Today was a day of highs and lows. Had fun with one person, then the low came of being yelled at by my father over something I’m pretty sure was never my fault (nor would it make sense why it would be), and finally I had some more fun with someone (who was highly unexpected, but much appreciated). Let’s just say, it erased the stress I went through.
But, that stress has come back today.
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Let’s begin in the evening (an hour after eating my Thursday dinner). Been in talks with Cola again, just to see if he’s.. still ‘interested’ in having fun. Sure enough he was. Quickly logged in (so I won’t miss my chance again) and we made out for awhile. Asked what world he wanted to go to, but I ended up picking one with a bed that you can lay down in. But due to him being in full body, chairs don’t work right for him. And when he laid down, he actually did want some and didn’t bail on me.
And at the end, looks like Jusper was wrong misinformed about Cola. Because DAMN that was good. It actually felt real. Then he had to go for the night and we made out some more before he did.
What can I say? I’m a superbeast. 🙂
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Now for the bad part with my father, this came shortly after we came to Kovo’s
world (after bugs a plenty going on with a few adventure and horror worlds I was doing with Kovo and his friends).
Just chatting with friends over the issues we went through, suddenly I feel my door IRL pushing against my chair. Partially take off my headset and turn around, seeing father staring at the doorway. Fuck. Take off my headphones to hear him, and he’s accusing me of fucking with his TV with my headset or controllers. Saying suddenly it was changing channels wildly. Feeling his claim simply could not be true (as I have never heard of something like that), I was forced to defend myself. There is just no possible way the controllers could be sending RF signals that are fucking with his TV! VR controllers do NOT send RF signals. They send Bluetooth signals!
Yet, nothing would convince him otherwise, only treating me like a scapegoat because I’m the only one up, so that makes me the prime suspect. And the more I tried to defend myself, the angrier it made him (as he refuses to admit he’s wrong). The problem is.. so do I when I know it’s not my fault. And this got to a point where he said that if it happens again, that he would force me to not use it the next day.
It never did, but it really stressed me out. I hate fighting with him. Hell I can understand where he’s coming from. The only thing I can think of is it may be a sign of weak batteries.
On top of that stress, before I joined Kovo (and was watching videos with a few other friends), I saw my son being cuddly with Aftershock. That, really hurt me. In one way I’m happy, but the other.. I don’t want to lose him. But a smart father will let their kid (who has obviously has grown into a man), go.. no matter how much it hurts. And I definitely let him go when Aftershock tried to invite me to do a horror world (and I decided to stay there). I can’t protect him forever, though I’m glad he still calls me his ‘father benie’.
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Going past all that, I noticed someone I haven’t seen in two weeks (and wondered if I should even speak to him).. but I decided that would be wrong, and gave Jero a huge
hug (which he returned, saying he really wanted to see me, but work kept getting in the way). Yet what about those times you were on, but you didn’t want to see me? Said he never received my notifications (due to VRChat being a bitch) and greatly
apologized.
I did the same thing back (but tenfold), so glad he still cares about me. He’s now starting to lick me and stuff, which makes me wonder if he has a.. well, dirty side he keeps hidden to remain pure. Pulled him away and asked him as subtle as I could (trying to get him to understand what I’m talking about). He did, and he nodded saying yes he’s into that.
After a make out session with him, I dropped a portal to the same world I banged Cola. I let him explore the world at his own pace, to make him as comfortable as possible (aka not rushing it).
After awhile, he got on the bed. After dealing with some issues of his trackers (and showing the bed controls), we had some fun. More like twice, and the second time, was possibly the best virtual sex I ever had (even better than Cola). He was letting his phantom touch give him pleasure, and was blown away when it was over. 10/10, will bang again.
And of course when we went back to see Kovo, he was messing with me saying “I know you two had sex”. Jero is laughing his head off while I’m standing there, ready to do something I’ll probably regret (from embarrassment).
Walked up to Kovo and punched him in the face. Shut UP!! NOT your business what I do to relieve stress in my life!!! All he did was laugh, so did Jero. I also laughed (while trying to hide my face).
Kovo, I swear. You’re just jealous I’m getting some ass (and you’re not)! 😛
Rest of the morning, we tried that horror world again. This time got a lot further (but with Scooby and others as Kovo went to bed). I also found out where the world got ‘bugged’.. it was from me forgetting something in Room 01. We managed to get all the way to Room 04 until it became three minutes before it was time for me to get to bed.
Despite what happened with father, it was a really good day for me. 😉