A pretty eventful birthday (and Saturday morning), but also a lot more tame compared to what happened the night before. And I’m happy about that. But as for my “This song’s gonna get stuck inside your HEEEEAAAADD!!”… yeah, that song has literally been stuck in my head and still is.
Help me. Please. ðĪŠ HELP me “gonna get stuck inside your HEEEEAAADD!!” …God DAMNIT, Inari!
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An average birthday
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Woke up around 12. Surprisingly I didn’t feel like shit for not getting my 7-hour sleep. Was awake and wanted to celebrate officially turning 45 years old.
Cut my cake and took a picture of it. Also checked my email and once again, no “Happy Birthday from X!” email titles. Not even from Nintendo, which is a shock.
Twitter (in a way) wished me a Happy Birthday in my profile, but didn’t do the multicolored balloon screensaver thing.
Kovo’s messaging me after I showed him the torment Inari did to me. But instead of feeling sorry for me (this is Kovo we’re talking about here!), he wanted to make it
much.. much worse by saying “I’ll tell Inari to play it when you two are having $&#”. On Discord, he told everyone to send the song to me.
…Fuck you too, Kovo. But thankfully he never actually did this.
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Played Sea of Thieves with MIBIT. Sparky had to download the game and it took him over an hour to do so. Plus he had to take his sister somewhere. It was.. alright for the most part. Claims compasses are flipped compared to how they are here, and I had to tell him to “go left” or “go right” instead of “go (cardinal direction here)”. ..It’s weird. I
dunno. Can’t even offer to drive because he’ll likely be confused on the directions there too. It’s a bit annoying, but hopefully with time I can work with this.
He had fun though, so that’s what really matters here.
Was around 9pm, finishing up playing a new game I bought: Beat Hazard 2. Takes from what made the original awesome and improved it. But what sold me is its ‘Open
Mic’ mode, where it will listen to your speakers for a Youtube video, or even Amazon Music. I was able to play a few classic (Expert+) songs from Beat Saber using Youtube, and fucking ACED ‘Fullmoon’! 4th place, in the WORLD! â BOO YA!! ..If only I was that skilled at the song in Beat Saber.
Decided to hop into VRChat, and saw MIBIT in a world. He’s yawning his head off. He had to stay up all night and all day today, because of something big one of his two jobs he must be there to attend on the 21st. Or something like that. ..Honestly it was doing more harm than good IMO, and it made me worried for him.
As for the birthday ‘party’ MIBIT wanted me to have, honestly it wasn’t that great as he never properly planned this. Nor did I want anyone making a big deal about it. Really
it’s “just another day” for me, except getting cake and pizza for myself, and telling almost all my friends I meet that it’s my birthday. But it’s just another day.
Frost actually joined the world, and drew me a ‘cake’ using an Etch A Sketch-like device in the world.
12am came. Birthday’s officially over. ..Jero of all people logs in and joins us. Huh. Shouldn’t he be in bed by now?
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Jero knows about us now
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Think the main reason he wanted to join was to wish me a Happy Birthday in person. Thanked him for it and we chilled in the world. Some time later, people started heading to bed, leaving just us three.
I was slightly nervous with Jero here with us. Remembering him asking me if I met anyone new since we broke up… I never told him about MIBIT. But back then, neither us were absolutely sure if even unofficially dating was doable (well, myself anyway was unsure).
Then MIBIT decided to spill the beans right infront of him, saying to me “I heard you call me your boyfriend”. I nodded, a bit nervously with Jero here, but I started to calm down thinking “alright, it’s now or never. Time to let Jero know” and said “yes I did”.
Jero gave an unsurprising “awww!!…” response, making me feel “I dunno why I was even nervous to begin with. He knew all along when he saw us kiss in that horror map.” He asked “So are you two an official thing?” I answered with “it’s unofficial”. MIBIT confirmed it with him that we’re going to go a month to see if it’ll work.
So yeah. He knows, and honestly it wasn’t anywhere as bad as I thought would happen. As in he’d get upset and block me. Thankfully he’s not those kind of people who want revenge. And really, this is Jero we’re talking about. He’s still an absolute sweetheart. ð
(Still makes me question if Larry was telling the truth about him.. but that’s in the past. Move the FUCK ON, brain!!)
Thing is, I never told MIBIT (yet) that Jero and I had dated. Really need to give him the story. He might see Jero differently.
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After birthday celebrations
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We’re just snuggling happily. I did notice the way Jero seemed to act since we told him how we’re unofficially dating. Seemed to had changed his nice side into something a bit unnerving, moving away from us a bit and focusing on his emotes. Then he went back over and, noticed he didn’t want to snuggle as much. Think I may’ve broke his heart a bit.
I get an invite from Klaus, wanting me to go a world. I ask them if they want to join me and they said yes. Upon arriving, I heard music from players being played on a stage ahead of
me, and everyone watching is being quiet. Klaus wanted me to listen to this band as a birthday present, so I did.
And they’re pretty good. One time the singer actually got off the stage and went over to the audience in a quite.. sexual matter (even got close to me and MIBIT. Klaus messages me a bit later saying how it looked like the singer was going to give him a lap dance.
..Ahh Klaus. So that’s why you invited me here. Except I’m taken, dude.
They were closing out their show, saying they do this every Friday at 11pm EDT. Well it was pretty cool. I’ll try to see the next one.
MIBIT however fell asleep on me. Tried to get his attention and he wouldn’t respond.
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…Don’t do that again, MIBIT
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I called for him, yet trying to stay quiet as people were talking around me. I tried calling him on Discord several times. It’s like he was out like a light. Was really concerned for him, when he says he has to stay up. Felt he’s going to kill himself at this rate.
Klaus tried to assist, and somehow he was able to get a small reaction out of him. MIBIT started twitching here and there, but never fully waking up. It took another 20 minutes until he spoke. I told him “..are you really sure you want to do this to yourself?” He said we can go to a private world.
So I went to my homeworld. Started thinking if he’s doing this as being upset with me knowing I still have (small) feelings for Jero. Thankfully I was wrong of that assumption.
He wanted to stay up for us to “have some fun”. …No. Your health is more important right now. How relieved I was when he agreed to this, and got off. Phew. Now I don’t have to worry about him not being on-time to his job.
It’s 2am, so I tried to think of my options. Really wanted to see Vket 6 before it ends on the 27th, yet.. I also saw Wolfdog on. Huh. Could see if he has any hurt feelings since we broke up (and to make sure I’m not going to have Brayden breathing down my neck in a hostile matter, ready to rip my throat out).
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Brief time with Wolfdog
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Sent him an invite. He messages saying to give him time and then to send another one. I do, and then he says “i dont think you want me to bring you here cause a have a friend dealing with a problem”… so, you’re still doing one of the reasons why we broke up, I see.
Asked “why didn’t you tell me this sooner?”, quite annoyed. He said “I tried but I have others with me helping him, so I can break free for a few” I honestly wasn’t paying attention to the last bit, but I am now (as I type this).
At the time I say “alright that’s fine, maybe another time”. Felt a bit annoyed I didn’t get the chance to properly talk to him since the embarrassing event with Brayden, but whatever. It is what it is.
Decided to explore Vket 6 myself, as likely MIBIT (even if he wasn’t tired) would be
all “let’s save that for next time”, wanting to cuddle me instead. Being that early, no thank you. I wanna see it before it ends.
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3/4s into loading the world (big world, as most are for Vket), Wolf says “I’m free now, you can send me an invite.” Joined the Vket 6 world and said to myself “welp, looks like exploring this world will have to wait then” and sent him yet another invite. Another lengthy delay. I’m thinking “dude, stop wasting my time! Either I’m going to say hi or not. Clearly you’re busy, so we will talk later. Now stop.”
He joins me instead. Ok. I guess this works. So I asked him what I wanted to, to make sure I no longer have to have a guilty conscience for what I did to him (and Brayden won’t come after me). I didn’t use those exact words, by the way.
He assures me everything’s still OK between us as friends, and that he doesn’t have any grudges against me. “You should know me by now” he said. …No, no I don’t. If I did, I would had never agreed to be your BF back then.
I also asked him the same question I asked Jero. He was confused at first, but then
said “what an interesting question”. It’s called checking up on my ex and seeing if they’re still hurting to find someone else. It’s a friendly thing to do, in my mind anyways. Said he knows someone for awhile that has a huge crush on him (won’t give the name, and told him he never needed to) and is unsure if it would develop into anything.
Well, I’m glad you’re happy at least, Wolf. As he was for myself. See? Friendly conversation. So Brayden, put down the gun to my head. You can fuck right off. ..I’m still a bit pissed off of what he did. I never said “can you help us out?” You did NOT have to fucking take it upon yourself to solve this. With time, me and Wolf could had worked things out.
Meh. Anyway, Wolf stopped responding. I wanted to say “ah, he fell asleep again” but thought he more likely had to step out suddenly. So I went on and explored the world myself (anyway). lol?
This Chinese-themed world disappointed me. No dragons. ð Come on!! Still, it was pretty cool. It was a Koi-themed festival.
Even having a small pool that you can scoop up Koi and take one ‘home’ with you. Though I wasn’t too fond that most ‘booths’ were copy pasted.
And, fucking lol. One of those target things that you shoot at with a gun.
There’s a fucking RTX 3090 as a prize in this picture, that I couldn’t bring down. OML.
So, this is literally a play on words of how difficult it is to get a graphics card
nowadays. *facepalms and laughs* Well done to whoever did this. You are evil, but in a good way.
Even the name on it, killed me.
Now if we went to these worlds as my birthday party, it would be awesome. ð
Garath joins me as I keep exploring the world, not initially speaking and then suddenly acting like he’s demanding for me to acknowledge he was booping me. Ahh good old Garath. Making me wish I could block him and get away with it (if only it was that easy). Wolf came out of AFKLand and joined us, apologizing for stepping out without warning.
Garath left and I went to another world of Vket 6. Wolf surprisingly follows me. So I decide to ask him what he thought about this so far. Said he really likes it. That’s great! A much better response than what I was expecting.
2/3rds into the world, Wolf comes up to me and says he’s going to go and see how this person is doing. He expects to be back very soon. ..Never showed up since. Yeah, totally didn’t lie to me and you found this incredibly boring. Oh well, that’s fine. No big deal. I’m just glad we aren’t still dating or that really would had sent me over the edge there. ..Meh.
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So this second world is (very obviously) based from Venice, Italy (having the gondolas and the famous viaduct system that go through the city). And wow does it bring some Vket 3 vibes.. well, I can’t really say that completely for the booths, as they aren’t fully
themed (feeling very out of place Japanese style).
There were a few booths that caught my eye.
This NPC that stares at you and responds to your actions. A bit creepy, but also very cool. It plays random idle animations. Imagine having one of them in Furry Village. Huh.
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The ‘Vore Booth’ as I call it… it has a seat inside. Eesh. (Totally didn’t click on it to see what would happen)
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A very strange, interesting trackstrap concept for Vive trackers, and multicolored face masks (because COVID).
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And finally.. this super trippy circular room that uses a piece of wood to mark what is reality.
It was 4am and I decided to hop off and work on this blog post. Plus my forehead was killing me from all the pressure the headset was causing. It has taken until now to complete it. Overall, pretty good day. Glad Kovo and/or Inari didn’t embarrass me. Also MIBIT managed to make it to his job on time. Glad for that as well.