Category Archives: Love Drama

So much for that / ‘Stakeout’ gone *click* / “I don’t want to hurt you, Blender.” / Orion slightly annoyed at me / Beat Saber done right in VRChat

I am single once again. But I hope Jero’s words stick with me of the next time I have the urge for someone else to be my BF (or GF). And this time I don’t feel like I “have no … Continue reading

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A very ‘normal’ convo in #tech-talk / Be careful of what you ask for… / “STOP EVERYTHING!! ..Benie, get the Jero!” / The truth of why Jero doesn’t date anymore / “OH GOD, TMI!!” / Now the ‘daddy’ of two ‘sons’. Oof!

What a very interesting Tuesday I had. Glad none of it was dram–oh wait, there was. But it had a good ending. As in, it made me realize why friendship is very important. It also made me realize what Jero … Continue reading

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Giving Blender some space by spending time with whoever I could / BADDECODE is sweet

============================================================== Giving Blender some space by spending time with whoever I could ============================================================== “What the hell happened??” you’re likely wondering. It was a joke backfiring on a friend of his. But before I start explaining.. I am quite tired. Stayed … Continue reading

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Guess I should explain what’s been going on

Hello. I’m still alive. Sorry for the sudden stop in blog posts, but I’ve been going through.. things. Still am. Physically I feel alright. Mentally.., I dunno what’s wrong with me. Gamer burnout again? No. I don’t think so. Not … Continue reading

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Not as ‘easy’ as he thought / Fluffy’s still around / “Why Murder 4?! Why!?” / Alexa’s a bitch / “Where’s Jero?” / Hardware talk / We all dislike Fluffy / “You’re a bootleg Blender!”

Didn’t really expect so much to happen on a Monday night, but sure enough it did. Also made the ‘mistake’ of not taking of charging my trackers the priority of re-re-rewriting the day before’s shitstorm of dealing with Arvixe’s practices, … Continue reading

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Homeworld searching / Aaron has a BF / Jero’s all-morning’er / Kat can get annoying…

With the threat of losing this website over my hoster not exactly paying attention to my actions still on my mind (plus trying to fight the feeling of that the world would be better off if noone knew me), I … Continue reading

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Explaining things / For once I’m glad I have Blender / …Abuse complaint on my website??

Last night was hilarious, but it also showed a big problem I have caused by.. feelings that never want to die out (even though I have a BF now). However, what Jero said last night, may’ve finally gave it the … Continue reading

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Trying to be with Blender / Kael ‘might’ update the Dutchie for better FBT / Mister Lonely / Craziness / Feeling inferior & Blender to the rescue

Trying to be with Blender Since I was with Jero all night, I wanted to hang with Blender instead due to him losing power the day before. But it was hard to as I waited and waited for him to … Continue reading

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“I hate myself for (wanting) you!”

Currently tying this blog post in VRChat, from my homeworld, in full body, sitting up and using XSOverlay to type this (all alone as I prefer to be right now). Remember myself saying “no more love drama” because of being … Continue reading

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2022 starting off on a wild side

All I can say is: 2022, slow the fuck down. Stop living on the fast lane. It’s only the 4th and I’ve done so much, including recently.. finally de-dusting my computer. I hope by doing so, my graphics card can … Continue reading

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