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Recent 10 Posts
- “Hello there!” 11-13-2023
- Hello again everyone, yes it definitely has been a long time 05-29-2023
- New CPU and RAM installed. Not sure if I’m happy with this upgrade 04-20-2023
- All I wanted, was to use iTunes (while also dealing with a scammer) / I got Spotify now 04-18-2023
- I’m still OK, just still going through things 04-15-2023
- Currently, I’m handling this, as he’s keeping his promise. But we’ll see. 04-13-2023
- Depression: Ahh shit, here we go again! / New CPU & RAM bought 04-12-2023
- Time for some non-tech news… 04-09-2023
- This card supports Raytracing.. but only for Vulkan-built games / Issues with video watching in VRChat / Bad side about updating BIOS 04-08-2023
- The problems post-case swap just don’t stop 04-05-2023
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I am officially DONE with being in a relationship
I don’t think I have ever cried so hard in VR. One moment, I was so happy to be with him. And the next, he’s breaking up with me. This time, it wasn’t my fault. Yet I feel like it … Continue reading
“I need an adult!!” / Creepery (briefly) returns! / Scooby doesn’t need me / I’m inlove (again)!
Another emotional rollercoaster of a day. Started off medium, went high, fell down low, then went back up. And at the end, I just.. I have no words. Except, I can feel my broken heart being repaired with so much … Continue reading
Late night heartbreak of a close friend. Time to show the love of friendship
Early 2019 is going to go down as a sucky year (after I had just said it’s had highs and lows). So, which is it? Good, sucky, Good, sucky, Good, sucky! And no this is not a porn joke of … Continue reading
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‘Best’ week ever, and why this BS needs to STOP
I actually wish this heartbreak happened on a better note.. such as he just couldn’t love me, that it was a mistake. This would had been normal. Instead, it was Lunar all over again.. an underaged person. This is getting … Continue reading
“The things I do for love!” ends in another heartbreak
Courage uttering those words is my will finally bending (willing to be Bi), hoping me and blueberry actually could be more than just friends. But, at the end, it just “didn’t work out”. And just like me and Lunar, I’m … Continue reading
Taking a few weeks (maybe a few months.. or forever) off VRChat to clear my head
So, I’m back at square one; alone, where no-one really loves me. All because I’m choosing to stay straight.. something my brain and my common sense are in an endless war over. In addition, I’m no longer friends with Phox … Continue reading
Bad weather today / He tries, but my will is strong / Mic issues / “Heard U wanna upgrade, let me help you!”
Lots and lots of things to talk about. First, an upcoming severe weather event this afternoon (far more important than anything else listed in the title). Bad weather today To start this off, something of a concern coming this afternoon. … Continue reading
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Happy Birthday to the Internet, turning 30 today
The Internet turns 30 today. This music swells me with pride, knowing I’m older than it. The internet – half for checking in with friends, watching Youtube videos, sending adorable cat videos, meteorologists able to properly warn you of life-threatening … Continue reading
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Why am I like this, God? Why?
2019 is turning into quite the interesting year for me in VRChat, with lots of highs and lows. Yesterday, was definitely a ‘high’ (at the time). Because I swear, it’s like high school all over again; having multiple crushes (but … Continue reading
Loving Lunar / Kovo’s ‘admirer’ / An awkward last night
Welcome to yet another VRChat post. Thankfully, not that much drama (been trying my damnest to keep it a minimum). So, let’s get to it; Loving Lunar Lunar’s polyrelationship grows ever larger (even though she still has four). It just … Continue reading
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