You might think this is a strange and bizarre title. But what if I was to tell you, that I’m not joking when I say it… that this just might be something I’ll have to do; looking for brand new people to.. replace the three that love me, as I feel fate is desperately trying to break us apart in an attempt to show me “nothing lasts forever”; causing RL issues for them that will stop it.
Happening with Red Fox, and it just started happening with Cola. And it’s in the beginning stages of happening to Blue.
-Red Fox: his life– everything imaginable is falling apart. Lost their internet
connection. Probably will lose their home (if that hasn’t already happened). All he has is his phone, which he would probably also loose with time. It’s so bad, he can’t even start to explain it; only that it has gotten worse and worse since I last spoke to him. One of these days, I might not ever see him again. And the only memory I’ll have, is his avatar (which will be honored when that day happens).
-Cola: …Where do I even start with him, without saying he’s “the most dynamic one of the group”? And what I mean by ‘dynamic’ is “constantly changing”.. go from multiple emotional rollercoasters, to knowing he actually does love me.. or so I think. Doubts plenty. And those doubts came from him telling me he has 2-3 years to live (but doesn’t see me as a reason to try his best to live longer than that).
-BlueBio: The last that joined the group, and could possibly be ‘the last surviving
member’ of the group. Feels he’s not a good friend to Thresio (who constantly wants to play different games and keeps trying to get him to play other games than VRChat). Blue wants to tell him that VRChat’s his life, and wants VR so bad yet doesn’t see it happening anytime soon with his shitty life, and that bills are getting worse for his parents.
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As you can see, fate is doing this to me. The hopeful part, Blue’s the only one I could help
out (as he lives in Kentucky); change my life around, get a job, get my driver’s
license, move out of my parents house, I could have him live with me. He’s desperate enough to live in an attic, as long as he gets out of that trailer.
But..since that sadly isn’t going to happen anytime soon, trying to get him to have VR.. is. Find a way to disinfect the pads of my Lenovo Explorer, then walk up to the post office (or use Uber) and mail it to him free of charge (on his end). He’ll be able to see if the issue is in the headset or the cables. And if he can get it working, then he’ll finally have VR. 👍
It’s the only thing I can truly do for him. I can’t help him out with his living problems, but I can by getting him into VR for free (if he can fix the issue with my old headset)
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I’ll be making another post sometime today of another thought that’s been going through my mind; Jero, and if he’s even interested in joining the group.