What. a. day. As the title (and the meme above) says, yesterday was supposed to be a normal Sunday!! A Sunday without drama. Instead, shit kept hitting the fan yesterday with Azure and Lich (and Kovo feeling Lich might be thinking of committing suicide).
…A possible suicide happened with CybermutT (Kovo is blaming himself for not being there), and then DJ ruining my SE play with Ren and Phoenix with drama that Frost is (understandably) pissed at him for not wanting to drop that drama.
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Also, yesterday was Father’s Day. And I sadly didn’t do what I should had with
mine (instead it turned into a yelling match with my mother suddenly not knowing what a 70% chance of rain is, and not knowing what she meant to say as what’s the hourly chances for rain, then he got involved…) *facepalm*
So, let’s get to what happened after this. Basically, this started after I started getting kind of annoyed Kovo was never ready to play Space Engineers (and Ren wanted everyone to be ready, based off of what I said). After getting the go that I can launch the server without him, he starts explaining in a DM of the reasons why he can’t be there.
First off; Azure(Kat) and Lich. I now know who dumped who, and it was quite surprising to find out… Kat did. But, why? First time I looked, they were happy together. Next time, Kovo tells me the two parted ways.
Now, he feels Lich might be thinking of suicide (or changing their profile pic from the smug dragon to a person alone on a dock, looking out at the ocean). He is definitely hurting from this. But again.. why would Kat do this? Lich claims that Kat deliberately wants him out of her life. This is unlike her.
Kovo once mentioned that Kat is on prescription drugs, and the time it did show a
motive (until Lich shut it down saying she was lying to Kovo). Now I have no idea. This is beyond anything I can think of.
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The conversation then goes about CybermutT (who’s named ‘gone’), who Kovo asks me of they’re still on my friends list. I first checked Kovo’s Discord and.. didn’t see him there. Not on my friends list either (nor will Discord pick him up).
Kovo feels he “saw the warning signs” and knew he should had talked to him but
didn’t, and feels.. he commit suicide. I still remember about a week ago, when I saw Cyber by himself in Kovo’s world– he looked sad, but was AFK for the longest time. Others tried to ‘wake him up’ (literally yelling “WAKE UP CYBER!!”) but to no avail.
Then I remember going over somewhere else in the world to do something (don’t remember what as it’s been a long time), coming back and noticed Cyber was gone. Asked a friend of his if he saw him, and something about he(Cyber) was tired and said was going to bed. Yet Cyber relocated himself to the movie world, and I tracked him down to see what was going on with him.
Again he was alone. Walked over and he’s watching some comedy or something (can’t remember exactly). Tried to comfort him. This time he’s speaking, but sadly. Something about stuff going on in his life, but he thought I was talking about his relationship with that guy (who I wish I knew the guy’s name ingame, as the person might had known what happened to Cyber). And no, I never was.
I offered to give him ‘something’ to help ease the stress he’s going through, but he said he’s not interested. So that’s when you know something’s wrong with him. Yet he just wouldn’t open up to me.
The more I tried, eventually I feel he got tired of it and went to a similar instance of the world. Tracked him down to be with him again, and he ran off where I saw Kovo and a few others watching a movie. Felt he was pushing me away, so I decided to give him his space.
Since then, I noticed he changed his name to ‘trash’. And yesterday was the last time I saw him. I refuse to say that I ‘contributed’ to this in anyway. All I was trying to do was help to get whatever was bugging him, out of his mind.
Kovo like I said, he “saw the warning signs” and feels like an ass for doing nothing. But I told him not to blame himself. It’s not his fault, it’s not my fault. But Kovo said that he managed to check Cyber’s Mutual Friends, and noticed everyone but Vale was gone from the list. So if Cyber did indeed.. off himself, he probably saw Vale as his most trusted friend and left him a suicide note. But since Vale’s in the military, we may never know what (if anything) Cyber told him for a good long time.
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Final drama of the night happened during when I was with Ren and Phoenix in Space Engineers. They were trying to get Kovo’s rover out of a deep hole (that was on its back). Then DJ DMs me saying “bye i guess lone will make me lose you and many other friends and make my life a living hell so yeah”
At the time I didn’t know what was going on (as I was trying to focus on making sure everything was going alright in the server(if I needed to do a restart or whatever)). I told Kovo everything word for word while trying to multitask for the server. Now obviously seeing DJ was once again ‘playing the victim’.. pathetic (telling me he has issues in
life, etc), I played along trying to act like I feel sorry for him and stuff. I did it so well that it actually convinced Kovo that I was letting DJ walk all over me. lol
Kovo later told me he “shoved his foot up his ass” (and showing the conversation). Haha!!
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So, that’s about it for this day. There’s still one thing that (personally) bugs me. It has nothing to do with anything of this, but of a possible tornado threat Wednesday
evening (the worst possible time for tornadoes, as you can’t see them). A bit late into the season for tornadoes. I just hope it’s not going to be another March 2nd. Though even last Saturday was pretty bad with multiple tornado warnings (several confirmed reports, the largest being an EF-2).
What’s funny, is I actually guessed it when I was looking at it through the CC (though the Radarscope app). Pretty big signature, and guessed an EF-2.