I wasn’t really planning to make a blog post today (and I was going to get to work in Unity to fix what it did to my work), but there’s some breaking news that happened when I booted up my computer and got on Discord.
At 7:34am my time (when I was asleep), Wufy (now known as ‘A Careless Wolf’) posted a lengthy goodbye message in Kovo’s Discord;
Message for most of everyone in this group, the wufy that you known as changed and decided that there’s no point for me to care in life anymore, every bit of hope that I had left as disappeared and nothing is gonna fix this. Ive officially became crazy and the monster that i was keeping inside of me is now free and for who ever decides to message me will end up being ignored (because its the only thing im good at anyway) and if you persist to try, I will let my beast taking charge of you and trust, you’re not gonna like me after this. So for safety measure, i decided to leave and delete every contact that i have with everyone and for the love of god, do not talk to frost about this (because rumors goes crazy fast around here) because he already know whats going on… so it was fun playing with you guys and girl but enough is enough…
The HELL?! Didn’t he tell me he was dealing with this before?? ..*facepalm* I TOLD him to come to me if he wanted to talk!! But, going by the message, talking isn’t going to
help. It seems this is just like what possibly happened to Creepery; his feelings overwhelmed him, taking over him.
This, really upsets me. It makes me feel I failed him as a friend, but in reality.. there was nothing I could’ve done for him. Just like Creepery, I can’t come to him IRL and take him away from all the shit that’s going through his mind. I’ve given him as much as I possibly can, and I wish I could had given him more. And, I can’t.
But, this is his decision, and I’m pretty sure I know what happened. I don’t think it was Wufy’s doing (as he said he was going to try his damnest to change). I think Frost eventually came to him and told him his true feelings. Wufy tried to counter it, but to no avail. Now he feels he can’t do anything right, that he has nothing to live for. And I wonder if Frost feels the same way, if what Wufy said to me was true (that Frost has suicidal tendencies).
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Well, I’m leaving my door open for either one of them to come up to me, if they wish to talk to someone they can trust. If not, then that’s their decision.
It hurts when you can’t help a really good friend. But again, this is the way they wanted to handle it. The thing is, Frost never wanted this to be leaked out in public (and he’s still upset at Kovo for doing so). So that’s why Wufy did what he did, to tell anyone who unfortunately knows about the two (like myself and Kovo).
Gonna miss you, dude. And I’m sure Scooby’s going to miss you the most.
I wish Wuffer would leave the Discord.. to get out of my sight (if he won’t tell me why he left me).