegg… then why did the GPU come in a Newegg box, and not an Amazon box?? Maybe I should ask Amazon, and also see if I’ll get my PSU as quickly.
*next day*
Me: ..Oh my god, my new PSU!!
Look, I don’t know who’s up there that managed to manipulate the markets for me to get these parts much, much earlier than expected, but thank you. Whoever you are.
And I also still don’t know why the graphics card arrived in a Newegg box, to make me assume I had bought the card from Newegg as well as Amazon, but thankfully that wasn’t the case.
UPS (the company used to ship) didn’t really help with this matter, as I got two emails from them when I got both items, claiming they were from Newegg. If the card didn’t come in a Newegg box, I would’ve thought this just being a glitch with their website. But, I still have to see it as one, as again.. I did not order the same card from Newegg.
My only guess is the 3rd party seller (that Amazon says the card came from) is linked
to Newegg in some form. Or, a simpler answer is they just.. you know, used a Newegg box as it’s the only thing they had at the time to fit the card in. I doubt there was
any ‘trolling’ involved in this, as they don’t know I prefer to use Amazon over Newegg.
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So, I have the parts. Does that mean I’ll be doing the case swap a lot sooner than I said I would?
Four reasons;
1. I need to get more fans for the case. It only has two fans, and it needs a total of 5. I plan to get two more Noctua fans (like the one I have). I also need to get some connectors for them, that I only need to use two fan headers on the motherboard.
2. I need to do this during the weekdays, not the weekends (as my mother doesn’t really bug me during the weekdays, so I can work in peace).
3. The PSU is semi-modular. It kind of scares me, thinking history is going to repeat itself.
3a. The fear of Dead on Arrival (DoA) or malfunctioning upon use parts. It’s semi-
rare, yes. But since.. well you know. If Amazon isn’t willing to get a truck to my house, I cannot get it RMA’d.
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So yeah. That’s why I’m not jumping for it. One fan on the front is not going to work. I need three, especially where the drive cage is. And I’m leery on that semi-modular PSU.
DoA is only happened once in my life. I hope to never have that number go up.
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My Nardoragon pet
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CultFur *doing naughties with me* Oh Benie, my master!!
*record scratch sound*
‘freeze frame on my avatar’
(Cue music here)
*sigh* Yep, that’s me! You’re probably wondering how I ended up in this situation for someone to call me their ‘master’. Well let’s just say one thing lead to another and OH MY GOD WHAT HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO?!
*clears throat* Sorry about that, that was just my soul crying out for help. It does that from time to time, pay no attention to it.
Let’s just say I’m going to require help to undo years of wanting to know it’s OK with the other. Well, not completely (of course), but I’ll need to around this guy, as he likes being controlled. …First I have to fix getting so embarrassed when someone talks lewd with
me.
I’m supposed to be the dom. I’m supposed to make the other feel embarrassed. But my heart is too kind to do that to someone.
I’m hoping someone can teach me to be ‘a true dom’; to be a proper master. But without those lessons.. oof. I’m just, I can’t handle it. I’m no master. I like knowing the other
is OK with whatever, you know? It’s called ‘consent’. And doms who don’t use consent shouldn’t be allowed to breed. Seriously. And this is why I’m wholesome. I care about the feelings of others.
Of course you can say “this is a game”. Yes and No. There’s still a person behind that avatar, and that person should be treated with respect. Not as a ‘sex toy’. These are my beliefs. And this is why I sometimes don’t feel I’m “a true furry”. Never did. I’m not a degenerate who’s in their 20’s or 30’s.
But you’re probably wondering how I even met this guy, and what lead up to it. Well, it started with Inari actually sending me an invite to join him. Everything went alright, and then CultFur joined. He seemed to take a liking to my avatar. Though he was also
calling Inari and others a ‘bottom’ (guess as a joke).
Now I can’t exactly remember how this went, but what I do remember is I was laying while sitting up on my bed, and did a ‘bottom test’ on him (see if he would lick my paws). And I don’t remember when I actually did this (as I had done this twice, the first time when the others were there and again when he was by himself). But I do remember him running away when I called him cute, then telling Inari that he licked my toes and is running
away, and he ran after him. And now everyone’s running after him. Was hilarious.
But at the end we all got tired (except for me, that I was still occasionally chasing him). I then saw him chilling near the door and came over. And that’s when he properly introduced himself out of nowhere, that he was flirty and stuff and really wanted to do it with me.
But it was WAY past my bedtime at the time and I needed my sleep. He also told me the reason why he refuses to be called cute. And it was unlike anything I’ve heard. It wasn’t because of a ‘silly law’ they made up or them not feeling they’re cute, but a pretty tragic story of the last time someone called him cute. It was bad, and a very understandable
reason.
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The next evening, I wanted to join CultFur just to say hi and chill.. but mainly to get out of the world as Mibit was there, and.. well, let’s say one of the most awkward moments happened. Earlier I was with Queenie in a public instance, and Mibit joins the instance unexpectingly. And later.. let’s just say poor Queenie had his paws full. Then after he was done with both of us, Mibit wanted to chill with me.
This is when I really wanted to just join CultFur, and leave Mibit. ..Instead CulfFur joins us. Wonderful. We go from very awkward to even more awkward! I told them that I wanted to join them, as he was with friends. But I never said why because.. well, Mibit.
And before Cult could get lewd with me, he’s like me; one-on-one. So Mibit had to leave the instance.
And with me with Cult, this was when he questioned if I was fine with being his pet. And me, always never thinking as I was in the heat of the moment, agreed to it. Now I don’t mind being a master. I just need, like I said, to be more of a dom. To be more controlling.
And so.. there we go. Finally done with this blog post. Because I need to be writing another one that’s more personal to me.