EDIT: There’s been a major update to this. It’s been listed at the bottom of this post.
Last night could had been a great family fun night with my RP son, but it ended with depression of always wanting to help everyone out (by getting myself into something I didn’t ask for).
About 8pm is when I came on VRChat. I wanted to invite Cola to my world, but he never came. Might as well give up on that. Then my son wanted to join. Not what I really
wanted, but okay. I let him walk around the house (as he’s never been in this world before), and we had a really good time with father and son bonding; playing around with pens, him drawing my scalesona. It was really cool.
Watched a few YouTube videos.. though I helped myself to Dander who was there and we were semi making out. Sorry son, but I just can’t help myself when someone feels I’m cute and starts showing affection to me. It’s my weakness. 😛 Did eventually stop when another friend of mine wanted to join. But this friend is kind of.. well, ‘unstable’ being the best way I could label him. He claims his account got hacked months ago and was
lewded. Yes, my son totally needs to hear this… (not).
Now I don’t remember every little bit that happened, only that he was OK just hanging out and watching videos, then suddenly he starts stressing out and running around the room.
Saw Kovo on and asked my son(Insanely) if he wanted to go see him, then I tried to find Chris, who’s writing things with a red marker. I ask him, and he looks at me and says “read what I said on the wall, then come back to me”.
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Since I have a hard time translating chicken scratch (it’s hard to read 3D letters), I had Insanely try to help me. He looked at it all and responded with a shocked emoji, as if he knew (but couldn’t tell me at the time). Though he did respond later by saying he “was trying to scare us”.
Chris was still running around, but talking to himself about dismemberment, blood and all sorts of dark things. Dude, what the FUCK is wrong with you?! If you’re going to be demented, then get the hell out of my instance!! Yet I didn’t say the second thing, as I was scared of what he would do to himself if I didn’t try to help him. ..This reminds me of that episode with TricO (when Wuffer and I were dating) who was going to commit
suicide.
At this time I believe Insanely was talking to him in Discord, trying to also figure out what’s wrong with him. As Chris said “so your son and I are going to talk in private” and wanted me to leave the area for them to do so. But at this time I was dealing with my own emergency on Discord, with Joker yelling that Bella’s being sad again.
Honestly though, this thing with Bella is really starting to annoy me (how almost every damn day she changes her name in Discord to something sad, which makes Joker DM the fuck out me expecting me to do something about it). If she truly needs help, we really aren’t the ones qualified for it.
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Back to myself dealing with Chris doing who knows what to my son, after dealing with Joker telling him that I will ask Kovo as I’m busy dealing with this shit, I stayed at that area getting depressed and wishing Chris never showed up (and also feeling he’s going to turn my son against me). I waited for five minutes, then I saw Insanely running over and up to me (like he saw a ghost). Bent down and asked him if everything’s OK, and he shook his head no. Tried talking to him of my feelings, and what I just went through with Kovo’s son. Then Chris comes and sits down near us, talking about death again and stuff.
Said to him “I get it, you like DarkRP. Well I like LightRP. Good clean family fun RP.” He responds saying he actually doesn’t like it, that he’s just “good at it”.
“Why don’t you get away from that shit??” I proclaimed. “Tried, my friends keep bringing me back in. They threaten me until I do.” He answered. Clearly they aren’t true friends, but I didn’t know how to handle the situation at the time. Then noticed the invite from Insanely. He went to Kovo’s world. Told Chris I’m going there and he’s welcome to come.
In Kovo’s world, I felt stressed as if I was being hunted down. But I went to the mirror and tried my best not to tell anyone what I just went through. My son did his best to give me company, then telling me to go to the bar for some reason. He goes behind the bar and starts ducking down as if he was scared and hiding from Chris. I did so too, telling him that I would keep him safe.
After a bit, he got a bit more brave and motioned we head back outside. I did so. But the moment we stepped out, I saw Chris talking to Kovo with that RP voice. Decided it was best to turn around and run back into the bar, and Insanely had the same idea.
Stayed there for a bit longer, hoping Chris would just talk to Kovo and then leave. But
no.. he found us in the bar. Fuck. This time Chris is talking in a slow, broken voice that eventually made Insanely run out and over to Kovo. I really wanted to follow him, but I felt things would only get worse if ran away. Honestly, it’s better off Insanely isn’t part of
this. I never wanted to get him involved.
Again I did my best to convince Chris that he doesn’t need this RP in his life, and it seemed it finally worked… but all he did was put his stress on my shoulders. Told me he would leave the RP for three days, and send me pictures of what these friends are saying to him. “I’ll leave it up to you of what to do with them. If you can’t handle it, let me know and I will take over and be drug back into this hell.” Saying that what I do to him is on my hands.
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Fucking hell, I didn’t sign up for this!! But.. I’ll try. Since then though, I felt really stressed out for the rest of the night into the morning. Trying to watch YouTube videos in another world, but I stayed in the corner instead of on the bed with everyone else. Infact I went to bed early (mainly because Red Fox never came online for me to cuddle with).
EDIT: The next day, I have blocked Chris from Discord and VRChat. But before that, I wanted to talk to Acid (in a call) as Chris mentioned this was “his fault” and “he could had prevented this from happening to me, but he laughed it off”. Acid shut down those claims, saying he did no such thing (and “this is what Chris does”, telling me he’s nothing but an attention whore. And honestly, I can see it. It reminds me of TricO. And Acid made me feel a lot better about myself, saying he wouldn’t blame me if I decide to block Chris.
Chris did DM me later that day, but it wasn’t anything really bad. Infact he never sent me pictures of these so-called friends that would be pissed off from him leaving the RP. Felt more and more he was bullshitting me. He also was telling me about dealing with Dell’s tech support to fix his computer (for something he did).
Came on VRChat, expecting almost a repeat of what happened the day before (just without Chris in it). One of the people I banged was on and went to go see him. Not really much happened other than my son showing up (also a rare Dorrvivx did, someone I haven’t seen on in weeks).
Then Chris showed up, talking about a friend of his. These other people heard him talking to me and confronted him, trying to cause him to lose his cool. I tried to motion for my son to follow, so we can get the fuck out of here while Chris is distracted. Except he decided to stay with Chris (as if to buy me time to get out of there).
Kovo was on, and quickly joined him. My son joined after, and Chris never followed us. But later he sends me a rather disturbing image of a dagger with a few drops of blood on
it (as if to show he just cut himself). Showed it to Acid, and he said “yea he’s faking it”. Curious, I asked “did you get the same pic?” He said there was someone complaining about it. Said “I assume it’s the RP thing”, he said “not quite”, followed by “Chris has really pissed me off doing that to people. He does this shit and claims to be the victim”.
Later, he sends me a DM of two other people being sent the same image (and Chris acting extremely dark, saying “People are evil” and wanting blood).
(This is so much of an OOF that it doesn’t even need the ‘OOF 100’ picture)
Since then I felt it was wise to block him, because holy fuck that guy has issues. That and it reminded me of what Wuffer told me months ago (when we were still dating and I was dealing with TricO), that some people live only to hurt ones with pure hearts.
Disgusting and cruel, these people. But that’s what the Block button is designed for. And believe me, I didn’t like doing it. I wanted to help him, but it seems he was only fucking with me.