Dragon obsession maybe coming to a close

I was playing Sven-Coop with angry and some people on the server. Killing things. Getting killed. Watching angry do his admin things.
Until… a vote popped up about “Is DragonHead really a dragon?”. I know I should’ve said something like ‘Wtf guys! Are you trying to make my obsession go out of control??’, but I didn’t. And as time went on, it grew until I couldn’t hold it in anylonger. And then I fired up Winamp, played DragonForce, and started talking in ancient dragon tounge.
Though it seemed they actually enjoyed it, angry on the other hand had means to stop me. And as I kept it up, he gagged me and I couldn’t talk. After he said to stop, people started laughing. I knew I had to get out of there ASAP and did. I talked to him of my reasons for leaving, and how I couldn’t stop it.
Soon, I found out what I knew, but feared would come out of his mouth. That he’s getting tired of it.

Some time passed after that. Though I was speechless, I knew I had to think of something. Something to finally stop this thing once and for all. Then I had a plan. To remove everything dragon from my life. From Wurm, to the site.
With no more… references, I would be free of my obsession’s curse. But it is easier said than done. First, the name ‘DragonHead’ will have to die and be changed back to ‘Benie’. 2nd, remove my avatar and get something non-dragon’ish. 3rd, go in Wurm and delete ‘Dragonhead’ and get ‘Dragonhead’s Lair’ disbanded, and replaced with ‘Benie’s Homestead’.
4th and final… the site. I must get a new contraption site name, such as ‘beniescontraptions.com’, and remove the other.

The most painful/time consuming, Wurm. Since I got that char really high up in skills and it would really urk me if I have to go all the way back to square one. Maybe I’ll just keep it and create an alt, called ‘bennie'(or something like that if it’s taken). He will have control of the HS.
Or, just have the new homestead name, but keep Dragonhead. But… do my best to not think about… youknowwhat. The fact boats can be renamed will be a win for me.

The most costly, the site. I spent $50 on dragoncontraptions.com. And angry won’t like having to change everything from it to beniescontraptions.com. He’s put alot of work with scripts and stuff, and I hate to see it all go to waste.

This is the ONLY way I’m sure I will finally rid myself of this obsession. And I feel like I NEED to, to stay a friend with angry. Not only for that, but for my own mental health.

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Building continues

Since angry and Gop “moved” to my homestead, today has been boring but busy.

I logged into Wurm today and saw my neighbor online. Quickly ran up the road to his house and asked for my tools back, which he promptly gave me. Being a good neighbor, I helped him make some nails and removed pavement.
I then went home and continued making 78 planks for the fences. As I worked, the Event showed Neveron is finally disbanded. I told angry. Later on he popped up and walked towards it.
Then I got some good news from my neighbor. He roofed his house, which gave me my “Plan building” option back. Finally I planned my 3×3.
Now I gotta build planks for that as well. 260. Ugh… a homestead owner’s work is never done.

Currently, I have 5 out of the 12 walls to do. I know I have plenty more planks to make.

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A sad day, turned happy

A bad day, followed by a sad day. All I could think of as I sawed 114 planks for the Cart Garage, was angry. I told him that I believe it was the server and I would try to help him.
Later on, he PMs me in Steam saying I was wrong. I tried to figure out what’s fucking with him, and soon I found out… that we screwed everything up.
Basically, when angry founded Neveron, he got in trouble with Randnar. Now he’s willing to make things right by disbanding Neveron. And the fact, it should’ve just been me, him, and Gop. No one else. Now I’m on my own again, he feels he made a grave mistake by founding.
So I’m over at a disbanding Neveron, packing everything up that is his. He told me that with the money from the deed and other money, he will give me a village deed, and told me to watch Elysium. That when all the writs rot away, claim it. That way, me, him, and Gop can finally live on our own again.

Though I hate to put a dent in angry’s plans, I’m out of food yet again.
Later on that day after angry gave me some much-needed meals, I finally decided to investigate that forge I kept seeing to the South of my homestead. Got to it, examined, and saw it has a whopping 74 QL on it!
I… SCORED! 😀
Slowly I pushed the forge back to my homestead, inch by inch. Through the rain and the snow, and the blizzards and the tornadoes and the… ok that’s enough! All it did was rain.

Once I finally got the forge in position, it was time to play some Sven-Coop.

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Dragon theories

(Originally posted from my Personal Blog)

Wow has it been awhile since I posted in THIS blog. Been playing Wurm alot and not really updating this.
Anyway, I was about to eat when I noticed something on The History Channel… about Dragons. 😀
I was pretty sure I’ve seen this a year ago(and I did) but it’s still awesome to watch. It talks about the 3 kinds of dragons obviously; Western, Eastern, Americas(Americas meaning Central America and what is the USA now). I missed the part where they where talking about the Western dragons unfortunately(about how some Western dragons are blamed for holding a damsel in distress captive in a tower), but got the part of the Americas and the Eastern dragons.
Near the end, they talk about how science has pretty much proven dragons never existed. However, cultures of all 3 dragon kinds don’t want to believe it — particularly the Eastern dragons of China. Due to the fact the Eastern dragon is their god, and they aren’t about to change that.

They also talk about the art of dragonslaying, which puts a theory into my head. Actually two theories, one being what archeologists thought where dragon bones, but turned out to be dinosaurs.
And the theory I, kinda agree to(in ways I don’t wanna), of if dragons ever flew the skies of the past, shows that dragons are truly nothing BUT figments of our imagination. Other words, myths. How the ferocious and bad breath of the Tiger, the gracefulness and talons of the Eagle, and the length with the wedged head of a snake, became the image of a dragon. Our own bad dreams became the dragon, and other stuff.
People also believe of a “Dragon World”, JUST like myself, where dragons can come into our world and leave whenever they please, to terrorize us humans. It kinda explains how there’s no traces that dragons ever existed in our world. Because they where born and raised in their world.

Anyway, back to that theory I had about dragonslaying. How humans feared dragons and tried to slay them. Was it for fear? Or something the dragons did to piss off the humans?
The 1st thing I believe is true, which goes over the dragon world theory. Dragons(the evil ones) where never a menace in the first place. However humans feared them and started slaying, which pissed off the dragons.
Which also might explain the theory of what DragonForce sings about. The more you hear it, they aren’t singing about dragons at all, but humans with weapons, slaying dragons(or another kind of evil needing to be defeated). Why? Through fear.

Another theory to discuss, this one about Eastern dragons. They claim if you where born in the year of the dragon, you are destined for success. Now this MAY be true, but I haven’t seen it yet. I’m not chinese but I was born in the year of the dragon. And I haven’t really seen any success coming my way. Mainly in Wurm. But I guess you have to go for that success; it won’t come to you.

But, this is just a few of probley THOUSANDS of theories of dragons. And all of these theories will never be proven, since there is NO evidence dragons ever existed.
One of the coolest parts of the show was when they showed the American Southwest, with a HUGE shadow moving over the landscape. It’s supposed to represent if dragons still exist to this very day.

There where also “OMG kids are watching this!” parts, one in particular was when the computer-generated dragon lands on a cliff, staring at dinosaurs walking away. You can clearly see it’s a male. I rather not go into details, but that’s proof enough. I really didn’t need to see that. :-/

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A bad day

Day 3, and building of my new idea has slowed. Due to 2 people. Angry, for having my hatchet, and that guy, for having my chisel, pelt, and hammer.
I thought I was pretty much shit outa luck. But I needed my hatchet more than anything with all the felled trees around. I still was able to do the fence foundations for my HS, including the gates. My current house is in the way of the last foundation though, but it will be removed once my new house is finally planned and roofed.
I spent the day trying to get ahold of angry. But all he did was ignore me and play Gmod. I knew the only way to get ahold of him is get on the same server he’s in. And after some time downloading a new map, and a few files, I got in and PMed angry in there. Again, more ignoring.
I didn’t know what the fuck he was trying to do but it was pissing me off. When angry finally spoke, but not to me, I yelled out in chat to stop ignoring me. All I did was kinda piss a few people off. More PM’s with no effect… and I about had it with him, threatening to defriend him if he doesn’t speak. And finally he did.
All he told me was to leave him alone, but I needed my hatchet! Soon I was able to get threw to him, and he tried to get in but couldn’t. Then Gmod crashed and he tried it again, then he got in. I had to walk to Neveron where he finally gave me my hatchet back.
I was about to ask if I could borrow his chisel and hammer, but he had to tend his field, but to see two of his Oat fields ruined. He then pretty much started to whine about…something bothering him. So much he couldn’t tell me.
I’m guessing(and probley 100% sure this is what’s bothering him) it has to do with that server he wanted, due to the fact that he’s back in Gmod, he feels like killing himself because he used the money on the deed.

Still, he re-planned the 1×2 for me and gave me the writ, and questioned why I didn’t use his idea. I told him I wanted a realistic driveway. Alittle later he left. I then went to work making nails for the new cart garage, got that done, and roofed it. And after mining some iron ore I made nails for my new house.
And that’s what happened today.

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A gift for you

It’s about time this I offered a gift to you guys, in the form of pics of my homestead as it currently looks.

Angry has already did this for Neveron on his blog, and it’s about time I do as well. So…

First picture is what the homestead will look like once it’s completed, done in Mapper. I got this map numbered to show you some key points;

1. Benie’s House. A 3×3 wooden house.

2. Cart Garage(1×2). Like a garage to store your car, but for carts. Will be useful once I’m ready to build another rowboat.

3. The future pier for my rowboat. Not yet built.

4. Former site of my house. Soon to be removed and repaved over with cobblestone.

5. Red arrow showing the direction for North.

The other arrows show tile direction. The cobblestone is Infinity Highway.
I couldn’t get a coffin icon so I had to go with a large chest.

And now, the ingame pictures. These where taken at sunset after the Solar Eclipse.
(ingame homestead pictures link here)
Enjoy!

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Terraforming trouble / New neighbor

Day 2 of my new HS. I’ve started my new project last night that I mentioned in the bottom of my previous post. Today, I found angry ingame, but AFK. I went back to work on my project.
During this time, a person popped up infront of my house’s door. His name is “Anosora”. Thinking he was a trespasser or a lost n00b, I said hi and if I could help him. He standed there for 5 minutes, then walked back and forth on the road, looking at my token, more walking, then turned and stared at me.
Finally he speaks, saying “I’m back”. So I thought he was a returning player.. but he seemed lost. Once again I asked if he wanted help. 5 minutes later the guy asks me to make him some nails for a house.
My WTF meter started to rise. Starting to think he was a griever, but I asked where is he planning. He lead me up to Infinity where he was planning a pretty large house(a 4×3) right in the middle of it, where the token used to be.
I thought “Meh.. a neighbor”, then heard him say that angry helped him plan it. At the time I didn’t know how he planned it or asked, but I went with it. I questioned if he meant the angry I know in such a way and he said yes.
The guy asked if he could use my forge. Though I was alittle hesitant, I said yes. Then headed back and gave him access to the mines. Soon, angry came on and freaked at the mess of dirt I made. He then help me do the path. I then tried to plan the house and couldn’t. Couldn’t figure out why, so I had to let angry plan it and he gave me the writ.

Soon it’s time to tackle my 3×3 floorplan. Seeing how I was hitting rock on the upper left corner of my Cart Garage idea, I thought to maybe lower the entire floorplan of the house to 20 dirts above sea level.
Angry still had my cart at this time, and then decided to take the longest AFK he’s ever done(4+ hours), while holding onto my cart. I had to hand-haul the dirt to piles. It was a tiring, frustrating process.
During this, I happened to glance at my compass, and see it was renamed to “I used your acct, Ben.”. Trying to think of why he did, it finally came to me. Why I couldn’t plan a house anymore. Because he used my account to plan that guy’s house(it should’ve came to mind that a non-prem can’t plan no bigger than a 2×3). And now he has my cart.
A few hours passed as the guy complained about how slow my forge is taking to smelt the ore he put in it, and I ran into a design flaw. Once again, the upper left corner of the floorplan, “You hit rock.”. Trying to think of how to smooth this out, I calculated it would be as high as 42 dirts.
I thought the plan was ruined. Looking at other options, I decided to plan on a 2×3 instead.
Some time later after finally finishing the 2×3, angry comes back but goes AFK again. I then look over at the tile I had trouble with and examined the slope there. Seeing it was 17 instead of 23, I pull out my calculator and play with numbers, getting an answer of 37, finding out I miscalculated. It was not 42. This will work and I won’t be stuck with a 2×3.

As this was happening(with angry still AFK with my cart), the guy asks where he can find clay to make a forge of his own. I lead him there and walk back home, not knowing he still has some of my tools(pelt, chisel, and hammer) before he decides to log off and tells me he’ll be on tomorrow.
Fortunately he didn’t take all the lumps angry has in my forge. And I don’t really need those tools to build stuff at that time.
Dirt dropping continued for an hour after that. And as I dig away a mistake I made of adding too much dirt, my Combat tab goes active. I freak out and turn around to see who’s attacking…then see something..something BIG. A Young champion black bear! “Oh…. SHIT!!!!” I said and dumped the dirt I had, running as fast as my legs can go as my guards held the bear off for me to escape. I knew the bear would be killing angry next. But in a way would be a good thing because I’ll get my cart back.
I then slowly walk back to find the bear standing in the wall plan of my Cart Garage, with angry still alive! The bear is also (Bleeding). 5 minutes later, the bear turns toward angry…. but walks right past him and into the woods! Angry saw it but didn’t say anything, then goes over to my house with my cart and goes AFK for a 3rd time.
He then finally speaks about why isn’t something working and logs off, giving me control of my cart again. But I can’t do anything until that bear completely leaves. Soon 1 of my 2 guards respawns but the bear is out of my deed border. I wait for the 2nd guard, thinking maybe if they tank it, I could get in and help kill the fucker. The bear acts like he’s getting closer, then about 5 minutes later, heads south and leaves my visual. And about a half an hour later as I’m working, the 2nd guard respawns.

And soon, with some help from angry in smoothing the ramp to the floorplan, I finally finish it!
I then ask angry to plan the new 3×3 house after removing the 1×2 he planned before so he could. He tries, but fails. Seeing this failure I tell him to remove the plan, but he refuses, plans the house, and then goes AFK.
My temper goes through the roof and I tell him that I’m going to tell a GM that you are grieving and get you banned. 6 minutes later he removes it and tells me he was just fixing something in the microwave, then heads home, logging off shortly after.

It took from then, to the time of writing this to realize angry would never do something like that to me. He was just playing along to see me yell at him. But seriously, I’m getting tired of that shit.
However, it was still wrong of me to threaten him like that. And I am sorry. But I don’t know if he’s going to accept my apology this time.

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There’s work to be done / A new plan

Indeed there was. And we did alot of that stuff today for my new homestead. From building the house to fixing the road… actually, I did most of it. Angry did help by making bricks and building the house, but he was pretty tired and even fell asleep on his desk. I had to get his mother to wake him up and get him to bed.
I have built the house, fixed the road, made a forge and a coffin, got my stuff out of Neveron, and added a few fences to mark the deed boundary. And I got more to do. Such as do the fence, and make two mine doors.

Unfortunately… I’m out of food. So I can’t do shit until angry gets back.

But, am I happy about the move? Well.. sorta. It’s a nice place and all, but the house isn’t exactly where I want it. Seriously, who would want to live in the middle of the road? I wish angry let me plan this though. I wish I stuck with my old Log Cabin wants, but with the road there it’s pretty hard to.
But I do have an idea to fix this. I am forgetting I own this place, and this is my plan..

I’m going to combine Wurm and TS2’s building powers in one.
First, I will tear down my old house, go up the hill and flatten the middle of it. Plop a 3×3 house down there, name it “Benie’s House”. For the floor, I’ll have floorboards. Make a little 1-lane Gravel road leading to Infinity Highway, and build a 1×2 house on the right of the house, 1 tile off, and call it “Cart Garage” to put my cart in. And for that road, make it Cobblestone and then two Stone slabs in the garage.
I would really be living then… TS2 style, but in Wurm. But like I said, I can’t do anything until angry helps me out with food.

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A new life next to Bearback Lake

An eventless day, turning into an eventful night. Yesterday was a ho hum day with angry not on.
Several hours later, I’m talking to Shawn about two people like me and angry, asking him what would he do in such an event. He said that friend one (myself) needs to go on and plan the house to show friend two (angry) that I’m serious about moving.
And after the server went down for maintenance for a few “bug fixes”(nothing that fixes boats, except being able to rename them), I did just that. There was a bay calling my name that’s East of NH. Halfway from it on my sailboat, angry finally logs in and asks where I am. I tell him I’m land hunting(aka, looking for another place to live). It begins to get kinda ugly when angry tries to talk me into just living by Bearback Lake.

But finally, I get that support I was looking for, with him saying he’ll help me with this and that. He claims the only thing he was against was me living far away. Well now I won’t have to.
After we tried locating the SS Neveron that angry lost, he showed me a perfect place right on the shoreline. After looking at it, I said 3 last words in /village… “Bye bye Neveron”, and boom. ‘Dragonhead’s Lair’ is born. (soon though that will be changed to ‘Benie’s Homestead’)
Angry helped me flatten the ground for my house and added a road to the mines to the Northeast. Behind the house is a small hill. I don’t really know what I’m going to do with it right now, but I will be adding a fence around my deed border.

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Dragonhead – The cowardly dragon

(Originally posted in my Wurm Blog)

When it comes to Wurm, I like pretending I’m a dragon in it. But dragons like to fight and I’m not a fighter. Since I have a dragon spirit inside of me, how come it doesn’t make me wanna perfect my fighting skills?
When hostiles approach me, what do I do? Do I stand and fight like a true dragon? … no. I run like a yellow-bellied coward. It feels embarrassing. But I can’t help it.
How can I call myself a dragon when I don’t fight like one? Sometimes I wish I was still obsessed with TAB, then I could say I run away and hide like a beaver when danger comes, which I do.

Yesterday, when me and angry where heading to Bearcatraz, MD and others where going south towards Mystery Glade to battle 8-legged freaks in a mine. Did I decide to go with them? Hell no.
The battle down there was fierce, but victorious with the spiders defeated. MD sadly fell in that battle, and Drago was going to join them but overslept.
You can read about the whole thing written by Gurubear on the Wurm Online homepage.
Anyway, I wish I had my fight skill high and had good gear, so I could’ve joined them. Alas, I don’t. I’m pretty much a wimp.

When I headed home from our trip, two scorps waited to claw my tail off, but I got away quickly. I may not be a fierce fighter, but I’m one the fastest runners. I can almost outrun any hostile that chases me, except for bears and trolls.
I guess I could safely say, not all dragons are born to fight, be it evil or good. I just would like to meet another coward like myself that runs from danger instead of into it.
When it comes to fighting, I only fight when I know I can win the battle. Fighting can take on many forms, and usually the ‘fighting’ I do, is determination. The “When I want something badly I don’t give up until I get it!” fighting I do.

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