This blog post will probley be huge, as there’s alot on my mind.
What is a blog, actually? Is it a site where you can say your thoughts of what’s troubling you and watch the comments come in of either spam or bad comments?
I’ve seen seeing alot of this on my Dragon blog, which I’m not surprised. Since there is quite alot of people that would laugh at my, obsession. As for that, I have it under control for now. Why I haven’t really been posting about dragons.
Anyway, this post is about my latest thoughts. The first, is Wurm. Now I normally keep all Wurm posts in the Wurm blog, but this one is just about how frustrating this game is when it comes to trying to make where I live more beautiful.
I can handle square houses that look like I’m living in a shack. I can handle the lack of interior rooms. I can even handle not seeing multi-story houses in my lifetime.
But one thing, I hate so much that always seems to kill my fun, is… chairs. Those fucking, useless, un-sittable chairs! They always…ALWAYS kill my plans.
I like striving for realism when I’m building something. And it pisses me off the fact we can’t have sittable chairs. Angry says that all Rolf has to do is to use the ‘sitting’ code from the boats to allow this. You’re still not actually SITTING.
Which goes back to WoW… well, thinking about it. I know I made a ‘promise’ to never go back, in hopes it would remove my dragon obsession. But…geh! Maybe I can still go back without getting WoTLK.
But why… why do I want to go back? Why do I want to go back after all of these months? Probably, because of Wurm. The fact I ‘can’t have what I want’, I’m pretty much bored and trying to find alternatives to Wurm.
But, challenges still face me of wanting to go back. 1, WoTLK is heavily based around dragons(which I’m trying to stay away from). And 2, addons. Where am…how am… where will I find the same addons I used before? Addons like Soundtrack and others.
In a way, I feel like I’m punishing myself for not going back because of, dragons. Why can’t my brain just, not be obsessed, but still be immersed?
I saw a video today about ‘the first ever Level 80, banned’, for using his Guild to blaze through a single instance, over and over to level up. In this video, I saw what I think to be red dragons(evil ones), and them having to be slaughtered. Why does my brain wanna feel sorry for those pixelated dragons, of them being slaughtered? When before in WoW, I was having fun slaughtering dragon whelps, and teasing drakes.
Has Wurm changed me that much to show compassion for something that doesn’t exist in real life? WoW showed me that all dragons are evil, human-eating killers that must be slain. But I guess the thing about dragons in WoW that separates them from Wurm, is the fact they can respawn.
Dragons in Wurm, if they die, they’re gone forever. Or until Rolf decides to bring them back.
I need help… badly. 🙁