Creepery. / Wufy’s promise to change / Mother’s back online

Despite being sick (but slightly feeling better today), I need to stop letting it get in the way of VRChat. Right now my symptoms are basically, a stuffy head (my ears feel stopped
up(which causes the dizziness)), runny nose, coughing, and chest congestion.
If I don’t get better by this coming Friday, I’m going to call Uber and get my ass up to the doctor and get a shot to get better (and get my ears cleaned out), because by then it’ll be too long.
Anyway, I got a lot to discuss. One thing, something that was said but never really hit me until I told Kovo yesterday, getting on VRChat and bumping into Wufy and hearing his side of the story, and finally getting mother out of my hair (and off of my keyboard).
Let’s begin;
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Creepery. (What happened to him?)
I don’t know how to start this one, as I feel I wasn’t there for him at his time of need. The reason why I say that is on May 10th, Creepery is in a cheerful mood about a week after having to get Frost to help him with his depression, and it seems it worked at the time. He said he was planning to get back on VRChat, and… I never joined him (nor did he ask me to). He said he was going to try to find an online relationship.
Nearly a week after that, he sends me this;
“what i am about to do will be sad but will be for someone i really care about.”
To this day, this is the last message I got from him. I didn’t know what to think of it, and was hoping he would give me a response of what the hell does he mean by this. Yesterday when I was talking to Kovo about the love drama that’s been going on, he mentioned Creepery and I told him. He said that this isn’t good, that it could be “possibly a suicide note”. …God I hope not.
And today, his name has been changed to ‘Deleted User 4bab1def’. This might indicate he’s still alive (but deleted his account), or a family member deleted his account. Spoke to some of his friends about this (including Acid Claws), and he feels there might be a chance he’s still alive (mentioning his YouTube channel, but for some reason, never giving me it). Said he’ll keep me informed if he hears anything about Creepery.
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Wufy’s promise to change
As said above, I got on VRChat yesterday (not letting my illness get to me). I mean, I’m not that ill that I can’t use my computer (thank goodness). First hung out with a few friends in Cute’s world (trying to keep people from throwing these player-buffering soccer balls around). Kovo got on and we had fun (in his expense) with the whole ‘gay talk’ thing.
Went to another world I’ve never been to. Huge, spacious modern-style house with a really cool background of a city. This world has a video player (only reason we went there).
Happened to be outside the house and saw Wufy pop up infront of me.. hmm. He was as hesitant to talk to me as I was, but he broke the ice. Told him that “I’m not here to lecture you of what you should had done”, and he knows he fucked up.
But I said “you’re still a good friend”. He said “I’m a good friend, but a bad lover”.
Said “I’m not perfect too dude. I had the chance to be happy twice, and I blew it. Even though he claims he still loves me”.. aka talking about Wuffer, and then telling him that he indirectly told me why Wuffer isn’t coming clean of why he left me the second time.
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Anyway, he said that three days after the two broke up, he had dreams that reminded him of all the fun times they had; it was the wake-up call he needed to realize he would’ve been happy for the rest of his life, and threw it away.
Now knowing this, he went up to Frost and tried talking to him. According to him, Frost gave him a hug and he cried in his arms. But Frost claims he “wants nothing to do with him”. Yet he claims he talked to Frost after he (Frost) talked to me, and it’s different. Trying to ask Frost, all he says is he’s “trying to handle things”. Fair enough. Shouldn’t even be asking him that, but I care for my friends, you know?
But if Wufy manages to change (listening to his heart instead of his head), hopefully there might be a chance the two can finally start that new chapter in their lives (as I said before).
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Mother’s back online (and out of my hair!)
A day that I should be happy I won’t have her waking me up at 7 in the morning, for me to turn my computer on just to check her fucking bank balance, ever again. But I’m only sort of happy. I’m only glad she’s back online, but I’m not happy that I wasn’t the one that helped her.
She bought an Ethernet card on Amazon and it arrived today. I tried to install it, but it didn’t want to align perfectly into the slot. My father who was there, got impatient and decided to do it himself. So now they’re making me feel I’m too incompetent (even mother saying that she no longer feels I know what I’m doing).
Yep, this is the way parents are supposed to act; anti-encouraging their child. Father did get the card in and I was faced with no choice but to screw it in and put everything back together. After that, I had to help get her computer back into the living room and get everything set up. She’s back online now, fuckup has been undone.
Later on, mother apologized saying she was only “worried for me” that the government would see I’m “too smart” and cut me off. She knows I had to know this shit since our main computer repair guy is no longer around, and I no longer feel angered.
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While I was installing the drivers to make the expansion card work, I noticed how ridiculously slow her computer was. Looking at her resource manager, she has like.. no free RAM left (only having 2GB, and 7 was nearly using all of it). Wow. Just.. wow.
Later, I was able to eventually get Speccy installed in her computer, and then send the results to mine (so I can look up how much RAM she can have). And holy fuck, is her motherboard OLD!! The maximum RAM she can have, is 4GB! Fucking, ridiculous. She needs to upgrade!
But, I told her that I won’t do anything that makes her uncomfortable. She’s online, and she’s happy. Let’s let that wait ’till a later time.