Author Archives: Benie

“I don’t think this is going to work out” / Is Wuffer purposely ignoring me?

This has truly been a shitty year for me, and it’s not even halfway yet. Another day of emotion, and this one had a lot.. to where I feel it’s not really going to work out with me and CybermutT. … Continue reading

Posted in Drama, Personal | Comments Off on “I don’t think this is going to work out” / Is Wuffer purposely ignoring me?

The love quadrangle I wish I saw sooner.. yet I ‘think’ it’s OK

IMPORTANT: A large section of this post is 18+ and has been clearly marked with spoilers. If you’re below 18 and are uncomfortable with this nature, please do not click on the spoilers (for your own safety). Though I cannot … Continue reading

Posted in Drama, Personal | Comments Off on The love quadrangle I wish I saw sooner.. yet I ‘think’ it’s OK

The most stressful day of my entire life / First time using Uber

The most stressful day of my entire life I’m still reeling over the events that transpired today. Pretty sure my nerves are shot, and I feel I need a stiff drink (even though I don’t drink). This was during the … Continue reading

Posted in Drama, Personal | Comments Off on The most stressful day of my entire life / First time using Uber

My first headset in a good long while, and why I almost sent it back

Talking to a friend, who I’ve been talking to since Wuffer decided to seek out someone more gay, and he actually likes me, and we.. well.. (TMI moment last night). Anyway, I got the new headphones while I was talking … Continue reading

Posted in Computing, Personal | Comments Off on My first headset in a good long while, and why I almost sent it back

Not a good morning.. but hey, I can upgrade my computer now

Woke up, feeling more sadness. Just a day ago, I was talking to him on my phone. Now? Not anymore. :'( Meh. Also, my father is still throwing up, and it’s possible I might have to contact Uber and get … Continue reading

Posted in Computing, Personal | Comments Off on Not a good morning.. but hey, I can upgrade my computer now

“You were right Benie, I need to find someone full gay.”

Didn’t think this day would come, to be honest. I could only see our relationship getting stronger after that argument two days ago. But for some reason (just like before), it crashed and burned. And once again, Wuffer was keeping … Continue reading

Posted in Computing, Drama, Personal | Comments Off on “You were right Benie, I need to find someone full gay.”

A rude awakening / EApps / No license (and hungry)? No problem!

A rude awakening Nothing like trying to call a sleepy boyfriend in Discord and not having it go through, thanks to T-Mobile not doing their fucking jobs. For this month, I kept being reminded how “the credit card on file … Continue reading

Posted in Computing, Drama, Personal | Comments Off on A rude awakening / EApps / No license (and hungry)? No problem!

The great debate to upgrade my computer

A plus of being in a relationship (or even having a really close friend), is being able to rely on them to help you out with upgrading your computer (like Goppend helped me out back in the day). But I … Continue reading

Posted in Computing, Personal | Comments Off on The great debate to upgrade my computer

Moon’s birthday party went well.. a bit too well (as ‘something’ happened)

Last night, Wuffer and I did what we had done before; used our phones to talk while we went to bed. Finally I’m able to use the new phone for its intended purpose. But, the same issue from my Android … Continue reading

Posted in Computing, Drama, Personal | Comments Off on Moon’s birthday party went well.. a bit too well (as ‘something’ happened)

The Afterdrama — Friendships in jeopardy, and why we all need a chill pill

The drama that happened a few days ago — even though what started it is now ended — is still ongoing in another form. Patience is being tested, and long-held friendships could be lost. Sadly, this drama is local to … Continue reading

Posted in Drama, Personal | Comments Off on The Afterdrama — Friendships in jeopardy, and why we all need a chill pill