9pm. Looking at VRCX, for a reason to play VRChat tonight. Both Blender and Jero were offline. Found it through Novice.
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A night with Novice
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“A night with Novice? Didn’t Blender or Jero get on? Did anyone else join you?” Yes, Yes, and No (in that order). Let’s just say: “once again Jero confuses me”. But I’ll save that for the outro.
Anyway, I sent two invites and he grabbed the second one he saw. We spent most of the night of him talking about what he’s planning to do with his fursonas (and me totally not almost falling asleep from boredom), as also talking about spending $45 on a set of four models. Then he went AFK, and I took this to play a ‘little’ joke on him. I got in the bed and pretended I was ‘stuck in the bed’, and when he showed up I said “maybe you can go under the bed and see what might have me stuck”. Holy fuck it worked perfectly with him laughing hard at the long blue thing poking him in the eye. 😏😂
After he had, and I quote him saying “the best sex I ever had” (so good his trackers ran out of battery), we talked about a rather ‘interesting’ topic (that would bore some
people)– Pop Tart flavors. He found a website explaining flavors you’ll never be able to taste again.
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After that, his back was killing him. So I offered to be his pillow by him laying on me. And it helped him. 😊 Helped him so much, he fell asleep on me. Started snoring. Heh.
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VRChat Dreamception
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As he was sleeping on me, somehow I also fell asleep (in VR). I then had this very, very strange dream I was still dating Mibit, and we were sleeping together (in VRChat). So yeah. Holy fuck. A dream about sleeping in VRChat, while sleeping in VRChat.
But the strangest thing is.. why Mibit? Why not Blender (my current BF)? In my dream, he was shaking violently like he was cold, and I kept him warm. One time, I saw Jero and others. That’s when I woke up and realized where I was. That was freaky.
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It was past 2am. Feeling Novice is going to miss work, I tried waking him up. Didn’t
work, but I had an ace up my sleeve. I’ll play ‘Money’ from Pink Floyd at full blast to startle him awake. Didn’t like doing it, but he left me no choice. He was sleeping on me, and I kind of wanted to see Blender and Jero as they were on.
It took me, playing the song twice for him to finally wake up. Geezus. I keep forgetting he’s a heavy sleeper. I started saying “wakey wakey, sleepy head! Sorry to wake you up like that!” Assuming he was about to fall asleep (again), I said “wakey wa–” I stopped myself when he suddenly left the world. Felt I pissed him off for waking him up like that. But since speaking to him in Discord, he told me his headset crashed and he went back to sleep instead of coming back on.
Stayed there until VRCX told me he fully logged out of the game. Friends list was telling me both Blender and Jero were still on.. that was a fucking lie according to VRCX. They logged off 5 minutes before Novice woke up.
No point to be on here anymore.
So Jero, before I went to bed the night before this one, said I’ll see him again. And then when I finally asked to, he seemed to not really want to see me. Likely was asleep in
VR, doing something for a friend, one of his family members were using his headset, or being part of his Otter Group.
One of these is the truth. I really doubt “didn’t want to see me” is. That’s not Jero. Something was on his mind or he was doing something. So hopefully this coming night I’ll be able to see him again.