How I wish I had self-charging controllers and trackers, instead of them requiring me to stop being lazy and connect them to their chargers. Yes it only takes a few minutes but ugh. I also wish I wasn’t so lazy at times, when doing these blog posts. But there come times where I dunno what to say (and/or don’t want to say as it’s annoying).
You might notice that I’ve been almost rushing these paragraphs instead of being more detailed.
I’m also very saddened for a friend, of their very close friend (not sure if they’re still friends after this) who they’ve been with for years that decided to hide the truth of wrongdoing. But it was me as peacekeeper, the truth came out of someone that has a big crush on me.
However the way it was delivered to this friend, wasn’t exactly good.
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When Bad needs a good friend
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When I came on, I sent Jero a single invite request. Just one. Noting the time, I didn’t want to spam him invites. Checked my friends list and saw Bad was on. I also saw Queenie was on, but the two weren’t in the same world. Huh. That’s odd. Usually those two are hanging out with eachother. So I went to see what’s going on.
Entered a very familiar world, yet it also had changed quite a lot. It’s sunset, and the area where I first met Spitfire is gone (when I was dating Wolfdog). I tried looking around
for Bad and finally saw him.. alone? Looked for a way to get over to him without attracting attention to myself from the multiple other people that were in this world (and him not spotting me). Managed to get over. He was staring out at the ocean, looking upset. I assumed it was probably of that friend of his who passed away. Put my hand on him as a gesture of “I’m here for you”. He saw me. And when I asked if it was what I assumed, he said “no”. What he said, let’s just say felt… kind of dumb to be upset over?
But being a friend I tried to help him feel better. Basically he had an argument with a friend of his that was in the world we were, about VR. And the guy didn’t want to admit he was wrong. And this upsetted Bad.
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Then he told me he’s getting an invite, and said “you might not want to come as there’s going to be a lot of people. You can still come, but I’m just going there to say goodnight to them and I’ll come back.” Told him I’d stay here in the world and wait for him to
return, and he left. Now being the only one in the world, I explored it a bit. Saw this yacht and tried to get on it, but couldn’t figure out how. There were these two jet skis that were positioned where you can ride them out to the back of the yacht, but I couldn’t figure out how you take control. It baffled me for the longest time.
Jero joined me surprisingly. We chatted for awhile and about a minute later, Bad joined.
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“Son, this is my other son”
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We talked about VR and PC related subjects mainly. Wasn’t really that much. Though one time where there was this chair and I sat down in it (in full body), Jero was a bit intrigued by it and acting like I had chairs enabled. Bad explained that it’s my full body causing this.
There’s also this funny time;
Bad’s muzzle was getting scrunched up by the hitbox of Jero’s avatar. Ahh, dynamic bones. You so silly.
It was 2am and Jero was getting quite tired. Before he left, there’s one thing I wanted to tell him. “So son. This is my other son. So this is a father-son(s) bonding” while trying not to laugh in shame for saying that. Jero was quite surprised, then said “brother!” while looking at Bad. The two hugged and I hugged both of them, giving them both a kiss.
This wasn’t exactly the way I wanted to be an RP father to two ‘kids’, as I’m quite a different kind of ‘daddy’ to them. Heh.
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With Jero in bed, Bad and I talked about how I felt after he told me of the friend that passed away, and how he made me feel we’re going to reach a point that masks aren’t going to save our asses. He said the same thing Jero did, that it “likely isn’t going to happen” (according to scientists). So I’m glad to hear that from him as well. He also feels that eventually COVID’s going to be like the flu and common cold, where sure it’ll kill some people with weakened immune systems but the fear factor of the disease would be pretty much gone.
Jellyosaurus also joined, who joined the conversation about this. And overall it made me feel a lot better (not so scared of it.. though I’m still going to wear a mask), even being able to express my frustration with how I keep hearing the media talking about it and how sick I am of it.
Jelly feels what Jero told me, I don’t really have to do that as COVID doesn’t last as long on surfaces as it did before. But he also understands of Jero being a delivery driver that he needs to do that. Yes, of course.
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Now we also had this random guy join us, goes by the name of ‘SonicBlu’. I checked out his profile and noticed the link..
At first I assumed this was what Grey one time wanted me and Blender to check out. But it’s not… this is the thing Wolfdog co-owns!! DUDE! So this is the guy who did those videos of their vacation in California. ..Oh my god, if I had known earlier I would had told him I knew Wolfdog.
That is wild. ..Wow. And he’s friends with Bad. Huh. That is awesome. Wonder if he’s friends with Wolfdog as well. Have I come full circle or what!?
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Actually hanging with Orwin
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This needed its own segment even though it was in the same world, as it was a huge accomplishment for me. Why? As I said before, he’s the only person that I know is older than me. But I’ve been so shy to actually talk to him because of that. Yet when he joins
us (dunno if he joined off of me or Bad), it’s time to finally break the ice and try to get to know him more. When I asked him “what brings you here, Orwin?”, he said he just showed up to check on us (and he was going to be heading to bed soon).
Almost immediately I discovered he likes (not loves) having his head patted. Not really sure if he’s into snuggling though. And he also knows a lot of Canadian history (being from Canada, that makes sense).
We were talking about COVID again and he actually helped me to understand this whole thing going on up there with the trucker convoy. It’s definitely not what I was thinking before (where they felt “oh, you don’t wanna get vaccinated? Well we’re not going to deliver your goods then. Because we don’t want to get sick”). The reason why I thought that is what my mother mentioned once of getting goods from Canada.
Instead, it’s them getting sick of their government telling them what to do, getting tired of these mandates because of COVID. Now that is commendable, with the way he explains how Canadians get very little sun in the wintertime compared to the US. And then he talks about everyone’s ohh so favorite subject– politics. Not going to lie, I was starting to fall asleep with him talking about this whole thing with Ukraine. I tried to stay active and
just ‘smile and nod’, but.. oof. Wasn’t easy.
So he likes talking about politics. A lot. Good to know. I swear it’s almost like I was standing next to my father, because he talked about politics. Funny as Orwin being two years older than me (I’ll still never get over that!! It’s so creepy, yet cool at the same time!).
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Anyway, Orwin eventually did have enough of being tired and went to bed. I said “we really need to talk more often” but he didn’t exactly hear me. That’s fine though.
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Give Kovo some hugs…
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Final discussion. This is still ongoing by the way. It was going to be the first segment of this blog post, but I decided to put it down here of the time I received this. Infact I didn’t know what was even going on.
Basically the night after I spoke to TJ about ‘the friend’ that Kovo wanted to tell her to stop being so lewd, she actually told Kovo that she’s sorry. And I thought that was it. However another person (due to the seriousness of this, I swore to Kovo and the person that told him, this leaker will remain anonymous) was messaging Kovo more. I was getting bits of messages from Kovo while I was hanging with Orwin (and then just Bad). Again I didn’t know what was going on.
That wasn’t until 11 in the morning (this morning), this same anonymous person messaged me. I do know this person and I got pictures. I was also told Kovo wants me to take care of the server “for awhile”. But since it was 11am and I had stayed up to nearly 6:30 in the morning (again because of friends), I wanted to get back to bed. But they wanted me to know now.
And what they told me… Nova, lied to Kovo yet again. Not just lying to him, but lying to me (the one that tried to save their friendship). She was cheating, again. And it wasn’t just with one person. It was, a LOT of people. Like holy fuck that list of names was huge. There was even a name I never expected to pop up.
…She ERP’d, with Rusty. Yes, that RustyDustyFox: the new.. *snorts* ‘leader’ of the Best Bois. More like ‘fake king’, but I digress. That was a long list, and it makes me sick. She even cheated with TJ.
I asked the friend “when did you find this out?” The friend said “a few months ago. As you can see from the pictures I’ve sent you of the list I’ve compiled, Nova has
been quite.. ‘busy’ not being loyal to Kovo. When I had enough data, I sent my findings to Kovo. Now I’ve sent them to you. I’m sure you find them quite disturbing.”
And I did. Nova, how could you?! You told me you’d change!! ..You clearly haven’t. The level of disappointment I have for her is immeasurable and my day is ruined (quite literally).
What’s worse, Kovo now has trust issues. Because of all the names that were on this list who didn’t come up to him and admit she cheated on him.
*sighs* .. I’m not going to fix their friendship this time. I’ll do my best to be there for Kovo but that’s as far as I’ll go. I refuse to discuss this with Nova, over how betrayed I feel. Hell I never even dated or ERP’d with her and I can feel what Kovo feels. Yes, the two never officially dated and the word “cheating” can’t really be used.. but the term “betraying my trust” can. She has lied to so many, and on top of it the messages I got between Kovo and her.. she’s trying to play as the victim. What the HELL. That’s just wrong!
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EDIT: Nova’s made a blog post about this thing. For safety reasons I won’t be showing the link. In her apology, she realizes she’s been caught and can’t play the victim anymore. This is good, and *sighs* …I wish I could believe her, but I can’t. I just can’t. Not this time. She has betrayed my trust.
If she wants to be forgiven, she needs to seriously clean up her act. Whatever means she uses to help (as long as it’s not alcohol-based), she better use it and stick with it. This is going to take months.. if not years.
Honestly though… why in the fuck am I saying all of this?! This is an issue both Kovo and Nova need to solve as a team. I shouldn’t be the ‘white knight’ for Kovo. I honestly shouldn’t had even be helping him. …I just feel I’m doing more harm than good with this whole “she betrayed my trust”. Yelling at her through Kovo isn’t solving anything. Nova clearly has said she’s going to get help, but it will take time. And yelling at her through Kovo is making her think I’m assuming she can just take care of this ASAP.