This song, is how I feel about Jero. This whole song, feels like us (when I got to see
him, and Chris was gone from his life).
What. a. day. And the worst part is, I don’t think it’s over yet.
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Frost & Chris -VS- Jero
Categories: ‘Personal’, ‘Drama’, ‘Love Drama’
I return from a conversation that could had gone two ways; to either still being inlove with Jero or having to let him go.
And the outcome, started uncertain, to him telling me he really loves me. However, I feel something I said to Kandy (by complete accident as I never fucking expected him to be a spy) is going to be used against me. Though I pray I’m forgiven for it (if it is brought up).
Now I know who’s a spy for Frost, and promise to be a lot more careful next time.
So…..
It was all recorded, as I said. Though I edited out a HUGE silence part of 3 minutes with Jero looking up things. So, here is the recording.
DISCLAIMER: I am not used to hearing my voice. I don’t usually stutter this much when I’m normally speaking to someone;
—The recording—
Transcript of the recording (for anyone who can’t hear it, or doesn’t wish to);
Regular writing: Part of the investigation.
Italic writing: Things related to me.
-When it comes to us, he wants to start anew; to have a clean slate. (Thank you. :))
-He has called Frost “the shit stirrer” as I was trying to talk about the spy.
-He knows the name of the spy– Kandy (literally what I thought). Says he’s been the spy from the very beginning. Said that he blocked him too.
–Of the ones he blocked, he didn’t do it because he doesn’t like them, he did it for security of everyone that has close ties to Frost. I doubt Wufy would buy this (or really care anymore to be honest).
-This whole mess started of a conversation with Frost that was “meant to be private”. Then Chris leaked their conversation to Frost.
-Frost wouldn’t give him the texture files after he made the avatar for him. He offered to pay for it (with a refurbished GTX 1080 GPU that he sent to repair) but Frost still refused. “Anyone in VRChat that makes you an avatar, but doesn’t give you the texture files for
it.. that’s a big red flag.”
-He didn’t say those hurtful things about me behind my back. Chris twisted Jero’s words to make him look bad in my eyes.
-It sounded like he was going to send me some messages before he deleted them, then went AFK for like 3 minutes.
–Told me he was going to “look for a YouTube video to make a AutoHotkey script that will mass-delete all messages to the very beginning”. That and Frost has made an alias in order to spy and to spread shit about him. He feels like making an alias too.
(Conversation ended here with him getting off, and myself getting off a bit later while trying to collect my thoughts)
For what I hear from him, this investigation is now closed (clearing Jero of all
charges… and finally bringing some GOOD news to my mind).
But another problem has presented itself at the end of the conversation… this thing with Frost preparing to do a smear campaign against him. After I left the world, all I could think of is him walking up to me (one of these days) and saying: “Benie, I love you so much, but you know how bad the situation is. And in order to protect you, you need to let me go. I’m sorry.”
He responds later, sending a document of the conversations he had with Chris. He told me to spread this everywhere (never did though), and also to go against what Kandy told
me; to tell Kovo about this. The reason I never did, the document wasn’t displaying right in WordPad. It showed at the top..
“WordPad does not support all the features of this document’s format. Some content might be missing or displayed improperly.”
Telling him (who’s telling me to show Kovo again), he said how it “works best in Microsoft Word”.. which is $135. No thank you! The document looked like it was missing a huge chunk of info. So how could I possibly work with this?
I still read the document, and I noticed the timestamps. December 2nd… that’s 3 days before the confrontation with Chris.
I still feel that Chris broke up with him, so he(Jero) could be with me (as he felt sorry for me). Then Chris got pissed. Yet he has doubled down with saying I had nothing to do with this. …Why do I not BELIEVE that?! I bet if I did nothing and let him go, this would had never happened.
Yet he tells me, he wants to erase the past and start a new future (together).
With this drama of Frost on his shoulders, I don’t know if I can defend him.. because they’re going to come after me too. Yet I have to be brave, for him.
*sighs*…
Quite right, Courage. 😛
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Had to go online to get Kovo’s attention. Jero wanted me to tell him everything, but I felt he was better off doing the talking. Got Kovo on Discord, but another problem arose that only he knew of. Kovo knew of another spy for Frost, who uses highly illegal tactics to do it. And that claimed spy, is Stylez.
I have had a suspicion, of how he’s always with me and Jero when we’re cuddling. The illegal (why isn’t he in trouble, I don’t know) things he can do, is view DMs, and listen to conversations in both Discord and Steam. Again, this shit sounds like it’s grounds for some hefty prison time.
Definitely did scare me, and we were planning to use another messaging service that couldn’t be tracked (like ‘telegram’). The process is actually pretty easy. All you do is enter your phone #, real name, and you’re in. No password required. And I actually got my first message… from Wuffer (him randomly saying “Hello”). Huh. Odd.
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Jero was doing his own thing (and I relayed what he said to Kovo). One time he stopped talking. Checking the time, I assumed he was getting ready to go to bed. Kovo however felt like Jero got DDoS’d or something.
He came back a half an hour later, telling me he sent a message to BlueDrago.
Uhh.. Jero. BlueDrago’s Discord account…. Frost can see it!!
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Kovo to the rescue
Categories: ‘Personal’ , ‘Drama’
A continuation of the main subject, just when Kovo took over.
Kovo’s all “*facepalm* Let.. let me talk to him!” I pulled Jero into the call, where we talked about this for an hour. He told him to calm down and stop trying to let Frost win. He also gave suggestions of how to handle it (like the way he did it). And the way he did it, seems intimidating at first but is actually very effective..
1. Calm down and act normal, don’t give any indication that you know something. Just be yourself.
2. If a possible spy approaches you, greet them like any friend. Kovo claims this will “fuck with them”.
3. If the spy asks questions about the situation, explain your side of the story. Also ask for their side.
4. If the spy gets aggressive/harasses you, you can block them.
5. Pay attention of who you talk to about the situation… one of them might be a spy. (what I failed at)
Kovo said that when it comes to Frost, the best course of action is to just be calm and life life as if nothing’s going on (to let it crash and burn on him).
Essentially, you’re working as an ‘anti-spy’ (to annoy them). It’s positively clever when you think about it! They feed off of your fear. Showing no fear (and telling it like it is) would cause them to doubt Frost (and blame him).
Reverse psychology is FUN!! 😀
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BONUS SECTION: “Is it over?”
4:13 in the morning, Jero unexpectingly messages me again. Seems the guy can’t sleep after this mess. But hell, I couldn’t sleep the other night over this dread of having to say goodbye to him. Thank the maker this is no longer an option.
So, what Jero told me.. reminds me with one of those scenarios with the ‘brave’ knight preparing to slay the dragon. Yet the knight is also a bit nervous at the same time. Then the damsel in distress is all “here, let me have that sword” and slays the dragon instead.
The damsel comes up to the knight, who is all “my lady, I really wanted to help you! But the dragon was so big and tall!!” Yet the damsel still falls inlove with the knight for at least showing up to help her.
Jero is the damsel, I am the knight.. and the dragon is Frost. Except the dragon never
was ‘slain’, more like said “hey, stop burning down our village!” and the dragon is all “I already stopped doing that a long time ago”. Yet the dragon finds out one of his ‘spies’ was causing the spread of lies throughout the kingdom (and affecting the knight).
..Alright, I’ll stop with the analogy. And Frost is going to go after Kandy over this. This is bad.
…I told Kandy (by complete ACCIDENT as I didn’t know he was a spy), about Jero moving. Still remember when Jero was all “how did he find out? That is personal information!”
FUCK!!! Welp, probably going to wake up and see a bunch of messages from Jero or whoever, saying he dumped me over this. Either that, or messages of “please be careful next time” (the lesser of the two possible punishments).
*sigh* Jero I’m so sorry, I wasn’t thinking. I don’t think straight when I get stressed out.
But besides that, the two are friends again. However, he’s not going back into his group.
So if I survive tomorrow, I’m going to give him so much love. And hopefully we won’t ever have to deal with anymore drama.
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Just want to be happy with him, that’s all.