Author Archives: Benie

“Don’t shoot the messenger” / Drawing the line with Phox / Playing love damage control for friends

What a crazy 48 hours it’s been, and how I wish I can simply disappear from the memory of most people (so they won’t know me). Not to mention, things I wish I could disappear from my own memory. So … Continue reading

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Family health scares / Story I’m working on / True love is true friendship

I’m still alive, folks. I’m not about to commit suicide anytime soon. Plus, I want to give my heart out to the ones dealing with multiple dangerous and destructive tornadoes in Alabama and Georgia right now. I still wonder why … Continue reading

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When you get more than you ask for, but it makes you think…

I’m still trying to mentally heal after what happened with Lunar, trying to talk to certain people I feel I can trust with it. A day ago I talked to Freestar for a good two hours about the topic at … Continue reading

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‘Hi, I was murdered in cold blood, yet I’m also not’ – A fucked up story

So, something.. very weird happened yesterday (that still confuses me as I write this). Anyway, let’s start from the beginning. The same day of when the situation with Lunar was happening, I was chilling in Kovo’s world. I was messing … Continue reading

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So, the truth’s out, but this must remain a secret

Been getting a few emails asking what I meant from my latest post, of how my thoughts are no longer an issue. I tried my best to keep it a secret even from this website. But, before I say it, … Continue reading

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Hardware failures – A legit moment of feeling on edge

I actually had a fairly good day yesterday, because one part of my thoughts is now no longer an issue; clearing my mind. I’m also currently typing this post on an old keyboard. Something happened IRL that could had been … Continue reading

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Another Day in Desktop, but the furry comes to the rescue

A rather slow day (compared to the day before). Kovo had updated his world, where it shows a lot less cacti. He also enabled jumping, added a skybox, lowered the world height to where if you fall off the edge, … Continue reading

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A Day in Desktop / Another avatar stealing attempt

Lots and lots to go over, some I can barely remember. Finally encouraged myself to get on VRChat after dinner. I was going to get on earlier as HDS Part 1 has been updated to 1.3, and there’s a room … Continue reading

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The day I got thoroughly pwned in VRChat

A few days ago (Friday), just another turn of the page. At least, if you believe life is like that (even in a social game like VRChat). Myself? That page needs a very, very long time to turn (depending on … Continue reading

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Probably won’t be getting new hardware ’till (maybe) Summer

Yet another post I didn’t really want to talk about, as it would be pointless to do. I now have the minimum the furry suggested I save up to. However, he has (for an unknown reason) stopped talking to me … Continue reading

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