What a very interesting Friday I had, another one of them ‘highs and lows’ ones.
I’m going to pre-start by saying I played some more Beat Saber today, playing 10 songs before feeling I was going to collapse from exhaustion. The bottom of my feet were aching while it felt my heels were asleep. …Welp, I have diabetes for sure! Just wonderful.
#IHateMyLife
Anyway…
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Ladders are a bitch (and can cause you to lose friendships)
Played some BONEWORKS after I felt I had fully rested up (having feeling to my heels again). I’m now on the next to last level of the game, and my god the Headset enemies are annoying AF. But it feels so satisfying when I can grab one and take the full force of my frustration out on them with a crowbar or a pipe wrench in my other hand, beating the ever-living SHIT out of them– how they jump in your face to blind you, and I’m scrambling to pull the fucker off me.
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Meanwhile, I’m also in the voice chat at the time and Kovo’s now on. He’s trying to arrange something in VRChat (inviting people). Curious (and feeling frustrated as a turret kills me in three hits from being full health), I got on and saw we’re getting ready to do the world Scooby and I did a week ago. I was going to ask Kovo to invite Scooby, but Scooby was in a private world and I didn’t want to bother him.
When we felt we were ready, it was pretty messy with how Kovo didn’t know that dialog is global. And then there was the ‘star of the show’.. the first ladder you have to climb.
See, ‘someone’ (totally not me) activated the elevator. This caused Kovo to constantly get stuck in the wall while trying to climb.
Then there was Dusky_Fox, who got nearly to the top, when his computer froze completely and we were forced to do a new instance. And that was fun too. DG created the
instance (invite+) yet no-one could invite me (as I was stuck in the previous instance). Kovo managed to invite Dusky, but not me. So Kovo had to make yet another instance just so he could invite me. The process took 10 minutes until I FINALLY was able to get out of the instance! lmao.
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Second attempt to do the world, this time with more people. We had Stylez, Nova, and a very drunken Vale. Hahaha.. woo boy. Kovo put himself in charge of making sure Vale followed him, constantly saying “Marine, to me!!” Was funny.
We finally past by the first ladder (myself helping Vale and Kovo up by getting a flying avatar with a seat). The climbing rope ones, some of them cheated while the rest of us did it legitimate.
The final ladder of the world… things got pretty sour. They’re all yelling at me to take the stairs, but I was determined to ‘do it legit’ and take the ladder. But everytime I enter the area with the hatch, I too was getting stuck in the wall. Hearing them saying “we’re going to leave you if you don’t get up here soon”, I switched to a smaller version of my avatar and was able to get up. Apparently the RL version of my avatar is ‘too fat’.
I decided it was best to let them lead for now on, while making sure Vale was following them. It was a good thing too, as he was really, really drunk at this time and walking into walls.
Finally the world was over, we got a group picture (credit goes to Dusky);
And we went to Kovo’s world… where I felt bored (and annoyed, and not knowing why).
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Why am I like this?
Fluffy joined the world while I was bored and annoyed and not knowing of what. I kind of wanted him to leave me alone. I.. just, I dunno. At times I love him, but at others I.. wish I never knew him. I think it’s his voice, how it makes me… I can’t explain it, except it sounds very ‘childult’, and I wish they weren’t part of me. He sounds like he’s split from a 15-year-old and an 18-year-old.. it’s just creepy. The way he speaks, the way he acts.. is so cringe to me!
Ok.. I’m going to say something that I just got reminded of (the moment of typing this as Scooby explained someone else): Fluffy is simply, inexperienced when it comes to relationships. He thinks love and sex are the ways to go, when there’s so, so much more. The problem with Fluffy, is he doesn’t follow through with what I tell him.
Like, what is he interested in? What does he like and dislike? …Why am I even having this conversation again? Why don’t I just block him and be done with it? Because Ruffy’s going to question, and so will Aftershock, and so will a lot of others.
I still don’t feel any true connection with Fluffy (as I would with Blue and Red.. even
Cola), yet I also know it’s too damn late to call it off. The moment I tell him I’m just not interested (even if I try to tell him in the kindest way that has ever been done), it will feel like a death sentence to him.
How much I wish I could go up to someone that would solve my issues, and get Fluffy to go find someone else (closer to his age). I wouldn’t mind just being friends. Yet how would I ever be able to explain Fluffy to someone who’s never dealt with him? …Where would I even start?
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While this was all going through my head, I noticed Vale suddenly freaking the fuck out over Fluffy.
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#WokeVale
“You can SPEAK!! Holy fuck! All of this time, I thought you were silent!” -A surprised Vale. He was surprised so much that it actually made him sober, and wanted to drink it all
away (not caring of the potential damage to his body). It was quite hilarious. And at the time of I write this, he’s still talking about it.
Apparently all of this time, Vale thought Fluffy was female. WTF!? Lmao! He claims no-one told him differently.. he never asked. And this was a theme for hours on end.
Everyone but myself and Vale were on, and he was STILL talking about it, saying he’s going to wake up in the middle of the night and be all “the fucker SPEAKS!!”
Hahahahahaha….
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Fun with Scooby
Before you ask, no it’s not that kind of ‘fun’.. more like the evil “cause chaos and laugh my head off at his expense” kind of fun. ….I was bored, OK??
Anyway, I went to go see him (as I had an hour and a half until it was bedtime). He was in a public instance of a large world that I remember having some fun before (as a
sniper)… and I literally did this. I saw Scooby in the house and was preparing to get to a dark area, with a friend of his saw me and was running over. Respawned and tried to get away, but the person kept coming over. I kept running, getting to the invisible wall and going past it (where the person couldn’t see me).
There I saw two on the pier, and switched to the anti-tank cannon. I fired off a shot, and hit them point blank… laughing my fucking head off as I run away while watching the two run towards me (yet they can’t see my nameplate)! BAHAHAHAH!!! HOLY FUCK… I can’t believe that WORKED!! I thought for sure the invisible wall’s collider would keep me from doing that! …Ohh DAMN!! 😀
Switched to the sniper and started sniping them. Simply beautiful how they couldn’t see me. Yet at the same time I had a feeling I should stop, feeling anytime I would be kicked out. So I decided to ‘let them live’ for awhile. Looking through the scope, I could see Scooby hugging someone on the pier.
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Time passed and I was kind of getting bored (sniping Scooby and watching him run around like a chicken with their head cut off). I’m so evil, I love and hate it. I then lost my bearings and respawned, trying again to snipe them, when the friend caught up to me. This time I didn’t fight it. I had enough, hearing Scooby was looking for me. Still laughing my head off, remembering he was running around trying to find me. Finally we meet
up, and he’s all “Benie, you DERP!!” with me still laughing (but apologizing for scaring the shit out of him).
Asked “did you see the fireworks heading right for you?” (showing him the gun that fired it). He’s all “YES, YOU DERP!! I was enjoying time with Sora, then I see this thing coming for me!” More laughter coming from me. Ahhh man.
Then he tells me more about a conversation we had about a week ago. All I can safely explain is he has an (unofficial) BF, but please.. please don’t harass him or myself to know who it is. He trusts me on this. One thing he does say is this person is ‘inexperienced’. This is why I hope he might be able to help me with Fluffy, as he’s more patient with this. Maybe he can give me tips on how to deal with “the purple one” as Fluffy calls himself.
Then he tells me about how much he appreciates me as a friend, and how I helped him out when he was pretty depressed. Awww.. that’s really sweet of you to say that, Scooby. 🙂