The title means of ones that have loving friends (but you don’t really want to be around them). So is the ‘code’ of the loner. Even on Christmas Day, I can handle being alone and still be happy… though I would had still wished I could be surrounded by love of the
group (even Cola). But some wishes just can never happen (when it’s long-distance relationships I prefer, than meeting someone face to face).
Maybe someday I’ll be able to see Blue IRL, one of these years. It might happen, but it likely never will. Something tells me, next year… even if I get my full license and somehow get my own car without needing a job, I’m still going to be treated as a complete retard by my parents (unable to drive down to where Blue lives, with my father feeling I’m ‘going to pick up a girl’ or something…). I know he will say that.
Even when I try to live the life I should had, I’m going to be criticized. I just know I will.
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So let’s move on from this depressing thing, and talk about what I did the day of all
days; the “most wonderful” time of the year as retailers say. And honestly, I treated yesterday like a normal Wednesday. Came on VRChat later than I usually do, as I was binge-watching this year’s advent calendar horror adventure with Dan and Ashens. And Ashens kicked Dan to the curb this year with.. an over $100 Fortnite calendar. The things I could buy with that money that wouldn’t be…… THIS.
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Now on VRChat, I did some Beat Saber. After the 3rd song, I could easily feel my left foot cramping up (or something else). After getting my shoes on (which helped with the pain somewhat), Kat unexpectingly wanted to join me (just to hang out). She doesn’t really have a PC until next year, as she’s moving to a new home (with Lich). Really happy for them. 🙂
Who knows, in 5 or so years from now, they just might get married and be parents.
Anyway, I finished a really intense song (even on Hard, because of the insane
patterns), I get DM’d by Stylez with him saying “Benie their doing it again”. Took off my headset and sat down to figure out exactly what they’re doing (and where). He’s being quite vague with this info, not understanding I’m playing Beat Saber in VRChat. Being told something’s going on in the voice chat.
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Kat leaves as I’m trying to explain I need to ‘abandon’ this to see what’s going on. Someone in the chat is streaming themself looking in Reddit in the furry section. “So this is what furries do on Christmas night, huh?” I commented. Went back to playing Beat Saber in VRChat until I was worn out (when Christmas is now officially over). Horray!! No more having to say “Merry Christmas” anymore! Now the countdown to 2020 begins: T-4 days to go.
Scooby then wanted to join me, asking what I’m doing here. Then asking if I wanted to come see “the new Grinch movie”… wait, you guys didn’t watch it last night? He said everyone went home. “Is this the 2000 version?” He said “no, it’s the new one that came out in 2018. It’s called ‘The Grinch'”… OHHH.. THAT one! Sure, let’s go watch it!! 😀 Even though Christmas is over (for me), I wouldn’t mind!
At the end, I ended up watching the movie all by myself (and enjoying the silence).
All started of going to the movie world (in a Friends only instance) with Scooby trying to invite his friends. However this didn’t go as planned and we ended up in Bedroom Theatre. Scooby had the link to the movie, but wanted to control everything (which kind of annoyed me). I get you want to make sure everyone watching the movie is enjoyable, but literally saying how you wanted to “control it” put a sour taste in my mouth. There were so many other (better) ways you could had phrased it.
Plus in the Bedroom Theatre, he was having trouble with the controls so much that he created another instance (while the movie was playing). I stayed behind while the others ran in, and enjoyed it all by myself. There was a scene in it with a red paper dragon, that I could almost hear (if they were still in the world): “hey, there’s Benie!”, followed by laughter.
The movie’s pretty good. It answers a lot of questions from the original book/animated movie. Such as: why reindeer are ‘scarce’, and why The Grinch had put up with Christmas in Who-Ville ‘for 53 years’.. why he didn’t do something sooner. And best of all, there’s no Cindy-Lu Who that sings “Where Are You Christmas?” …Thank GOD for that.
The one that did the Grinch’s voice, spot-on. It wasn’t done by Jim Carry, I am
happy.
Though IMO, Cindy-Lu looks like a brat, and her character design doesn’t really match what she wanted to wish for Christmas. The original Cindy-Lu looks better. Even the one from the live-action version looked better.
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With the movie over (and having to take care of something that took a pretty long time), I went to go see Kovo. And lordy did Kovo sin.. almost all over himself infront of Nova.
Oh, and Vale was also wasted. ….It was a long morning. And Fluffy came on. I forgave him for the creepy feeling.