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Kovo: “I do not fit in and I do not belong there”

Today, is going to be a pretty dark day in VRChat, and I’ve been flooded with DMs asking “why? Why is Kovo leaving?!”. Kovo has decided that it’s best for him to leave the furry group. However, all of the … Continue reading

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A very rough overnight, but it got better

Today was a day of highs and lows. Had fun with one person, then the low came of being yelled at by my father over something I’m pretty sure was never my fault (nor would it make sense why it … Continue reading

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Love can sometimes be a mystery / Kovo’s accidental love life

So this semi-includes me, but not the way you would expect. More like… how?! And, how long will it last? There’s also people actually having sexual crushes on Kovo (and myself jokenly saying “DAMN Kovo! Getting all the guys!!”). Basically, … Continue reading

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Spending quality time with my son ends in unwanted drama

EDIT: There’s been a major update to this. It’s been listed at the bottom of this post. Last night could had been a great family fun night with my RP son, but it ended with depression of always wanting to … Continue reading

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Am I actually bi, or gay? / Why even Jusper admits drawbacks

Lots to discuss, even something that I’ll soon be linking here from the Games blog. I wanted to make up for not being on that long the day before. A thought that has crossed my mind for awhile, nearly got … Continue reading

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I have an RP Son! / A Fun Friday / The Russian Red Fox

“Love is needing, ….. to be loved!” -The feeling of my soul Happy random Sunday! Since I’ve been in pain ’till I started taking these ‘ANACIN‘ pills, I haven’t had much time to talk about what’s been going on in … Continue reading

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More important things to worry about than love…

I was hoping this issue would go away on its own, but sadly it doesn’t work like that with what I’m going through. So I have to pause trying to get Jero to talk about his past love, as this … Continue reading

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Feel like I’m being friend-zoned, Kovo feels it’s something else

I honestly don’t know what I’m doing wrong, but Jero clearly doesn’t seem interested in forgetting his past love and starting a new chapter in his life with me. I feel I have tried nearly everything to show him that … Continue reading

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This was supposed to be a normal Sunday (without drama)!

What. a. day. As the title (and the meme above) says, yesterday was supposed to be a normal Sunday!! A Sunday without drama. Instead, shit kept hitting the fan yesterday with Azure and Lich (and Kovo feeling Lich might be … Continue reading

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Started with a decision, ended with going back to square one

(This music feels fitting for a rainy, stormy weekend of my mood) I felt this needed to be its own post, as it’s going to be another “oh woe is me, feel sorry for me!!” subject. *sigh* If you can’t … Continue reading

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