The thread has hit it’s 5th in the series. But before it did, they all wanted me to make it.
I did, but then thought of all the things I’ve seen about how this thing needs to die. That it’s just a OIFY pitstop. If I was going to do the next thread, I wanted to make it a serious discussion about dragons. But I knew I wasn’t going to get it. This is Facepunch we’re talking about. So I decided to not make it.
But it was made anyway by someone else. And once again, the haters showed up. A thought built in my head when I saw that. Knowing by just posting in this thread, I was pretty much knocking on the door of OIFY. And I’m just tired of seeing the hate, and agree to them. The thread series has gone to shit eversince the porn began flowing.
I’m still the only one against it. Yet I kept in the thread for its four versions, seeing the hate, and watching the others just “Fuck off. We’re going to do what we want because a moderator says we can!” I finally put my foot down on the thread, and have removed myself from the steam group, and even changed my identity to remove the former me. Benie is dead. And he’s not coming back.
Even removed some of the friends I added by request because of my times on the thread series. But enough is enough. If they can’t see that this thing has gone on far enough and we should stop this childish thing, then I’m done with it.
Infact now my obsession is now only in WoW. Where it will stay there as long as I live. No longer will I say how awesome dragons are outside of WoW.
Another reason why I left, permanently this time, is what I saw Fishy had put in v4 of the thread series. Benie has left around six or seven total times.
I did it differently this time. I left, quiet as a mouse. Slipping out the exit with no one watching. Instead of saying “BAAAW BAAAW I’m leaving!!” in the thread.
Maybe I should turn into a hater. Maybe then they will see to stop this crap.
I’ve been told before when I had left, to leave with a bang. This is the biggest bang I can think of.
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TL;DR: My plan was to generate a feeling of “Maybe Benie was right. We should stop this thing”. With me leaving… a high-posting person in the thread series, it surly would’ve set off a chain of events.
The “death of Benie” thing was to remove all traces of the dragon fan known as Benie. The fact I stopped posting in the thread and removed myself from the group, I hid all traces of Benie liking dragons.
Removing people that were linked to the old thread was also part of spreading that feeling into the thread. Hopefully to the less-mature people that hopefully would see what has happened and put a stop to it by suggesting it to the others. Strength in numbers I always say.
Even if they don’t see extending the thread series is a waste of time (especially the “Yeah, whatever man. Do what you want”) members of the thread, then let them.. just without me. I won’t be yelled at for extending it by the haters, because I’m not participating.
And if I get accused of overreacting… I overreact on alot of shit. This is no different. There’s no turning back now. The damage is done. If you call it damage.
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With that out of the way, I should talk about how my gums are healing after last Friday’s ordeal at the Dentist. I’m able to gently tap the tooth between the two areas they extracted without pain. But I had a real scare last night..
I took my anti-biotic pill and then tried to brush, being careful not to touch the sutures. When finishing, I felt this weird, painful feeling in my mouth, then saw this string. Tried to pull it and felt it attached to my gums.. it was the suture!
I tried putting it back, then I felt it loosened. I managed to pull it out and saw blood on the end. I started to panic as I saw more blood coming out of where my tooth was. But it wasn’t gushing out. More like a trickle.
Thinking quickly, I put a gauze in there, and tried to fall asleep standing up in my computer chair. Was unable to fall asleep. I was stuck in my panic mode, thinking the worst. That I pulled the clot out and now the gum has re-opened and is bleeding again. I was thinking I had to go see the hospital.
An hour passed and I had to use the bathroom. I decided to check on the gauze and saw it wasn’t soaked in blood, like when I saw before when I had to have gauzes in there before. I slowly pulled the gauze out and saw where the blood was coming from. It stopped bleeding!
The cut, probably from where the suture was, was clotted. I put another gauze in to make sure and saw no blood. Feeling like I just saved my own life, I tried to go to bed normally.
This morning, as soon as I got up, I checked the mirror and noticed the cut was faded, meaning it is healing. I called my dentist and explained what had happened. She said that it was perfectly normal. The sutures were only supposed to be in there for a few days. She said I should be OK and to not panic the fact it stopped bleeding.
I also asked why my gums haven’t healed yet. She said it can take up to a month for them to fully heal.
A MONTH?!?! No solid food for a month?! I feel like I just lost all of my teeth!
I also feel like I’m doomed to eat oatmeal creme pies, soup, and mashed potatoes for the rest of my life.