Slow day, pretty busy night. Was another one of those days where I was too busy working on a blog post to join VRChat (trying to think of words that happened a day ago is hard.. not to mention trying to make them as truthful of what happened).
So let’s start off what happened yesterday, with Jero being found in an unexpected place for most of the evening.
==============================================================
“Wait, Jero’s in general chat??”
Categories: ‘Personal’
Couldn’t think of a proper title for this one. Working on a blog post, look over at general chat in Kovo’s Discord.. and see Jero there! I’ve never seen him in a voice chat. Wonder if he’s becoming more active because of me. I mean, he never did before.
Anyway, that’s where I was for the remainder of the evening (all the way to 11:15pm, which is when he left). But for most of the day, I chilled with him, Kovo, Stylez, and a lot of the others. There were of course really funny parts (with Stylez and Nova
playing COD: Zombies, and Stylez is all “I’m going to cream the zombies with my big black D**K!!”), and wanting to give them “the black guy treatment”. Um.. okay.
One time, I catch Jero sounding like one of those old time gang members. Hilarious.
10pm, Kovo’s getting tired and Nova’s getting.. horny (yet doesn’t want to admit it). And the most hilarious thing this year was said by Nova, how she wants Kovo to give her walkies.
Kovo adds on, saying “I OWN Nova! She is my BITCH!” I know he was joking about that.
11:15PM, things are somewhat quieting down. Jero had himself muted and deafened for a good hour before leaving the chat.
Followed him ingame.. once again he’s in a public world. Ahh Jero, you’re never gonna learn. When I joined him, he’s AFK. Thinking he’s 6 hours ahead of me, I assumed he’s getting ready for bed.
===================
Bit of a bonus segment here!
===================
As I try to think of what I could do (without him, and with not many online that I wouldn’t mind joining off of), a few randoms join the instance. One of them is moving through the ground, with the other actually confused as to why they’re able to pull it off.
I said “he’s got full body”. The guy stops, turns to me and says “actually no. I’m using fake trackers”. …Wait, WHAT?! The very thing that I can’t get working with WMR?!
DUDE!! Could you help me with that?!
Said he has an Oculus, and was actually confused why it wouldn’t work for me. Then he asked something about an issue with the controllers.. uhh. I’m not sure? Said that I can swap the trackers to get it working. Uh, ok. Sure. I’m confused.
Anyway, I decided to go watch a movie (by myself), feeling that when Jero gets back, he’ll join just to say he’s going to bed. Sadly, he never did.. as he was AFK for 3 hours.
=============================================================
The hidden (friendship) rift (between Kovo and Wufy)
Categories: ‘Personal’, ‘Drama’
This thing with Wufy not liking what Kovo said (even though he was only joking, it went a bit too far). Kovo doesn’t deny that he fucked up, but he also doesn’t want to deal with this.
He also feels everyone’s forcing him to like the model. But this is the other thing.. I can’t get him to sift through if the reason is or isn’t fueled by the hatred for Lich and Jusper of what they did last April. How am I supposed to help the two out, when I don’t know the full story here?
Both seem to see themselves as the victim; Wufy wanting Kovo to wake up about it. And Kovo, as I said, is tired of this. But why? …I found out this afternoon (a few minutes after turning my computer on). It seems for 6 months, Wufy has had Kovo blocked in Discord.
Wow. Um…
6 months.. could it be the shitstorm that happened with Wufy and Frost.. and Kovo finding out (which caused Frost not to trust anyone outside of his social group)? I mean, if it’s
that, then.. um. Wufy, you mentioned about how Kovo needs to move on. What about yourself, huh? I feel there’s more to this.
And I’m glad (for once in my life), that I had my doubts about this. Wufy discredited the claim, but admits he has blocked him a few times.. yet never for 6 months (as Kovo claimed).
It seems Kovo is delusional, thinking Wufy not talking to him, that he was “blocked”. Wufy even showed proof that Kovo never was. And all I can say to them, is I hope that with
time, this would either be forgotten or dealt with properly.
==============================================================
Indirectly learned about drowsee
Categories: ‘Personal’, ‘Love Drama’
I watched Coco, a movie based on an ancient Mexican tradition in November; The Day of The Dead, where you lead your past family to their pictures (how the dead can come back).
It’s also based off of a slightly dysfunctional family, of the wife being inlove with her husband that played music. But one day, the husband left without a trace, and the wife saw this as a ‘curse’.. to ban all music in the family. And to cope with the loss, she became a shoemaker (and became quite successful, and passed this on to her grandchildren and great-grandchildren, to where the entire family only focused on making shoes.. except for one boy, who didn’t want to follow the family tradition. He wanted to play music, against the wishes of his family.
–
It was a very interesting movie, really enjoyed it. It also shows that in Mexico, there is no Heaven or Hell; only ‘The Land of The Dead’ (with spirit animals leading them). And only one night of the year, they’re allowed to cross the gap into the land of the living to see their loved ones (but only if they don’t forget them, by forgetting to put their picture up).
—
Anyway, I was surprised to see Jero still online (and in the same world). It was 1:30 in the morning, so obviously he forgot to turn off his computer.
But I did join him (and no-one was there). So I said a ‘few’ things to him (knowing he wasn’t there and I’m only ‘talking to a dead body’ as Wufy said). Gave him a kiss and then checked my friends list. Saw drowsee was online (and joinable).. in Rusty’s world, so I went there. Loading in, I remembered being here with Cola a few times (when the group still existed). So, bad memories. 🙁
Drowsee is at spawn (but didn’t see me). I waited for them to, and finally did. Gave me a huge hug and kisses. We went to the mirror and snuggled for awhile, then they turned around and ran over to a small Nanachi with dragon wings.
Then, there was someone named ‘Moonlight Quill 5a4c’ who just got from AFK, and started calling drowsee his “sweetie”. I actually smiled when I heard this (relieved that they have a BF, because it avoids drama). As he talked, I suddenly saw drowsee’s voice activity flash with them briefly speaking.
Drowsee is a guy, and he sounds quite old (possibly in his mid-20’s, over how deep his voice is). I stayed for awhile, then left to another part of the world where I could quickly write down what I had learned about him. When I was done, I was thinking of joining another friend. But I decided to go back to spawn and see if I could learn a bit more about him.
Sure enough, I did. I watched drowsee hugging and kissing other Best Bois at spawn, and then the BF spoke up saying how he “loves to give kisses”. Since the BF seems OK with
it, this tells me that drowsee is either (possibly) in an open relationship or a poly.
I then saw drowsee jump up to the top of the buildings, with the BF following him.
Very glad I now know more about him (no longer feel I’m going too far). I don’t really have to worry as much.
Anyway, him leaving was my queue to go see another friend. But moments after I
joined, he left sadly. Did see another friend there: Novice, but I was too shy to say hi to the Nanachi pack he was talking to.
==============================================================
An unwanted lewd ‘friend’
Categories: ‘Personal’, ‘Drama’, ‘Love Drama’
A bit of lore to this before I start: this was about the same time when I was talking to Wufy about Jero and Fluffy the day before. As I’m talking, we kept getting people wanting to come over and say hi. One of them was a black Shiba named ‘Suppy’ who immediately started asking some very strange questions to us. Then I got a friend request. Felt he was cool enough, so I accepted it. Then I heard him say to Wufy “he’s going to regret this mistake”.. and he was sooooooooo right. But of how high a level am I going to regret
it, remains to be seen (as of now).
All I can say is.. he’s worse than Fluffy. Where Fluffy’s bad (randomly asking if I wanna do it), this guy has no boundaries of being lewd with anyone he meets.
–
Going back to the present of where I was, I backed away from this small group hoping Novice would see me. Then suddenly Suppy joins and I run as fast as I can. Turn around and Novice was right there behind me.
We talked for awhile, then Suppy runs up to us and sees Novice. He starts talking about this ‘Hopkins’ model (the one Blue has, the one with the rabbit-like ears) and how
they’re “designed to be lewd as fuck”. I could see Novice trying to explain himself, but Suppy kept interrupting him.
Then Novice said how his display crashed, so he would have to restart SteamVR. Suppy said how he would “take good care” of me until he returns. Then we went to this other world with avatars. There was a row of dragons from Spyro here, and him asking me which one I would like to see him as. Having never played any Spyro game, I didn’t know any of these characters. I was also feeling quite disturbed how he was kissing me.
At the mirror, he was hugging and kissing me over and over. I was nervously
laughing, praying he would go AFK or something (for me to get away from
him)..especially when he said how he wanted to grab my balls. WTF.. we just met yesterday!
Novice joined as he kept kissing me, telling me how cute I am. I looked at Novice, praying he could get me out of this mess (but said nothing). I was forced to retreat back to my home world and do an emergency meeting with Novice over this.
I also saw Wufy on (who had joined the same world I just left from), and invited him too. I felt very uncomfortable, shivering (only wanting to run away from Suppy as far as I
could).
Novice joined, immediately apologizing for not trying to stop Suppy. Then Wufy joined. With the two here, we talked about a new side of Novice.. where he once showed a slight lewd side. Because Suppy mentioned Novice being in a threesome with him.
Novice did confirm it, but he said it was an “‘indirect’ threesome”. I’m not sure how that works. Who this third guy is, I forgot their name (a LOT was said).
–
As for myself, Novice said the best way to deal with Suppy.. is to unfriend and block him. Said a lot have tried telling him to stop being lewd, but he doesn’t listen. But, he warns me that Suppy might try to join off of my friends to get to me, but doesn’t believe he’s a stalker. So I did, and feel better for doing so. He makes me feel very uncomfortable.
EDIT: I forgot to block him on Discord, and he just apologized to me. He had no idea that I felt very uncomfortable.
Really…? Was the nervous laughter not a sign of feeling uncomfortable? ..Apparently not. But I have forgiven him as it feels his words are sincere (or will when I unblock and refriend). Hopefully we can be proper friends.
EDIT2: I dunno what’s going on with him, but he’s all “you don’t have to friend me, we see eachother constantly”. Well, that’s kind of a lie, because I only knew you for like two days. But I told him a little bit about myself (when he wanted to chill with me at 3 in the morning when I was working on edits to this).