Author Archives: Benie

The emotional rollercoaster, that Cola had me ride

Posted on 09-23-2019 by Benie

Typical rollercoasters are supposed to be fun, exciting, and challenging to help you get over your fear of being on one. ..But the rollercoaster Cola unintentionally put me on, was not fun. And I was stuck on that thing, for … Continue reading →

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…I was wrong in Fluffy’s plan (yet he was also wrong)

Posted on 09-17-2019 by Benie

Today was supposed to be a day that I no longer feel I have to do things for Fluffy (that I don’t like), and have everything go back to normal. How I feel a.. very, very bad way of being … Continue reading →

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…Oh no, not again! / Am I losing interest with the group?! / Cola’s mistake

Posted on 09-16-2019 by Benie

Lots to talk about, with the majority of things happening today (and one happening last night). First, the thing that happened.. that to this day still has me very much on edge, if a certain issue has resurfaced. ——————————- …Oh … Continue reading →

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A fling from my not too distant past, comes back

Posted on 09-13-2019 by Benie

This music represents me, before and after my thing with Ron (and then Jero). But you could change some of the lyrics to VRChat-related things. And if you asked me of which one I love the best, I would— well, … Continue reading →

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Possibly one of the best weekends I’ve ever had

Posted on 09-08-2019 by Benie

What happened 20 minutes before midnight (September 6th), is something I cannot stop thinking about. It’s a feeling I haven’t felt.. since I started dating early this year– a feeling of true love, that just makes me want more of … Continue reading →

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Apparently love has very little limits, but I don’t really feel the same

Posted on 09-07-2019 by Benie

I was hoping never to make this post, as it feels embarrassing as hell (like other posts I’ve made of this nature). It’s also that feeling of “wanting to help” and “being pulled into situations you really don’t wanna be … Continue reading →

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The new USB 3.0 expansion card, and how I was nearly fucked

Posted on 09-03-2019 by Benie

Yesterday, a surprise delivery happened. Surprising enough that yesterday was Labor Day. Got the USB 3.0 expansion card, not that I really need it anymore (as the issues are pretty much gone). But, since I have it, I might as … Continue reading →

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Cables and Me / “You only need one base station!” -Jusper

Posted on 09-02-2019 by Benie

Cables and Me (and why I ‘can’t have nice things’) Got back in VR about 10:20PM or something around that time, can’t remember, after finally completing the three blog posts I wanted to get off my chest. Before I got … Continue reading →

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A really good day (with cola).. his true thoughts for me

Posted on 09-01-2019 by Benie

A day after I said how I told Cola how much he meant to me, and how he finally told me why he can never feel love again.. yesterday was an almost about face from that. He was hanging out … Continue reading →

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WMR dev team looking into headset issues? / Cola’s troubled past, revealed

Posted on 08-31-2019 by Benie

WMR dev team looking into headset issues? Trying to look up the name of the USB 3.0 external card I need for Jusper, I came across a rather intriguing post (in the r/WindowsMR Subreddit) from someone that works with the … Continue reading →