Pretty active Saturday. Lots to talk about.
An honorable mention before I start: Firey talked to me yesterday and we talked a bit. He asked me if I still play VRChat and I said yes, and said he “may come on and say hi” to me. That would be awesome, as it’s been over a year since I’ve seen him ingame.
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Not making it awkward
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Normal Saturday ‘morning'(noon); waking up, getting breakfast down my throat, and checking up on Blender to see how he slept. This time he told me it was “pretty decent”. Had me a bit worried he didn’t sleep as good as he needed to.
Also yesterday, I tried out the Spectrum TV app and I must say, it’s quite cool watching TV on my phone. Technology sure has evolved, hasn’t it? Now you can stream your TV shows right to your phone. If only DirecTV and/or DISH had this, where if we had severe weather I could had watched it on my phone when we lost signal.
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Anyway, back to the topic at hand. MIBIT messages me as I’m working on the recent blog post, saying he’s just going to wait the 6 months to “not make it awkward” for me. I didn’t know how to answer it, but later on I said “yes. I can’t do that to Blender. However I wouldn’t mind this just staying as ‘friends with benefits'” and he said “ok no problem”… I found that very hard to believe.
I sense jealousy. Hmmm.
But I continued with the rest of my day. Went to Waffle House with my mother, forgetting to bring my phone (thankfully I didn’t need it) and went back to work on said blog post when I got back, watching Spectrum TV on my phone at the same time (and sometimes becoming distracted by it).. and this is why I can never do what most people in Wurm do when it comes to skill grinding.
Got on VRChat a bit later than normal.
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Blender’s shy / “Hide me!” / BenieTheVampireDragon
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Since I saw the ability to save your FBT between avatars through emmVRC, I decided to try it instead of using IKTweaks. Reason being is I’m getting tired with seeing my legs and feet in the air when I’m using OVR’s playspace mover after awhile.
Little did I know this would cause more harm than good (and I’m not 100% sure if this is a bug with emmVRC), but I wasn’t aware until I got to a mirror.
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Went to go see Blender. Decided to have a little fun and go under the ground, to surprise him. But the world was being a douche and wouldn’t allow me to go under the walls… had to pass through the doors instead. And Blender wasn’t that impressed by it— as he had something on his mind. I tried listening what he was saying, but eventually asked him to follow me so we can talk about this better.
He kept saying he wanted to talk to an “orange black and white Avali” and the name “starts with an ‘S'”. I remember someone in the crowd that matches that description.. someone that I knew since the original Best Boi era; SpyrouR. I used to compliment his beautiful singing voice, and know how much he absolutely HATES it.
Anyway, Blender wants to talk to him but is too nervous. …Sadly I’m not someone that can help with this kind of situation. I’m no social butterfly. I’m a loner, which is what I explained to him. He also mentioned that Spy knows someone named ‘Jasper’. He wanted me to meet them but they were offline.
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Just then….. Raymond joins. I whisper to Blender that Raymond’s here and he’s probably looking for me, and I ask him to “hide me”. After a few questions on how to handle
this, Blender offers to help me out here by letting me know what Raymond’s doing.
I go back under the floor and wait patiently. A few minutes later I see Blender above
me, calling my name. I show up and he tells me he’s talking with others. Then he says
to “stay hidden just incase”, which I do.
This lasts for nearly 5 minutes until I see Raymond leave. I let out a sigh of relief but I don’t see Blender. I find him back with his friends, and make my way over. He does show up about 10-15 minutes later, and this time he was actively looking for me and eventually gave up after a second sweep.. not even realizing I was right below his feet. Heh.
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I turn on the mirror… and I’m not seeing myself. WHAT?! I can see everyone else but not myself! I asked them “can you guys see me? I can’t see myself.” They said “we can see you just fine”. ..WHA–?? How come I can’t see myself then?!?! I tried repeatably playing with the mirror settings, thinking there’s a button I didn’t click.. yet that just wouldn’t make sense to even need something like that.
I’m thinking either it’s an issue with the world, or an issue with emmVRC. So I tried asking in the emmVRC Discord if this is a known issue. ..Unfortunately this wasn’t the only issue I needed to solve.
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MIBIT’s Meltdown
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Noticed our server had a message. Went to go check. It was MIBIT asking us to “vote” on kicking him out, claiming “you are all in a relation ship” and “figuring out people are hating my ADHD”.
“benie did nothing wrong”, “it’s the fact people asking me about computer questions then not feel apart of the group”
And claiming he bought an avatar “to try to feel apart of the group”.
First off.. which ‘group’ is he talking to? We are not all in a relationship here. And since when have we bought our own avatars? I told him a number of times I edited mine through Blender (the program, not who I love. And with help).
..I was so confused what the hell he meant, but knew I needed to do something about it. So I tried telling him that noone’s going to vote to kick you. Why are you saying that?
Says he “gets to emotional with this server now cried half the day today can’t take it anymore”. At the time I assumed he was still talking about not being able to find love. But today after more careful reading of what he said in our server, I discovered he’s going through multiple things at the same time.
And it seems part of the blame might be on Sparky, for asking MIBIT a question if a 1TB stick of RAM exists. Apparently a simple question put him on edge– made him feel he’s being “used for information”.
I dunno how to help MIBIT this time. I tried to tell Blender about this incase he was wondering if I’m OK (ended up having to take him to my homeworld as I didn’t want others hearing me).
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C&#k Blocked & Learning More
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Since I didn’t know what to do with MIBIT, Blender wanted me to relax by having a little fun since we’re alone. But I didn’t feel like relaxing. I just felt bad for Blender of what I told him that night, and wanted him to know I’m not going to leave him. He was very happy to hear that and gave me a kiss, and said the same thing back to me.
He laid down on one of the beds and started snarling sexually. Wow. So this is a new side of Blender. Heh. Wanted to see how it sounded when we ERP’d. A quarter in, he stopped and then *poof*.. gone. God damnit VRChat, you just cock blocked me!
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I waited for an hour and he finally came back, said he had computer problems and talking about his little brother wanting money to buy more Robux. He can’t confront his brother with this even though it gets on his nerves (because he’s a pacifist and doesn’t believe getting back at someone solves anything). He also apologized for telling me all of
this. I looked at him closely and said “hun. Look at me. Come on. There you go. Now, I want to ask you something.” He asked “what’s that?” I said “please stop saying ‘sorry’ when you explain your life, ok? I want you to tell me this. I want to learn everything about you. Even the bad parts.”
He smiled and said “E!”, then licked me. Then he said “love you” and I said “love you too”.
Then I asked him if he wanted to go back to where we left off. He said “I would, but Orion wants to join”.
Fuckin’ hell.. now I’m getting cock blocked by Orion! Alright. Let’s see what he wants here. And all he wanted was to check up on Blender. That’s fair and all but.. that’s also why DMs exist. Though there was also another reason why he wanted to pop in.
He discovered more about Grok, including sending him a stern warning not to mess with Blender. Better not mess with me either. Then he said “Grok also got arrested for pedophilia”.
I looked at him.. wide-eyed, and asked him “are you.. serious?!” He said “yep! I did some deep searching and found this gem.”
My mind at that moment;
I had to look away, as I felt so blown away by this news. Orion knew exactly what was on my mind and Blender’s like “oh my”.
“BAHAHA!! That fucker deserves everything coming at him!” I said, pointing at Orion. Blender looked at us in worry. Orion agreed with me that Grok will pay.
Then Orion turned his attention to Blender, asking him if he had Grok fully blocked. Blender looked very stressed out over lying to us, and I defended him explaining the situation that happened a few days ago. Orion only wanted to make sure Grok wasn’t going to come after Blender.
Then I said my two cents of what Victon told Blender, about the whole blocking thing and how I can’t do that with Raymond and Brayden. He didn’t want to deal with that as he had just woken up. He changed the topic saying a few of Blender’s friends were online.
I joined Blender to see one of them, which brought me to this ‘Jasper’ person Blender wanted me to meet (who was AFK at the time). Blender and the friend talked while I stayed mostly silent. Did learn a bit more about him, that when he first joined he didn’t have a working mic (for a month). Huh.
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Later on I asked Blender (after he yeeted himself using one of the grab-able chairs and nearly made him sick) what he wanted to do. Said he wanted to go see Lonewolf, and so we did.
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“Oh, what a night!”
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This brought be back to the world that I made my homeworld earlier. I liked the look and decided to do so. And now it’s being used as a mini Furality Luma. It was awesome. It had a band playing infront of the large TV screen. And they were playing music on the screen and some of the songs were my era.
One of them I decided to stand up and dance to, as I felt great. Another one where the ending had its lyrics speeding up, and up, and up where I was dancing like an absolute idiot trying to keep up. Felt great when the song was over. Sat back down on my bed and said “and I am done dancing”. Someone who saw me dance actually liked my dancing. Heh. Thanks.
Blender was busy talking to someone and didn’t see me. I said “you missed the best part. Me dancing like an idiot!” And all he said was “oh my”.
Overall, it was a great night. Even GyLala joined. Went over to him as I haven’t seen him in a long while. Blender joined me sometime later and says he’s seen GyLala before.
While that was going on, I saw something I didn’t particularly like seeing. It looked like as if someone had copied my avatar and was currently wearing it, yet the person I saw that had it.. wasn’t (and never did). Possibly a VRChat bug.
Then something else was going on with people saying Lonewolf is naked or something like that and a crowd of people were running after him.
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I got back to GyLala and Blender, and noticed Blender was stuck in a pose and eventually crashed. I waited patiently for him to come back. But when he did he joined another world. Very odd. Went to go see him.
Found him in.. a horror world?? And a horror world I once tripped into by accident. I thought Blender doesn’t like horror worlds, so this is very odd. Searched the world. I heard people talking but didn’t see anyone. What’s odd is you can disable the thunder, the rain and wind. Huh.. is this a horror world or one that got converted into a chill world?
Eventually I did find everyone, including Blender being shy as always trying to hide behind a doorway. Tried to snuggle him, and ended up scaring him by mistake.
What interesting people here. That’s all I can really say. Let’s just say I kind of felt I wasn’t fitting in and wanted to keep my distance but I tried to work with what I could.
So I’m just going to speed this up as this blog post is taking way too long to write…
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One pumped Cupcake
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So Friday joined, which I nearly immediately tried to lick to death (because it’s funny hearing his reaction).
Then Cupcake joined. Huh. Another friend I haven’t seen in a long time. And he.. he wasn’t happy. He kept yelling about “screw Amazon!!” for some reason. I didn’t want to ask what’s going on with him, but he asked me how I’m doing. Said I was alright, and he asked my opinion on him being a fighter. Yes, an actual boxing fighter. Told him I liked it and support him 100% (as it’s the right thing to say when you dunno what to say).
Plus he also kept saying “I’m the best! I’ll show those companies!” with Friday giving him full support.
My negative side would say..
You’re jinxing yourself saying you’re “the best”. I really hate it when I hear this. It’s a pet peeve of mine. It’s one thing to feel confident about yourself, and then there’s this. But I kept my opinions to myself.
Much later, he grabbed the attention of Blender who wanted to know why he was so pissed off over companies and stuff. At this time my back was starting to kill me, so I laid on my bed to help it out. Overheard Cupcake mention about his sister getting fired from her Amazon job just because she didn’t fill out the required paperwork saying she was fully COVID vaccinated. He wanted Blender to stop using Amazon because of it, and go to these companies who use Amazon to sell their product instead.
I had no comment on the matter. I’m completely neutral (and thankfully was never asked for it). All I’m going to say is I’m not going to stop using Amazon as I like the convenience when I need them, and that is my opinion.
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Blender in control
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It’s getting close to 2am. I was ‘infront’ of the mirror (really wish I could fucking SEE myself!!) kind of in and out falling asleep as I felt really comfortable on my bed. Another reason is Blender was busy socializing. And me being a loner.. yeah, I’m better off when I don’t need to socialize (especially with people I don’t know).
Orion joins. I immediately know why he did.. to force Blender to bed and “pull him away from me”. Didn’t like this. And that is exactly what was going on. Blender kept on
saying “OK, E!” but never logging off. Then he comes up to me and asks if I fell asleep.
Tell him no and I ‘got up off the floor’ (using playspace mover) and kissed him. He goes back to socializing, and Orion has nothing else to say. One time I really had to give my opinion to him, and said “In my opinion I feel Blender has the right to go to bed when he wants to.”
Orion reminded me Blender complained before about not getting enough sleep. But look at him. He’s not ‘dead’. He’s wide awake! “I still don’t feel this is good idea for him” he said. Mmm. Maybe. I’ll remind Blender later on.
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Orion leaves, and I noticed Blender’s no longer in the room. I respawn and immediately hear the word “Grok”. I’m thinking “ohh no…”, but it sounded as if Blender has this under control. Still, I did my best to listen in on the conversation, just incase if I needed to intervene. The unknown person talking to Blender said he’s one of Grok’s moderators, and wishes Blender had told Grok why he blocked him(Grok). However he seems compassionate enough that I lower my guard.
I also hear that Shining is “distancing himself from Grok”…
It’s that bad, huh? ..GOOD! 😀 And then Blender asked a very.. interesting question. He’s relating to the past relationship with me and Wolfdog (as if he knew I was listening
in), and asks the unknown person “If I got a boyfriend and he’s not part of the pack, would he be forced to join it?”
The person said “no. That was the pack in the past. The new pack, they understand now. That was always the intention of the pack. A couple can come and go as they please.” ..Huh. So, did I actually spearhead this change to the pack? It seems so. This.. I can’t say this is “good”… as honestly it SHOULD had been a thing before when I joined via Wolfdog.
The person also said “I also have a boyfriend. But it’s because of all the things I did for Grok.”
Yeah, like (literally) suck his dick on a regular basis?! ..Disgusting. And I love how the person didn’t specify if it was an open or a closed relationship (if I was to assume, likely open as that’s what most people default on at this day and age, according to Jellyosaurus).
As I’m listening, I’m hearing Cupcake looking for me. He came very close to compromising my hiding spot (so I could listen) but gave up and logged out. Phew. That was close.
The two eventually stop talking about it and go back into the main room. I follow them but get myself stuck by accident. Respawned and readjusted my playspace, and no longer got stuck (while still laying on my bed by the way).
Another friend of mine is here, with their BF. One time I hear them saying to
eachother “you’re cute no YOU’RE cute!” I float over to them and say “you’re BOTH
cute!” and go back over to Blender. lol
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Blender and Grok’s moderator watch Blender’s videos. I’m not seeing anything on the screen but I don’t say anything. Then the two lovebirds are talking again. I go to smack the one that says they’re not cute. Blender comes over and ‘tries to help’ by hyperlicking the person who claims they’re not cute, and eventually wins. Then my friend leaves.
I’m still laying down, and this person decides to use me as a ‘comfy pillow’. I can’t remember what led up to where but Blender is fingering this guy’s ass.. while he’s still laying on my stomach.
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My first ‘threesome’
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Oh. my. goodness of what I just saw. So Blender is now humping this guy while they’re still laying on me. Uhhh… I dunno how I feel about this. But holy fuck is this hot.
That was literally going through my brain, even the guy in the picture’s expression. Hahaha..
Blender manages to empty himself into this guy’s mouth. This… this…. this is
definitely, something I’m not going, to forget.. for a long time. So I was used as
a ‘bed’ where these two can fuck. *chuckles*.. I just dunno what to say!! HAHAHA…
Just…. WOW. Heh. The person leaves and I say “I’m glad you got your kicks there, hun.” He said how he wishes we did it. Yeah, but I’m not doing threesomes.
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He later gets his wish back in my homeworld, and this time.. he didn’t crash. 🙂 It was nearly 6 in the morning at the time. Yeah.. Blender, you should really get to bed. And I did remind him what Orion told me. He understands, but fell asleep with my dick still in him. Had to wake him up for him to get to bed normally, and he did. Then so did I.
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Wow, what a day. I didn’t expect this blog post to take so long. Then again I was procrastinating a lot.