Despite the multiple times my mother interrupted me wanting to use my computer to place her food orders (while I had a blog post to write).. and dealing with Fluffy for almost all damn day, I had a pretty good day.
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Fluffy.. UGH!!
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This started off with asking Jero in Discord if he got his power back on. It was 12:25 in the afternoon when I asked him, and he said “power came back a few hours ago”. Fuckin’ hell. It was out for that long?! Wow. The hell happened for it to last that long?! He doesn’t know. But all it matters is that he’s back.
Then he sends me a cropped DM of Fluffy talking to Frost, and lordy the message Frost sent back to him. Says Fluffy’s “been begging everyone for nudes”. ..Ohh lord have mercy. Fluffy you really fucked up this time. Jero and I talked about it for awhile, how Fluffy’s going to get the cops banging on his door and having his name plastered all over the news if he keeps this up.
…An hour later, Fluffy’s now messaging me. Yay, we’ve come full circle (again). He’s talking about being “bumbed yet kinda pissed”. I played dumb to see how he would react and sending what he said to Jero. He said “lies” are being told, and says Frost is “leaking”.
What he said to Frost, was asking “are you lewd?” Seven months later, Frost responded.
I said “well Frost has stated in his VRChat bio to not talk lewd to him”. And he
says “there’s something wrong with him” and calling him “a ticking time bomb”. Ohh
no, don’t you be mad mouthing Frost there. It’s you that has a problem, Fluffy. Though in his defense, Frost never had it listed in his Discord bio (at the time) not to be lewd around him or Blue.
Then Fluffy wanted me to add him to Kovo’s server. When I told Jero he said “ohhh nooo!!”
I wasn’t about to allow this, so I lied my way out of having to send him an invite by saying I had “retired as an Admin”. Then when he asked if Kovo has the rank, I told
him “No, someone else is running the server now. Forgot who.” After I sent this to Jero, he busted out laughing and said “Freaking perfect”.
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With that said, I started being a bit more serious with him, and told him he needs to get professional help with all of this. He claims his way of being a Zoophile is “different” than what people think. The way he sees it is being attracted to animals yes but nothing sexual. All he feels is love for them. And sure, there’s nothing illegal with that. That’s perfectly OK. But he doesn’t seem to understand that the word itself is disgusting, and I told him how serious this is.
He said “well I only started this lewdness when I joined the furry community.” and also saying “I don’t have issues I’m doing better than I have 1 year ago”.
😐..😑..🤭..😂🤣🤣🤣🤣 “I don’t have issues” YEAH RIGHT!! 🤣 You sure can fool me! And then he asks me “do you want to try again?” ..Uhh, no? I told him I already explained this months ago of what changes need to happen, and had to pin them for him to re-read.
Then he asks “is it really just that?” ..No no. It’s much more. Fluffy your name has been tarnished. You should kill it and come back to life as a new name; a new alias. However I never actually said this. This never came to my mind. The only thing that was, was trying to shove “I tried to WARN YOU IN THE PAST!!” down his throat. But it seems I finally cracked through and he actually is going to seek professional help, through therapy. Thank goodness. Fluffy isn’t a bad person by any means. He just wasn’t raised right when it came to love (at least that’s how he wants me to see it, like he almost puts the blame on me of him having feelings for me).
Not my fault of that though. Aftershock tried to teach him how to love the right way. It isn’t her fault either that Fluffy never caught on. I just hope this therapy helps him to be a better person. I told him “I miss the old Fluffy. I want that Fluffy to come back. But the fact you’re not going to change isn’t letting it come back.”
Maybe one day, the old Fluffy will come back. Jero though, is the one that felt the name
of ‘Fluffy’ has been tarnished and needs to be changed. I agreed. Dunno if Fluffy himself ever will.
Then Jero sent me a cropped DM of him talking to Fluffy, that him, myself and Fluffy should join VRChat and talk privately just like old times. I agreed to it, but Fluffy said “I don’t touch my computer anymore…” Jero semi-begged him to come, but nothing came from Fluffy since.
Then he told me he was going to get on VRChat soon, and I eventually did when I got my trackers strapped on.
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Jero makes up for what happened
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When I joined, I expected to get an invite from Jero. Instead I sent him one and he joined me. I said “now we wait for Fluffy”. But he told me that Fluffy would likely not show up. We spent time at the mirror talking about what happened. Overall just chilling and relaxing.
I told him about the bad day I had after the good day I had. He felt sorry for it. Then I told him about going to see Stray and how he really likes my Drex, and then the whole ‘Dragon Tales’ thing everyone was singing and how I’m wanted to say “MAKE IT STOP!!”
He chuckled, then wanted to show me an avatar he got from a world;
This guy, from the movie Pete’s Dragon. And yeah, this wasn’t the best world to show it off as you can see.
He’s a bit too tall. Jero then said I could clone it, which I tried. Clearly not FBT compatible. It’s just like BTD 4.0– the body is disproportional.
Later, we’re chilling in the bed. And this is where things get interesting. In the middle of him saying “My sweet da–” VRChat goes *BRRK*… oy. They had released a Quest-only update (promising the main update isn’t too far away), but somehow it was fucking up the servers.
Came back and thankfully didn’t have the issue with player voices becoming mute.. not yet at least. Later he wanted me to “teach him what happens when he gets bad grades”. We had fun. 🙂
Was relaxing next to him and it happens again. THIS time it muted his mic. Fuck you VRChat. Tried to come back and join him, but the game’s like ‘NO!! Calibrate your FBT first!’ and it forced me to restart yet again. This time I did calibrate, but I couldn’t join the instance he was in. So I sent him an invite to join the instance I’m in. Nothing happened. Found that quite odd. So I sent “please join my instance” in Discord, and he eventually did. When he did, he told me “they need to fix that”. Questioned what he meant, he said it’s the way they show invites and he isn’t seeing them as he was laying on his back.
He needs to get into the mods I do. ‘ComfyVR’ would solve that. But I never told him this as I’m sure he feels mods are bad.
Anyway, went back to what we were doing. The disconnecting thing happened one more time, but it was like the first time (and it never happened since).
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After that, we relaxed to music as he told me he “might have to go soon” as he wanted to get to work. Got some good pictures to remember this moment;
Like tradition, Jero didn’t want to leave for a good long while. He had to force himself to leave. Heh.
Checked my friends lists, I saw Inari was on and went to go see him.
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Random friend shenanigans / Dealing with TJ / Where it went too far
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Inari and his friends were watching Sing 2. Found it a very cool movie, even though I saw the last quarter of it when I arrived. When it was over, I saw Malice was on and went to go see him. Instead it was more than just him. Jelly was there too, and so were people I didn’t know. As usual I stayed quiet, but they made me break the ice a bit. Though the other people did leave, and Jelly said “we got the world to ourselves now” and we started exploring it.
It’s pretty interesting. It has homeworld potential. It’s just missing… something. Just can’t put my claw to it. Oh yeah, the bed has no mirrors for full body angles. And you can’t turn off colliders (there’s no button). But I do like the genius way you can turn off the world music– just click the record player’s needle.
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Dealing with TJ
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TJ joined unexpectingly. Again I tried to keep my distance. I focused on Malice and very occasionally focused on TJ. She stared to feel something was up a half an hour later, but I said everything’s alright (totally not lying). Debated on respawning and trying to get TJ to follow me outside, so I can talk to her in private about what Kovo said. Finally did when I felt I had to. Malice tried to come over but he saw I wanted to talk to TJ in private, and went back.
I said to her of “someone I know who wishes to remain anonymous” told me to be careful around you. She tried to figure out the name and I told her to please stop trying to figure out (don’t do what Jero did and just listen to me). And she did listen. Though she already knows to be careful. She also knows to stop being so flirty around Kovo and Nova.
Though the more I tried to explain, the more I knew she was seeing through the lie that it was Kovo who told me this. I was just worried she wouldn’t believe him, which is why I had to put Kovo behind an alias. But I just couldn’t do it forever as it was difficult to do so.
She also has confirmed she is in an open relationship. With whom, I dunno. But that’s none of my business (I say that now, but when it came with Jero and Chris I wanted to know.. but I digress).
But yeah. She understands to be careful. And that takes care of that conversation. Now back to Malice and Jelly.
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Malice wanted to go to “the world I did the sucky suck” while looking at me. *embarrassed cough* And so we did.
Jelly was like “you two have fun, don’t mind me”. I tried changing it around with “no, YOU two have fun! I’ll be right here at the mirror” with a smile. Malice came over to the mirror and laid down next to me, and started whimpering.
Started licking him which he was liking quite a lot. Malice, you are such a bottom. It’s sweet but it just doesn’t feel right doing this infront of his BF (even though they are in an open relationship). Still, I relaxed a bit and went with it anyway.. until their friends started showing up. Hi excuse me, I thought this was an Invite Only instance? But that’s the problem. Jelly was inviting all of his friends here. ..Meh. Whatever. Wasn’t really in the mood anyway (actually I was but this kind of killed it).
So now there’s three of Jelly’s friends here. A Rex, a Possum, and the guy who showed up about a month ago that Jero wanted to get the fuck out of there. He still has a speech impairment caused by COVID, that has forever changed his voice.
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Where it went too far
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The Rex guy (who goes by the name ‘Crispy’) started doing harmless jokes to this guy with the speech impairment. First time saying he sounds like Raj from Chowder. And the guy is literally sounding like the voice actor. And holy fuck he was killing it.. more like
killing Malice from laughing too hard. “Radda radda! You can go radda yourself!!” Then Crispy called the guy ‘Cheese <something, can’t remember>’ from the guy’s avatar. Little did we know, Crispy was mistakenly making fun of the guy’s speech impairment. What we felt was just jokes, the guy was taking them quite literally (as an insult). But Malice was too busy dying from laughter at the time to really hear what was going on. I was trying to tell him to breath, and so was Crispy. Thankfully Malice did eventually calm down.
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Soon the guy had enough of this shit and let everyone have it. Really felt sorry for what he went through. Said it’s like having your voice box crushed into a pulp, and spending 12 million dollars only to realize the doctors can do nothing about it. And he started crying.
I…wow. Yeah Crispy, you went a bit too far there dude. But it was too late. The guy had left. Crispy had no idea what the guy was dealing with, and he knew he had to apologize.
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Anyway, I dunno if that actually happened today. I hope it did and everything’s cool now. I was with Malice, who said he hates seeing friends in pain.