Since I was temp banned for a week and a day from the BB Discord server, I felt nothing but bitterness of the BB Discord. Even though it happened quite a long time ago, I still feel the pain of what I went through.
But I’ve finally had my eyes open to the truth (and might finally have closure). It wasn’t a conspiracy of the mods. It wasn’t how I ‘knew too much’ and had to be ‘taken out of the picture’. I was fucked by Ashi, who seriously needs to burn in hell.
How this started, is Charms asked me if I wanted an invite to one of these servers who do evidence on Creepery’s actions. Since I don’t want to be involved in this shit, I tried to decline the offer in such a way that he wouldn’t see I’m trying to avoid this.
This changed the conversation to why I became bitter. And he was actually surprised, saying I was the first to confirm that I left because of the drama. Odd. Why would I be the first?
Later that evening (after thinking a restart of my computer should help with the freezing of using VR), he talks to me again. This one is about the ban, with him saying he’s the only one that investigated and had proof I didn’t do what I was accused of.
He also added the other mods had no idea about this, and this came out of the blue.. which explains why they didn’t apologize. Because, it wasn’t their fault. The ban wasn’t done in a standard democratic way. There was no plot against me. It was made swiftly of what John said.
So even the whole “I wish they remembered I wouldn’t do something like this”, they didn’t even know I was banned in the first place (which is why it took so long). All the hate I had on the mods, was unjustified. That’s why they didn’t apologize. Infact, I should be apologizing to them.
The one that was pulling the strings, was Ashi. It wasn’t even intentional. He’s just crazy, who has no problem letting his ‘friends’ burn to keep the heat off of him.
When he dies, I hope there’s a special place in hell for him. To think I actually felt remorse for that backstabbing asshole.
No more. He will forever be on my shitlist. But as for the rest of the spin-off communities, I still prefer to not be a part of them.