A fling from my not too distant past, comes back


This music represents me, before and after my thing with Ron (and then Jero). But you could change some of the lyrics to VRChat-related things.
And if you asked me of which one I love the best, I would— well, I don’t wear clothes (as my sona), but Cola’s name would be on my chest (it’s just.. VR is a great way to express yourself). 😏

Before I asked Cola if he didn’t mind doing the “wild thing”, it was Red Fox.. and then there was someone else who I didn’t really have strong feelings for (but he’s pretty good in bed): Supermarioraymond1. Yes, that’s a big word, and you would expect the person behind that name to be 13 or younger. But thankfully no, for he sounds as if he’s in his mid 20’s.
Like I said, this was before the group as it’s known now, didn’t really exist back then. I loved who I could, as I was quite lonely. Raymond (who I’m going to call as its
shorter), was one of them. Then one day, me and him stopped seeing eachother as much. We haven’t talked for months.
About three or so days ago, I was with Cola and Blue. Cola went to bed, so I stayed with Blue. As things are starting to die down in this Friends+ world, Raymond showed up and saw I was with Blue. I could hear the disappointment in his voice, even saying how he wishes he was with me more.
Since there were people around, I couldn’t say “I’m sorry Raymond, but you had your chance. You stopped seeing me, so I had to move on.”
When Blue went AFK, this gave Raymond the green light in asking if we’re still friends. I said yes, and asked why of all of this time he chose to visit me. He said it was because of my status message (where I have “Depressed Bi Scalie”. But I’ve had this for a long
time, and the ‘Depressed’ part came from being unsure about Cola. However it can also mean that I’m usually depressed about my life or whatever.
Still doesn’t explain, why now. As I just said, I’ve had this for a long time. If he really cared about my well-being, why didn’t he show up sooner? Maybe he was just horny, and used it as a way to get to me– because it worked (when Blue went to bed).

He’s welcome to join the group.. and this is also what made me so seriously in doubt about the whole “poly” thing (and the next day is when I told Fluffy. Not of Raymond, but of the “poly”).

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