What a crazy Saturday yesterday was, full of highs and lows (and unfortunately ending at a low). Mainly stayed in voice chat, as I didn’t have much to do (after finally completing Human: Fall Flat).
Oh, I was also working on the chair idea yesterday, desperately trying to work out the bugs. More on this later. First off, to talk about Cola being in full-body (and the really bizarre things he did that made me question his sanity).
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Cola’s bizarre evening (being in full-body)
As I said, I spent most of the afternoon in Kovo’s Discord. Was waiting for Cola or any of the others to come on VRChat, while listening to Kovo.. not wanting to fuck a zombie dragon with his dick in Monster Hunter: World (and ‘getting it sucked’).
…You do you, Kovo! 😂👍
Eventually I saw Cola on.. but in a very troubling place. WTF is he doing in one of Ashi’s worlds?! Kovo was quite disturbed too, and got the attention of DG who shockingly never knew about Ashi. But when Kovo filled him in, DG put Ashi on his server’s watchlist– a very ‘special’ server where they hunt down assholes that crash people. Fighting the good fight!! ✊ Though I’m pretty sure Ashi’s immune to that shit by now.
But enough of Ashi, Cola went to another world and so I told Kovo I was going to get off to be with him.
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Found Cola (who also found me) in The Dodecahedron as Bill from Left 4 Dead. We started talking in the middle of the world of random things, him saying the reason why he popped into Ashi’s world. Said he was very bored and looking for someone to join off of, so he randomly picked worlds. He also told me of the fun he had playing Murder 2 (for two hours). That’s awesome to hear you had fun, hun. 🙂
Then he asked what I did, and told him of the screaming at my monitor with how ‘lolololo funny’ the walking physics are in Human: Fall Flat (of having to use a very slippery log as a bridge over a bottomless pit).
As we talked, I was being harassed by other friends wanting to talk to me. One in particular, Cola doesn’t really like (someone that myself and Blue met; sergalgamer). Cola tells me the person is “creepy, like lewd creepy”. See, Cola cannot.. well, ‘do it’ with me anymore, as apparently anything related to porn, bugs his mind and makes him unable to sleep.
That is fine though. I still love you nonetheless. 🤗🧡
One person Cola met the day before, was chasing him as a spider. This ended up turning into a war of using the combat avatars I got, to where Cola left for a private world and invited me in.
He was a bit exhausted and needed time to relax, then asked me “so what do we do now?” Mmm.. if it wasn’t for your sleepless nights, I know what I would wanna do. 🍆😏 But I said how I want to stare into his beautiful green eyes. He however, wanted to go to Avatar Testing and hang out. Alright, let’s do it.
In Avatar Testing, we hung out. But five minutes after we joined, he’s telling me someone’s inviting him and how it’s odd, but goes to see what’s going on. I wait for him to come
back, then the person I met joins the world as if to get rid of me and claim Cola as his.
Well pal, you’ve come to the wrong dragon. Went back to my combat avatars and raged war on this person. As I continued my bloody battle (with myself winning, thinking he can stay hidden when I can clearly see his floating nameplate), Cola rejoined the world and I told him the person he met is here, and he too wanted to battle the person.
Well sir, you lost this war, for I will de– then Cola left to go to another world, saying something about he knows how to end this (or something of the sort).
Discovered the person was already gone. AYY!! I win! Now, where in the hell did Cola
go??
And this is where things going bizarre. Followed him to a Friends+ world with a bunch of randoms talking at a bar, and I’m hearing gunfire from the same avatar I’m
using (knowing it’s Cola battling). Thinking he’s trying to battle the person that joined
me, I try to track the person down (but never found him). Did finally find Cola
upstairs.. shooting SpingTap. Uhh, hun? What’s going on…? He wouldn’t say
anything, just kept shooting at the guy (and chasing after him through the world).
Hun.. you’re going to get yourself kicked out of the world! Please stop! But he wouldn’t listen to me.
Began to think that maybe it’s OK of what’s going on, so I played along. Cola’s occasionally shooting himself in the face, and I’m trying to revive him. Wtf is going on with this man right now. It’s like Cola’s having a sugar rush of somesort, or he’s trying to wear himself out so he can sleep.
Eventually he gets to a point where he switches to one of his Jagar avatars and starts aimlessly running around, and then hiding in the bathroom. I stay with him and then SpingTap comes up to us and asks Cola if he’s interested in a ‘thing’, yet he won’t tell me what this thing is. Then he says ‘a picture thing’. Ask “wait, a commission?” He says “yes”.
Cola has no idea what to do as he’s offered a Discord link, but Sping eventually walks away and Cola leaves the world. Uhhh… okay. Get invited to join him and do so.
He tells me how he’s “melting” and stuff and has to go. Well hun, you kind of did that to yourself, silly. I didn’t even have enough time to kiss him goodnight when he logs out for the night.
…Weird. Very weird (and bizarre). But it’s also not, as I remember saying Cola tends to act the role of the avatar. Plus he has two minds (as he claims), and they weren’t working together that evening. So, this explains his behavior.
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Drunk Kandy
With Cola now in bed, I went back to voice chat to wait for Blue (as I needed someone to test the chair thing I’ve been desperately trying to bugfix). Learned how to do them from DJ.. apparently deleting all the children inside the VRCChair, fucks it up (by having the person facing the wrong way). So I did new chairs while I waited for Blue, this time not doing what I did before (only hiding them).
When I was done setting them all in place, I saw this very weird thing.
What the fuck?! Are those.. dynamic bones?! And one of them looks like it’s connected to the ear bones. But I hoped everything would be OK and saved it as-is.
As I continued to wait for Blue, KingKandy joined the chat. But something was very odd with him. He acted like he didn’t know where he was, which made all of us worried about him. Said he was alright, but.. clearly he wasn’t. I asked him not to be scared to tell us what’s going on. Said something happened, but his parents wouldn’t let him. …Hmm.
Troubles with parents, but that’s a typical thing with Kandy. Then I asked him “did you drink?”, he says “noooo!! Well, a little.” and starts laughing. Ok, you did.
Kandy leaves to go play VRChat, while we talk about what the hell just happened. I go to talk to Blue who says he’s getting on, and get on myself (in VR). Someone’s in the chat streaming PAYDAY 2 (doing some solo stealth mission on the hardest difficulty to get an achievement), and I watched it through my VR headset while I waited ingame for Blue to come on).
Kovo tells me to check up on Kandy, and I said I would if I run into him. Little did I know he would run into me (and be in the same world Blue’s in). As I prepare to join Blue, I’m getting an invite. After loading in, I check the invite.. it’s from Kandy. Ok, that’s odd. Kandy’s NEVER invited me to any world before (and tell the group chat this).
Lots of friends are here, while I look primarily for Blue.
Kandy meets me before Blue does, with people confirming he’s drunk. He’s getting all lovey with me, but I’m trying to keep my distance (knowing he’s got Vale as his unofficial BF). Tells me “my dog died, but I’m fine. I feel fine.”
Finally meet with Blue while Kovo comes on to deal with Kandy personally, and have him test the chairs. Bah!! The ‘carry’ chair is off-center! ..HOW?! It’s perfectly aligned in Unity!! Blue tells me it’s because of different avatar heights and how difficult (if not impossible) it would be to fix that. So I have him test out the ‘on head’ one, and he talks of ‘dynamic bones’ and of how it moves with the ears.. is the head chair causing the exterior dynamic bone bug? I need to look into that.
Back to Kandy, Kovo’s telling us that Kandy actually thought the world we were in, was his house. So he’s clearly out of it. Feel I need to pull Blue away as I wanted to inform him what’s going on here, then tell him. He tells me Kandy was drinking.. something of a name I had forgotten, but has a lot of alcohol (and says he drank a full bottle). Tell them and Kovo says something that he was going to drink another. So he’s literally trying to kill himself from alcohol poisoning… but why?
Felt like we needed to get back to Kovo, who’s telling us he’ll likely have to stay with him all night. Blue then talks to me of the upcoming VR system he’ll be getting
‘soon’ (hopefully in 1-2 weeks from now). Says it’ll have three base stations (with
tripods) and it’s coming from Florida. What a sweet deal for $200. I would had taken advantage of it.. if my parents allowed me to put holes in the walls. 😒 Can’t believe I’m stuck with WMR for the rest of my life. 😑 HTC or Oculus.. compete against
WMR (instead of between yourselves) to give me a better experience than the
HTC Cosmos (sucks) and the Rift S (sucks)!!
Anyway, they’re heading to Kovo’s world now (while I’m talking to a friend who claims there’s someone who mentioned me by name but doesn’t remember theirs). All he remembers is someone named ‘midnight’.. but it couldn’t be Naito as I’m not friends with him. I told them if he runs into this person again, to let me know and quickly ran for the awaiting (but closing) portal.
In Kovo’s world, Kandy says the same thing to Kovo about a dead dog. So, his dog
died, and he (accidentally) tried to kill himself with drinking. So Kovo had to make sure Kandy wasn’t going to hurt himself, and eventually Kandy went to bed to sober up.
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Enemy of mine (The name of ‘Trico’ is brought up again, so your enemy is mine)
Typical Saturday night in VRChat, nothing really happening. Hanging out with Blue and Wufy, then DJ pulls me away. I see I’m being pulled towards Kovo, so this isn’t good of what I’m about to be subjected to.
Kovo asks me if I know of Trico. …Hell yeah, do I. I’ve dealt with him when I dated Wuffer.
So one of DJ’s admins had to deal with Trico, with reports he “ruins people’s lives”. Yep that sounds like him, and something about “he did was right” by fucking their life up and is well known to leak private DMs.
So I’m being told to watch out for him as he might try to join our Discord and cause hell.
Done. But if he joins… let me handle him, because he will very much regret doing so.
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Fluffy goes to Blue
Final section of this post. This happened before the top thing of DJ telling Blue (and
me) there’s a new ‘do the naughty’ world, called ‘fatworld’. Much later (a few minutes after we wrapped up our above conversation), someone else dropped a portal to that world.. and people started going in it. My curiosity was fucking killing me! I HAVE TO SEE THIS!! And… it was weird. It looked very.. just plain weird. It also looked unfinished.
(Thought I was going to say “weird” again, didn’t you?)
So it has these two platforms. A big one, and a small one (that you can slide). And the big one, when you click on it, is.. it’s just beautiful. You do sexual poses and stuff while you walk over to the smaller platform. And.. well.. I’m not going to go any further with this. But the level also has other.. very strange activities (that aren’t sexual). One is picking up these orbs that you can shoot into a larger orb (all you do). And the other is grappling hooks that latch onto blue surfaces.
So when you get done suckin’, you can go swingin’. ..Yes, that was bad. I don’t even know where I was going with that. 🤦♂️ I feel like I’m talking like Cola right now. Heh.
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Well that was fun, let’s get back to Kovo’s world now! Opened a portal to a standard Friends only world (since I didn’t want to expose to them all I have mods). Then I saw Fluffy join and Blue going over to him. My ticket to get back on my own then.
Back in Kovo’s world, I was hoping Blue would come back to me on his own when Fluffy is done talking to him (as he’s been wanting to talk to me, despite what I said about waiting two weeks).
It’s been nearly two hours and I’m starting to get concerned. *sigh* ..I have to go back and figure out if.. Fluffy didn’t actually do something to Blue. I feel like an idiot for leaving him there!! So I went back, expecting Fluffy and Blue to still be talking. I find Fluffy AFK.. with Blue as Jack Septiceye riding Adam.
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE?! Just regular shenanigans, it seems. But I want Blue to come back. You had your fun, hun. Come back home. 😛 Felt like the wife that doesn’t trust their husband being out for too long, thinking he’s cheating on you. And you would think that would be the end of this story. …… Sadly it didn’t end there, as when I was about to go back, Fluffy messages me again, wanting to speak to me. After reading what he said..
…I felt like total shit. I tried ignoring it and going over to the mirror, but all I can feel is shame of hurting someone over my frustration of him constantly in my face, making weird sounds, and telling me how much he loves me. And at one point, it feels too much to stay on, and leave without saying anything.
I should not feel, enjoyment of not having Fluffy in my life. But the enjoyment I had as father-son, is pretty much dead (and I don’t know why). Fluffy didn’t really do anything wrong to cause all of this (except for, hell, both of us not being on the same page).
Yet I think the reason why, is how he over-tries to be friends (and keep them). When it comes to friendships (with me), I don’t really care if you don’t be my friend (or do). But I want to get to know you before doing so.
Fluffy, his life is so much different than mine; school, pressure to do good in it, being underaged by one year. Not able to make IRL friends… yeah it’s rough with him. and I do feel for him. But the biggest problem, is he never grew up right (as his father died a year ago).
I’m still very much unqualified to be his RP father. I’m too hot-headed to be a loving father– you guys know how hot-headed I can be in here. And I just can’t DO it anymore. Everytime I see him, he feels like…a burden, not a blessing. And this has happened since I had to let him in the group.
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But I bet if I was to ask Sunset, he’d probably be all “Fluffy’s trying to make you feel bad. Don’t let him!” I know he’d say this, but he would be wrong for doing so.