Category Archives: Personal

Late night heartbreak of a close friend. Time to show the love of friendship

Early 2019 is going to go down as a sucky year (after I had just said it’s had highs and lows). So, which is it? Good, sucky, Good, sucky, Good, sucky! And no this is not a porn joke of … Continue reading

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‘Best’ week ever, and why this BS needs to STOP

I actually wish this heartbreak happened on a better note.. such as he just couldn’t love me, that it was a mistake. This would had been normal. Instead, it was Lunar all over again.. an underaged person. This is getting … Continue reading

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“The things I do for love!” ends in another heartbreak

Courage uttering those words is my will finally bending (willing to be Bi), hoping me and blueberry actually could be more than just friends. But, at the end, it just “didn’t work out”. And just like me and Lunar, I’m … Continue reading

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Taking a few weeks (maybe a few months.. or forever) off VRChat to clear my head

So, I’m back at square one; alone, where no-one really loves me. All because I’m choosing to stay straight.. something my brain and my common sense are in an endless war over. In addition, I’m no longer friends with Phox … Continue reading

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Bad weather today / He tries, but my will is strong / Mic issues / “Heard U wanna upgrade, let me help you!”

Lots and lots of things to talk about. First, an upcoming severe weather event this afternoon (far more important than anything else listed in the title). Bad weather today To start this off, something of a concern coming this afternoon. … Continue reading

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Happy Birthday to the Internet, turning 30 today

The Internet turns 30 today. This music swells me with pride, knowing I’m older than it. The internet – half for checking in with friends, watching Youtube videos, sending adorable cat videos, meteorologists able to properly warn you of life-threatening … Continue reading

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Why am I like this, God? Why?

2019 is turning into quite the interesting year for me in VRChat, with lots of highs and lows. Yesterday, was definitely a ‘high’ (at the time). Because I swear, it’s like high school all over again; having multiple crushes (but … Continue reading

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Loving Lunar / Kovo’s ‘admirer’ / An awkward last night

Welcome to yet another VRChat post. Thankfully, not that much drama (been trying my damnest to keep it a minimum). So, let’s get to it; Loving Lunar Lunar’s polyrelationship grows ever larger (even though she still has four). It just … Continue reading

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“Don’t shoot the messenger” / Drawing the line with Phox / Playing love damage control for friends

What a crazy 48 hours it’s been, and how I wish I can simply disappear from the memory of most people (so they won’t know me). Not to mention, things I wish I could disappear from my own memory. So … Continue reading

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Family health scares / Story I’m working on / True love is true friendship

I’m still alive, folks. I’m not about to commit suicide anytime soon. Plus, I want to give my heart out to the ones dealing with multiple dangerous and destructive tornadoes in Alabama and Georgia right now. I still wonder why … Continue reading

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