It’s been one week since the ‘punishment’ of trying to defend a community, costed more than just my reputation. I actually thought Ginger was going to tell me that I was unbanned. But that wasn’t the case.
Last night I was talking to Lu, who was actually worried about me (and said he’ll always support me). However, he’s talking about something other than what’s been going on with the community (and it makes no sense to me).
I then spoke to Creepery, asking him if the drama is still ongoing. He said it’s stopped, and he also tried to get me back into the community “and they said no”. He unfortunately doesn’t know when he asked the mods, but it doesn’t look like he asked during the meeting.
Then we spoke in voice chat, where he was able to tell me more. And apparently, Ginger isn’t the problem anymore… it’s Charms. So hopefully he’ll apologize to me (eventually) and let me back in. Now I would’ve thought of that, until Creepery told me some quite shocking things. According to him (of trying to get me back), Charms has said to him that I’m “a disgrace”, and how I’m “always starting drama”.
Yep, nothing like being called a disgrace by a moderator, that I actually had respect for. Yet it’s also funny at the same time, with the insane level of irony coming from him. Telling us he won’t hold anything back, and won’t treat us like kids. But what does he do with me? He’s acting like a child, with this untrue bullshit. It really is hilarious.
But as pissed off as I am, and wanting revenge, the mods have clearly made their decision about me (which completely explains why none of them have DM’d me). Which means, the best, most mature thing to do at a case like this… is to move on.
It’s going to take a very.. very long time to get over this, but I will eventually. It also goes to show (to myself), what happens when I care for a community too much.
And as to you guys, I will no longer be talking about this (unless something major comes up). It was a ‘fun’ ride, but all things must come to an end.
But if I was to look at this, in a positive note? I won’t feel I’ll have to attend another meeting, for the rest of my life. That’s literally the only positive note I can think of.