Love can sometimes be a mystery / Kovo’s accidental love life

So this semi-includes me, but not the way you would expect. More like… how?! And, how long will it last? There’s also people actually having sexual crushes on Kovo (and myself jokenly saying “DAMN Kovo! Getting all the guys!!”).
Basically, this has to do with Aftershock; the uh.. one that stopped me from wanting to make Blueberry my BF. Yet it didn’t stop him from doing so. And now that the two have separated, Lunar is now his GF. At first I’m all “HOW?!”, but then it hit me– Aftershock is much, much younger than me.
Makes sense now, doesn’t it? Hurts though, as I feel she had a crush on me. I even saw her IRL (her decision to do so). Even my son had a crush on her.

Moving on, we talk about Kovo and all the guys that want him to bang them. The man has said several times that he’s straight and isn’t looking for romance, but I don’t think they understand.
Two in particular seem to not get it– Cola070 and CybermutT. Both of them sent him lewd pics to him, including saying he’s really cute. What’s funny is one of them I have
banged (and been banged by) several times, and the other I tried to bang but bailed on me.
Cola, Kovo talked to (for me) and finally decided to just be friends. But Cyber, who ‘came back from the grave’ (because of Kovo) is now gone again (no longer feeling he has a need to stay).
What a mess. I tried my best to help Kovo with the words to say to Cyber (in hopes of making him reconsider), but he still left. Tried to calm Kovo down after that, to stop blaming himself. What I saw, is he tried everything that I would had tried. Cyber feels like pathetic trash, and nothing is going to change his mind.
My only guess is his BF left him, probably for something he said or did, and he can’t forgive himself. Though his parents also probably getting involved when they shouldn’t had, didn’t help with the problem.
This is my only assumption, as he refuses to open up (even to Kovo).
…Sad really. But, oh well. We tried our damnest.

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