Category Archives: Personal

Don’t think my relationship with Jero is going to last much longer

Posted on 08-31-2020 by Benie

Hey all, got a rather short, single entry for news for you. Something that’s been bugging me for awhile, that will likely kill two birds with one stone. 2020 came in, a near year of new opportunities for all of … Continue reading →

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[Is this pandemic truly legit? | Is Ashi still a threat? | Case stress | Bluescreens in VR | “Alexa, fix my Line In port!” | Virus ‘Alert!’]

Posted on 07-18-2020 by Benie

Greetings, it is time for another update of what’s been going on. Not as much as there was last time, but the first two are major things that are still ongoing. So let’s begin, with the first one that is … Continue reading →

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The latest [Kitten no more, (Fr)lationship troubles, ‘son’ needs help, Internet issues, Water Heater down, The Night Begins to Yawn (2)]

Posted on 07-14-2020 by Benie

Hey again, still alive and kicking. Thought now’s the time to catch you folks up to speed of what’s been going on with me. I’m actually surprised most of you care for me (going by the number of nice emails … Continue reading →

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A moody me

Posted on 06-17-2020 by Benie

What is a ‘mood’? A feeling of sadness. A feeling of happiness. A feeling of frustration. A feeling of doubt (of myself). With me, it’s one of those things musicians used to use that has that big arm, which swings … Continue reading →

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Trouble in Relationship Town

Posted on 05-19-2020 by Benie

Jero, almost a year ago, said to me “I don’t know how relationships work”. Jero, about a week ago, said how dating is “a lot of pressure” to him (feeling he has to be perfect). I managed to convince him … Continue reading →

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Turns out I was right, and Jero agrees

Posted on 05-15-2020 by Benie

A rollercoaster of an evening with yesterday (and this morning). It was a pretty tense day of sending Jero the blog post I wrote of what I feel of his “nothing will change” claim. I mean it with respect to … Continue reading →

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“Nothing will change”– why it means different to me than him

Posted on 05-14-2020 by Benie

“Nothing will change” he has said in the past. “Nothing will change” he has said yesterday. But I cannot think the way he does. He sees the term as really close friends who can still love (without attaching the word … Continue reading →

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When listening to your morals isn’t always the right way to go

Posted on 05-13-2020 by Benie

I dunno where to go with the title for this one. My mind feels like it’s been taken by two forces; one of my friends to calm it, and by myself in a desperate attempt to control it. And at … Continue reading →

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In a land of unending uncertainty, there is one positive (for myself)

Posted on 04-24-2020 by Benie

Hey everyone! I hope all of you are staying safe and healthy by continuing to wash your hands and practice social distancing, and checking up on loved ones to make sure they do the same. Remember, we’re all in this … Continue reading →

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A good (but very rough) night / Kovo’s demons

Posted on 04-20-2020 by Benie

A few things on my mind I wanna discuss (that’s why I’m here anyway). So let’s get to it.. ========================== A good (but very rough) night Categories: ‘Drama’, ‘Love Drama’ ========================== Not sure how to start this one off, only … Continue reading →

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