Best way to explain yesterday, is a day I never want to happen again; a complete 180 from last Saturday/Sunday. It’s literally the “bad day” I knew I would have– it just took a week until it happened.
And speaking of that, it’s becoming less and less likely (every day) of Jero joining the
group, due to how I haven’t seen him online in three days. And overall I just don’t feel he’s even interested in joining. If this is his way of coping with the pain of
heartbreak, well.. we’ll just have to see if he comes back and is interested in joining by then, but I’m not going to hold my breath.
A bit upsetting but not unexpected, for I still have Cola and Blue (the two remaining active members).
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‘Plays-With-Tails’ (fun with the new mods)
Just FYI, this would be a very hot name for a female Argonian in The Elder Scrolls
series (that I would so bang). But, this has become the new ‘pastime’ with my group eversince I got the mods installed and working yesterday. It’s like.. a entirely new experience in VR. It. is. awesome! 😁 But I also understand why the devs can’t just implement these changes… because people will abuse it. Hell, it’s so easily abusable right now, how one can use a world-sized collider and fuck with everyone’s dynamic
bones (even by accident). Such as the floor collider I have for my tail. Jumping or being at a higher elevation than others, the collider messes with their dynamic bones (their ears and tails shooting up into the sky).
Going to try to fix it on my end (shrinking the collider to only affect ones directly around me, similar to the Chibi Dutchie’s floor collider). While I’m doing that, I’m also going to add colliders to my avatar’s index finger (to have more control of playfully manipulating one’s dynamic bones). 😏
So this was one of the two good things that came out of yesterday. Now I must talk about the bad.. and how I was -this- close from saying “I’m done giving you chances!!”, if it wasn’t for someone that ‘stopped’ me.
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Fluffy’s ‘test’, and the surprising result that followed
Before you say it.. yes, Fluffy’s doing it yet again– trying to hump Blue. And he did this several times. I tried to stay calm through the entire thing (mainly because Blue at the time was with one of his friends). But when I got Fluffy away, I let him have it. And one time he even wanted me to ‘share’ Blue. Uhh.. no? How many times do I have to tell you, this is not a poly!?
Yet he claimed this was a ‘test’, to see just how protective I am of Blue (or something like that). Or how much I love Blue. But the only thing (to me) he was testing, was my
patience (and I was losing it QUITE quickly). I could had blocked him, right then and there. Told him before “If I see it again, you’re DONE!!”.
Felt beside myself, one side saying “He did it again, BLOCK HIM NOW!! You WARNED him to stop, and he STILL HASN’T!! BLOCK HIM!!! He will NEVER FUCKING LEARN!!” But the other side said “Just.. calm! Calm down. He’s still your RP son! Don’t forget this!”
I kept debating this back and forth until someone literally came rolling up to say hi; Cola in his roomba avatar. Quickly calmed down when I saw him, almost as if Fluffy asked him to come up to help. And if he did, it worked.
He switched to one of his Best Boi avatars, where I played with his ears. Hehe, these mods are awesome, and he absolutely loved it too. 😊 The love was real between us.
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Advancing about 10 minutes later, Cola suddenly darts for the mirror behind the church. I quickly follow him and blur by Blue and some other friends who are talking on a hill. When we got to the mirror, Ruffy (one of the ones we ran by) was slightly annoyed at Cola for “running by without saying hi”, saying “you didn’t think I saw you, did you?”
I spoke up and said “well you sure didn’t see me, did you? Heh.” And Ruffy’s all “..shit, hey Benie!!” I’m 2 & 1/2 times taller than Cola, and you didn’t see me?! WOW! I see how it
is, Ruffy! *snort* 🤣
Fluffy was still upset over what he did, but Ruffy actually managed to have something snap in his head, to where he started speaking (with confidence) and being with Ruffy. It didn’t really surprise me until later on with how I heard Fluffy laughing and talking. Holy
shit, it’s a miracle! And one time he actually came up to me and verbally apologized for what he put me through, swearing this will never, ever happen again. I’m still blown away with how confident he’s speaking, and could actually feel the sincerity of his words.
Fluffy, you are forgiven. Thank you for your sincere apology.
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So him and Ruffy are now dating. ..Which makes me Ruffy’s RP stepfather. Hazzah. It seems the RP family I never really asked for (that Jero semi-forced on me by wanting to adopt Fluffy) is growing. Hopefully Ruffy will be better behaved than Fluffy.
This is also good! Fluffy will go after Ruffy’s ass, instead of Blue’s. Fluffy also told me that he no longer has any feelings for Blue.
It all turned out great at the end. I don’t have to deal with Fluffy humping Blue, and he has a BF! Everyone wins!
EDIT: Well that was fast. Today, Fluffy told me the two broke up. Not surprising, how Ruffy tried to go a level beyond ‘rushing it’. And this felt like (between Fluffy and myself here) “well, that means I’m going to go for Blue again”, and I’m all “NO..no no no! Don’t be so hasty! Heheh.. just stay with Ruffy as friends! Let it come natural.”
So that’s what he’s going to do. I just hope I don’t see him humping Blue again. But I have alerted Blue to let me know in Discord if Fluffy tries to do it. There I can catch him red-pawed.