Author Archives: Benie

Started with an annoyance, ended with my right controller ‘dead’

VR-less for the second time this year, because of a malfunctioning headset. You would think this should be a sign that myself and WMR, do not mix!! 😣 But this time, it’s not the headset– it’s the controllers. So, how … Continue reading

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Am I just being stupid, or am I seeing warning signs (of the group)?

Yet another “where do I even start with this?” blog post. My thoughts are everywhere, and I’m not even sure if I should come on VRChat. Sitting here for two hours, just trying to think of words to express what … Continue reading

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‘Plays-With-Tails’ / Fluffy’s ‘test’, and the surprising result that followed

Best way to explain yesterday, is a day I never want to happen again; a complete 180 from last Saturday/Sunday. It’s literally the “bad day” I knew I would have– it just took a week until it happened. And speaking … Continue reading

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A new kind of VRChat modding, discussed by an unexpected person

How in the hell do I start this one, except saying how this is yet again a discussion of what is right and wrong when it comes to VRChat modifications. So, what makes this one any different? Let’s just say … Continue reading

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Raymond’s surprise, and the discussion that followed (that had to be done)

I dunno why, but I still can’t shake off that last Saturday/Sunday thing. I feel the world made more of an impression on me than anything (of what true love really feels like). Watching Spirited Away, I’m all “Holy shit!! … Continue reading

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Does Jero even ‘want’ to be in the group? Question of the day

This is actually a question I’ve been having for about two days, since I was with Jero the day after meeting him at that really cool world. Day before yesterday when I was with Blue (and the thought of what … Continue reading

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“LFG members that will love me so I won’t feel alone! PST!”

You might think this is a strange and bizarre title. But what if I was to tell you, that I’m not joking when I say it… that this just might be something I’ll have to do; looking for brand new … Continue reading

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Doctor! This man needs a 30 CC’s of hug, STAT!!

I go from having two very good days of being with Jero, to still thinking over what Cola told me yesterday that still shakes me to the core over what he’s going through. Yet he shakes it off, not because … Continue reading

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“This is gonna be a bad day, I know it!” -Myself

Ever have one of those days that you hate being right? Well I was quite right. But yesterday wasn’t as “bad” perse in VRChat as I thought. It had things I did going wrong, crushed hopes (by VRChat’s coding), avoiding … Continue reading

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The full emotional rollercoaster (and you guys asked for it)

Wow are you folks fast. No sooner than 10 minutes after posting the last blog post, most of you actually want the long version! Now, before I start, I just want to give a quick warning: I don’t remember everything … Continue reading

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