Author Archives: Benie

Homeworld searching / Aaron has a BF / Jero’s all-morning’er / Kat can get annoying…

Posted on 01-10-2022 by Benie

With the threat of losing this website over my hoster not exactly paying attention to my actions still on my mind (plus trying to fight the feeling of that the world would be better off if noone knew me), I … Continue reading →

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Explaining things / For once I’m glad I have Blender / …Abuse complaint on my website??

Posted on 01-09-2022 by Benie

Last night was hilarious, but it also showed a big problem I have caused by.. feelings that never want to die out (even though I have a BF now). However, what Jero said last night, may’ve finally gave it the … Continue reading →

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Trying to be with Blender / Kael ‘might’ update the Dutchie for better FBT / Mister Lonely / Craziness / Feeling inferior & Blender to the rescue

Posted on 01-08-2022 by Benie

Trying to be with Blender Since I was with Jero all night, I wanted to hang with Blender instead due to him losing power the day before. But it was hard to as I waited and waited for him to … Continue reading →

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Christmas part two / A new (totally didn’t get a $45 avatar for free) avatar / Jero’s got a backache

Posted on 01-07-2022 by Benie

Christmas part two Meteorologists had predicted 2-4″ of snow since Tuesday of this week for myself, and today was the day it would happen. Now, 2-4″ of snow is nothing to a city that’s prepared to handle snowstorms, and my … Continue reading →

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“I hate myself for (wanting) you!”

Posted on 01-06-2022 by Benie

Currently tying this blog post in VRChat, from my homeworld, in full body, sitting up and using XSOverlay to type this (all alone as I prefer to be right now). Remember myself saying “no more love drama” because of being … Continue reading →

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2022 starting off on a wild side

Posted on 01-05-2022 by Benie

All I can say is: 2022, slow the fuck down. Stop living on the fast lane. It’s only the 4th and I’ve done so much, including recently.. finally de-dusting my computer. I hope by doing so, my graphics card can … Continue reading →

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What an interesting way to end 2021

Posted on 01-02-2022 by Benie

The way I expected to ring in 2022 was do what I did before it came 2020; join the official NYC world made by VRChat with friends. There was one slight change to that, in the form of Mibit acting … Continue reading →

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2021 – Year of sadness, changes (good and ‘bad’), and reflections

Posted on 12-31-2021 by Benie

Honestly, I thought 2021 would never end. Christmas Day has arrived and past us (was a somewhat good Christmas in VRChat, hanging with friends). And now I have 7 hours until 2022. This year will go down as the most … Continue reading →

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Blender takes control of his life | ‘Professional’ Asshole Pirates

Posted on 10-21-2021 by Benie

Half good news, half bad (yet also good) news. But all I can really say is, I guess my chances of getting back together with Mibit are pretty much gone now as he’s changing his life (and his name) next … Continue reading →

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A week and a half recap

Posted on 10-13-2021 by Benie

I’m getting to that point I’m posting less and less now, as you can see. Sure there’s been a lot of news but most of it I’ve been too fed up of trying to think of funny titles for the … Continue reading →

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