“We can make it online only” -MIBIT

Today’s the day, I had to say something. Time to stop being nervous of what he’s going to say and just…

So I did the same thing I did in the past; writing down all my thoughts and.. sadly having to force feed it down the throat of who I love. When he keeps talking about the future and then telling me he’ll “need to train me”… yeah. Like I said last night, I have to draw the line. And I drew that line quite well. I asked him to fully digest what is said and when he’s done, to say “pumpernickel”.
Welp, he ate it. He ate every word. Going by his response, he was OK with the taste. He never said the keyword, but he is willing to work with me. I’ll be damn. He must really love me and want this to work, even going as far as saying “I’ll stop talking about meeting IRL then”.
Thank you, hun. You’re just like Jero, I swear. Just without the smiles and the “awwww”. But that’s fine. I don’t wanna feel treated like a ‘special snowflake’ because of my mental disability. And I’m not, because MIBIT is awesome.
I feel I can trust him 110% with my darkest secrets. That is a great feeling. It’s rare to feel like that, and it’s nice to feel so warm when around him, to where I’ll happily accept when he asks me to make this official. Now I know it’s going to be online only until I know I can leave this house without having to worry about leaving anything (living) behind, I feel relaxed now.