“The drama is over” / Is Micro$hit now to blame? / ‘Free’ food from Burger King! / Wuffer and I are back together?!

As always, lots to talk about, including a very unexpected thing that happened at the end of the day (that has me both happy and unsure at the same time). Is he lying to me, or telling the truth? And how in the hell am I going to explain this to Kovo and the others? ..I don’t think I can, and feel I alone have to make a decision on who to believe (yet I still have to explain it to Lone and Moon_Shadow.. both may leave me as a friend).
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“The drama is over” (Yet Jusper still won at the end)
Waiting for SteamVR to be updated, Kovo sends me yet another DM between him and Lich. Ugh.. seriously, Lich?! Grow up!!
And it appears he actually did do so, telling Kovo that he talked to Sarge and said “I’m taking down all of my posts about Jusper. The drama is over.”
Cautiously optimistic of hearing this. But later on (while ingame), Jusper sent Kovo and myself a long DM between himself and Sarge, granting full access to the model (with the only exception is to never distribute it again). This vote was between him, Nappz and Lich. And by a vote of 2/1, he’s cleared of all wrong-doing and no longer has to hide the model. So in a sense, he still won nomatter what the outcome was. He’s one smart son of a
bitch. Heh.
EDIT: Today (4/27/19), Azure in behalf of Lich and everyone, personally apologized to me and then apologized to our Discord. She gives great regret for this mess, and the pain it caused. Thank you, that means a lot.
I am SO glad this is now behind us. I mean, what Lich did, was blinding rage. Because he was pissed for paying money for a model that Jusper managed to find a loophole.. even though, he told Sarge he was willing to pay full price for it and still was denied (just because he has a modded client). If that’s not bias, I don’t know what is.
Let the end of this drama mark a new revelation in VRChat, that not all who use a modded client, steal avatars. And in this case, Jusper claimed the model cannot be ripped due to the way it was rigged.
Unfortunately, Vale isn’t so forgiving (and is only making things worse by holding a grudge). Hopefully with time, he’ll calm down.
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Is Micro$hit now to blame (for my thumbpads not working)?
In other news, I’m still waiting for SteamVR to get updated. But, nothing. Checking the discussion forum, someone gave a suggestion to clear out their bindings. What an odd suggestion, but I thought “what the hell” and did so. Don’t get what the purpose of this
is, but it didn’t make the issue go away.
I then noticed something that had downloaded in the background.. owo what’s THIS?! SteamVR got UPDATED?! HELL YEAH!! Now I can get into V– wait, FUCK!! God DAMNIT! The SteamVR Beta got updated! -_- And when I saw that, I no longer feel this is a fault with SteamVR, but the drivers making my headset work with it (aka Microsoft). Yay. Terrfuckingiffic!!(Yes, that’s a real word I made up) So we have to wait for them to update. Ugh.
Ingame, Jusper gave another suggestion that he’ll send what worked for him to me, so I tried it.. *sighs* nothing. I truly feel now, I broke a $200 headset of the way I’ve been rough handling it due to once again getting 11 FPS while tying to hang out with
friends (when it’s not even the headset’s fault).

Today, someone by the name of ‘Yessy’ posted an earlier version of the drivers (just before this issue happened). I seriously have my doubts this is going to work, as it’s literally what I did yesterday. But after I’m finished with this entire blog post, I will try it.
EDIT: Despite all of my anxiety over possibly damaging this $200 brick that sits on my face, the fix.. WORKED!!! 😀 😀 😀 I CAN MOVE IN VR AGAIN!! I didn’t break my headset afterall!! WOOT!!!
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‘Free’ food from Burger King!
Random funny, short story happened on my typical walk up to Burger King for my Friday dinner. I don’t typically talk about things like this, but this one was quite unusual.
So anyway, I’m eating my dinner as normal, nearly almost done when I have a sudden urge to take a dump. Had to get up and use the public restroom for awhile.
Got back, and my jaw dropped to the floor when I saw the tray with my food was no longer there. WTF?! No! I wasn’t done eating! One of the workers saw me with my index finger up and I said how I wasn’t done, explaining what I had. She’s all “Oh I’m so sorry! Here, we’ll replace your order for free!”
I got my fries back and my cookie (told them I finished off my burger, so I didn’t ask for another). Took them back to the table, thanking them. Then I had an evil idea, went up there and asked for a to-go bag, which they happily provided. Went back to the
table, putting the food in. Took the tray and put it on the garbage.. walked out the door and rushed home just incase they came out and were all “HEY!! You didn’t pay for that!!”
But I did pay for it, it was you dumbasses thinking I was done. So, thanks for the free dinner for Sunday! HAHAHA!!!
Still have to go over there tomorrow, and get another burger. Heh, I saved so much.
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Wuffer and I are back together?!
Now, to the highlight of the night (and the morning). Was hanging out with the guys in Kovo’s world, but most of them left except for myself, Kovo and Vale. We decided to have some fun by going to the brand new grenade toss world (with even more types of grenades). 10 minutes (as I was getting my tail handed to me by Vale), Wuffer DMs me unsuspectingly. And the only reason he did, is because he saw my status change to announce I’m bi (and this time it’s official). He thought I had another
relationship. …Am I sensing jealousy, from Wuffer?
Also… boy, you got a lot of nerve DMing me. Let him have it with the whole cheating thing. He was surprisingly shocked to hear this, and said “I would never cheat. What are you talking about?” Told him how it happened, and then he starts laughing and says “Benie,  you don’t understand. I started dating Ballistic after RPing with you.” ..Wait, WHAT?! You
mean.. when we broke up, you were really hurt over my words to the point you didn’t feel like looking for another? *deep sighs and looks down* ..I feel really bad now. He told me he still has feelings for me, and he couldn’t stop thinking about me.
And as for the friend who was RPing the same way he was, he’s incredibly sorry for what happened there, said he didn’t know what he was thinking, and he’s no longer friends with this person over what happened.
At the end, he said “I’m fully committed to you and you only”. *sighs*… I forgive
you, Wuffer. Thank you for apologizing.

Now, when it came to the whole thing with the stolen money (and him being robbed), he was shocked of this news of what Ballistic told me. Now he admits a quarter of it was
true (that they were going to rob him), but he said they stopped when finding out himself and his parents are well-armed. He also said that they didn’t even know why they were there, saying he did nothing wrong.
How the thing happened (in his own words), is the time he bought his Oculus from some guy who uses foreign money. Friends of him said not to do it (as he wanted to use Wuffer’s bank account to take the money), but the guy assured Wuffer that everything would be OK. He said for the first few days, things went as planned. But as it progressed, Wuffer saw the guy was taking a lot more than said.
He confronted the guy, who apologized and said it won’t happen again… it did. Another
confront, the guy paid him some money to cover the cost. But the cost didn’t cover even more money leaving his account. He was forced to call his bank and freeze his assets.
This made the guy quite pissy, accusing Wuffer of not paying the money.. which is probably where Ballistic got this info (and then twisted it to make Wuffer look
bad, because he’s (obviously) still pissed about the breakup).
Since this method clearly isn’t going to work, he promises to pay the guy another way, and has until the end of the year to do so.
He also said he has a job now (that he got three days ago); a pizza guy, which he hopes would develop into delivering them for more money. He says he’s got his life all taken care of, and I ‘shouldn’t worry’ about “not being able to support him” (as he can clearly support himself). This is fantastic, and kind of gives me hope for my RL future.

With all of this said and done, do I say that we’re officially back together…? Yes, and No. More like unofficially. The only thing I truly believe he’s telling the truth, is his feelings toward me. If he felt it was done between us, he wouldn’t had even bothered DMing me (or cared for me anymore).
No, I can feel the passion in his words that he had for me when we were still dating. He still loves me, and I told him exactly what I meant by “wanting it in the confines of VRChat”. He said “oh, so that’s what you meant, silly.” I told him that I was scared how someone would react if I actually wanted to know them IRL, and he said not to be; that he has me. And, I smiled.
But for the rest, I’m still confused– do I believe him, or Ballistic? Plus if we
do (officially) get back together, how in the fuck am I going to explain this to
Lone, Moon, and the others?! Lone alone, with the way his life has been treating
him, would feel Wuffer is clearly lying in order to get back together with me. ..But what if he’s right?
Ugh! DAMNIT!! Ballistic, I want answers!! Did you truly start dating Wuffer after what happened with me and him? Did you lie to me about Wuffer getting robbed?!
I know you’re done with Wuffer, but I want answers and I want them now. But Wuffer said he will “forget what was said” (about breaking into his house), still calling Ballistic a liar. Also, I don’t think he would even care if Wuffer and I got back together.
Still have to inform people I have told, so they don’t ask later and having to go through hell to defend both of us… especially before tomorrow, as that’s Moon_Shadow’s birthday (and I told him I would attend).
EDIT: Told Moon. He’s confused, but doesn’t really care (just as long as he’s not
involved). He also said Wuffer can come. Thanks for understanding. 🙂

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