“Wiiiiiiiild night, is callin’!!” And it came this morning in VRChat.
Also hey guys, I’m still alive and virus-free! Sorry it’s been so long since I posted. Been busy in No Man’s Sky and had no time to make a new post.
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So I’m here to talk about what has been going on in VRChat. Got mods going again, it’s actually surprisingly easy to set up (and VRChat’s auto login system will still work).
Now I have access to more avatars. 🙂
Before I begin talking about the ‘wild night’ (more like wild morning), I wanna take you folks on a trip to two days ago (last Saturday, the 14th). Got on VRChat to be with Kovo and the others, and was at this beach house. Lots of people. Luckily, there’s no risk of catching the Coronavirus in VRChat.
Just chilling with friends is all I was doing. Occasionally, some friend would initiate a secret button where the Crab Dance song would play. Decided to dance to it, as I was feeling good and hoping Jero would get on.
One time I was looking around and spotted someone familiar on the roof of the house. It’s King Chris (the Chris that was with me and Fluffy, not the one that dated Jero). Came up to see him, who wasn’t happy to see me. Told me he was.. dying, from the Coronavirus. Said at an early age, he got bronchitis and his “lungs are on fire”. …Oh SHIT, Chris! I didn’t know what to say after he gave me this morbid news. I mean, what can you say when our own government doesn’t know much about this virus..!? Except try to be with them all the way to the end.
It left me with feelings of anxiety, and fear. Especially on Sunday when something else happened with Chris– this time it included Fluffy. Apparently, Fluffy bent him over a table and used him, even though he’s dying. I told Jero about this, finding out Fluffy has me blocked yet again after this ‘truce’ we made. I want Jero to actually be a parent for
once; not pat Fluffy on the head and tell him everything’s fine.
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A lot was revealed, Monday morning (between Fluffy and Chris). But not only that, but the true reason why Fluffy keeps coming to me (why he won’t move on). Let’s just say, it brought me to tears. It wasn’t something I ever expected to hear.
..Though that’s not everything that happened. Alone with Jero, in a bedroom? Mmm.
Me ten seconds after posting link, realizing what I just did (while laughing like an idiot);
But yeah, we actually did the thing! He surprised me by saying “alright sure!” And I’m
like “wait, seriously??” And he said yeah.
It was pretty good (from not having done it with him for 7 months). 🚬🐲 He actually wanted to go another round. But before we could, he was having issues with his computer and needed to restart.
He came back… as the badly designed Sonic from the movie! DEAR GOD NO!! Him laughing his head off while I’m running around with my d**k still out.
It was freakin’ hilarious, hiding from the creepy Sonic. 😂🤣
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He apologized and went back to his normal avatar, then Fluffy wanted to join us. This is a good time to confront him about Chris. But before I could, Jero wanted to play a prank on him. I didn’t know what it was as we were enjoying some fine wine, I turn to a
window, turn back and.. he’s Sonic again.
I mean, I personally feel Fluffy deserves it but WHY does a thing like that STILL BREATH?! I then get an idea (even though Fluffy can’t see me), to clone this monstrosity.
Had to create a new instance of the world (since for some reason Fluffy wasn’t in my friends list).
Fluffy joined, and Jero (I assume) scared the living shit out of him. But now it’s serious time, and sure enough he had me blocked again. And once again he’s playing the
victim, saying how I’m the reason why he’s a mess and blah blah blah.
He wouldn’t listen to me about Chris, continuing to change the topic. Then he re-blocks me. Pretty childish, especially what you did to a dying man.
He suddenly unblocks me, and says “0.2%”. Huh? “0.2% for his age of dying to this virus.”
Calmed down a bit, I tried explaining what Chris told me. He tells me Chris has lied to me. He’s not dying. …You mean to tell me, Chris played me like a fiddle?! He slowly nods his head.
You know, I never used the word ‘hate’ for everyone in my life. But mister ‘darkness comes tonight’ is the first. I can’t believe this shit, but it also made me realize a fatal flaw… I should’ve asked Acid before I went after Fluffy.
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He does admit he did RP with him (and the reason being his uncontrolled urge). But he claims Chris wanted it.
Fluffy also told me he still has a GF. So, that means you cheated on her. Bravo.
Fluffy, you’re an idiot. Do you not realize, you’re CHEATING on her?!?! Though I never thought of pre-asking him he’s an open or closed relationship. I mean I did, but my anger for defending Chris pushed it out of the way. The way he was sighing and stuff, I say it’s possible he’s in an open. Never did he say “oh my god, I forgot!!” So either that or he doesn’t know. Plus I’m hearing Jero chuckling during this. Perhaps he doesn’t understand either. So the next time I see him, I’ll ask.
He then explained the reason why he blocked me again, but I forgot what it was. What I do remember is making him promise he’ll tell his GF if he messes with other people one more time, looking at Jero and kind of expecting him to say something authoritative (to be a father figure). Aaaand he didn’t, and I facepalmed. Then he says how he believes Fluffy can handle himself and knows the difference between right and wrong. Woo boy, have you not seen what I’ve gone through with him. I explained the situation, and was unfortunately forced to bring up Fluffy’s previous father. Heard him crying, and gave him a hug.
“Fluffy, I’m not trying to hurt you. I want you to better yourself. That is what I’ve been trying to do.” I told him while also apologizing.
He then said “there’s another reason why I’m always with you! ..Your voice, sounded like him! You sounded like him!!”
I—I— I had no idea, that’s the reason why he love me like that. You never told me that before. Well you did, but not like this. I felt it was the bad side of your passed father, not the good side.
…Fuck. I had no idea I meant that much to him. This is more than just RP to him. To see me as his beloved father that passed away. Wow, the feels are real, and it brought me to tears.
“And the Grinch’s small heart, grew three sizes that day!”
*sigh* I will be your father again. But..I’m setting some ground rules. And the #1 rule I ask of you, is to not bother me with idle chats. He agreed, tears in his eyes and giving me a huge hug. I hugged him back, tears in my eyes as well. I said how I was happy Fluffy found love and how I just want him to be faithful and loyal to her; no more messing around.
Then I said how I wanna be there when the two get RP married, as his best man. He really liked that idea.
Let’s have this morning be a restart, just like it was for me in Jero in January. Then Fluffy went to bed. Jero asked what I meant by Fluffy’s father, and I told him. He gasped, feeling sorry for Fluffy. Yeah, like I said I had no idea that’s the reason why he couldn’t leave me. For the longest time, he himself didn’t know why he was so attached. It’s like, it finally came to him. And wow did it hit me in the feels.
We were snuggling, and I asked him “so.. when are we going to get RP married?” I said this as kind of a joke, and he’s all “sure, when?” Wow.. you actually want to RP marry me?!
I– YES!! YES I will marry you!! Holy fuck.
As to the date, I want it to be the day when Fluffy came into my life (in May). As for the place, we’re going to be wed in Kovo’s world (in his church).
RP boyfriend? I’ve had many. But never have I been RP married (as I never had a loving relationship that lasted THIS long). I’ve seen others get RP married (always watching from the guests bench). And I was Melancholy’s best man when him and NapPie got RP married.
In 1 and a half months… I will be the one that says “I do” to a beautiful man. Holy fuck, I got so much to do!! I got plans I need to make, guest reservations I gotta give out! I have to make myself a fucking tuxedo for my avatar (and Jero’s)! 🤵
Maybe I can ask either -Stray- or Wolves. Stray has drawn a tuxedo on a Shiba avatar, and Wolves made my avatar (and I might be able to get him to teach me how to do clothing in Blender).
Just wow. If we survive this pandemic (which I feel we will), we’re going to be the happiest couple in VRChat. But you know, we could do a private wedding (a lot less stress of getting people to show up).
Oh, that reminds me. Jero a few days ago, wanted to do a meetup with Kovo and the others. Maybe, if fate allows it, I’ll be able to meet Jero IRL.
Or at least keep doing this (if one of us does get sick with it);
So yeah. Marriage. Wow. I had no idea he would be interested in such a thing. We’re going to be so happy together. 🙂
And that’s about it. Maybe I’ll be more active with the posting.