Author Archives: Benie

Scooby and Jero / ..DAMN, Cola! / Mother’s Jury Duty / Foley’s folly?

Three things to talk about. One has been explained by Kovo (yet a lot of it feels broken and Kovo has a very hard time explaining it to my simple mind), what happened last night with me and Cola (and … Continue reading

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When you wish your life was as boring as your parents

So many things flowing through my head right now, that I cannot escape from. As much as I try to push them away, they keep coming right back. This is a continuation of the really low thing that happened three … Continue reading

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Most hide behind a mask / Kovo should be very worried :D

What an interesting day, but at least I better than before. Got to finally hang out with Cola (who was watching movies). But instead of hot virtual sex afterwards, I got to see a side of him that is kind … Continue reading

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Creator behind ‘TelephoneSqueak’ retires her fursona

A bit of sad news in the furry fandom today (even though I didn’t really know her personally or ever attended a furcon), but she made a lasting impression in VRChat. For ones that don’t know, the creator behind ‘Telephone’ … Continue reading

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…Things are better now.

At least, I hope things are better. For the short term; they seem to be. There are things I’m still upset with my RP son (who I nearly disowned for a few reasons)– one that’s quite petty, and one that’s … Continue reading

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Can’t even think of one right now.

I really don’t know if it’s even worth making this blog post (or even giving it a title). Kovo says to “not worry about it”… easy for you to say. Because I feel confused, heart- broken, and frustrated. And this … Continue reading

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When it feels your virtual life is falling apart at the seams

The title (and the song) pretty much explains what my virtual life in VRChat has been like for the past 72 hours. It’s supposed to be an escape from life, but life always finds its way to ruin it; reminding … Continue reading

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So… we’re friends again. And this time, staying as

Other possible titles for this post are; “Why can’t people be honest with me…?” “Here comes the pain again…” I was happy, once. Now I feel like a semi ran over me. And the trailer of that semi had “the … Continue reading

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Jero has a dark side — a question on what’s (financially) legit

This picture holds my feelings for today. Jero has been hiding a dark past from me, and it was yesterday where it seemed he was almost forced to reveal it. And the only reason why he did, was to help … Continue reading

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The long-awaited ingame talk with Jero – How it went

Despite what happened with Kovo and feeling like absolute shit for whatever I did to offend him, yesterday evening was possibly one of the best nights of my virtual life. I finally got to do what I’ve been wanting to … Continue reading

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