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For a Friday (remembering Rocket saying last Friday was the final BB meeting), I thought it was going to be just a normal day. Infact I tried to sleep infront of my computer (from boredom, and feeling pissed that I still failed to help with the final boss).
Sometime later, I said to myself “Enough sleeping my life away, I’m going to try to solo those horror maps!” And started with HDS Big Sister’s Dungeon (being the first in the Huggi Dungeon Series).
As I was solving the multi door puzzle, Klaus asks me to come into Creepery’s world for some reason. Ugh, why Klaus? This better be important, bud. Accepted his request and went there.
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He told me of a meeting about to start. A meeting, for the AUFF? So why is it here in Creepery’s world? I decided to go with it instead of ask questions, while also a bit nervous as I’m standing on stage with him and a few others (as he never DM’d me in Discord and said this, nor was I told what I need to talk about).
Instead, it was the shortest meeting that I remember. Also, because Creepery and Klaus are allied with eachother, they apparently do their own meetings at the same time. I was asked if I had anything to say, but said no.
There’s actually one thing I should had said, and that’s about this ‘script kiddie’ that tried to ‘prove his worth’ to Klaus a few days ago, and how Klaus told me that he was thinking about locking the AUFF Discord server similar to how the BB Discord did to keep Ashi out. But he hasn’t done anything about it. So, that’s why I didn’t say it.
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So now we’re preparing to do a full scale raid against Uganda, Klaus telling everyone to get a Best Boi with a weapon. Still have Red Boi with his walking stick, so he’s all set.
Then the raid is on, and we’re pretending to ‘kill’ the Ugandan Knuckle menace. As the battle raged on, myself and several others took the boat portal to the big island (with that house). I was the first to be there, yelling “DIE UGANDANS!!”.. just hoping they would play along, but all they did was talk infront of the mirror. Then the others showed up and we started attacking them. But instead of them screaming for their lives, one’s all “just ignore them”. And of course, that killed the mood for me. But we managed to get someone extremely annoyed at us. Yay. Thought any second this person was going to start reporting us for harassment when the ghost Uganda stopped moving.
…Why are we doing this!? They aren’t doing anything wrong! And this has been stuck in my mindset ever since.
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Back at spawn (after eventually driving them off), we tried to board this weird shaped plane where the cockpit has a portal. Some of us (including myself) managed to figure out how to get up there. Before us was a parkour course. Tried it once.. and it’s next to impassible. The platforms are at the same level as the platform we’re standing on. The only ones able to do it, seen to be the ones that have somehow hacked gravity in their SDK (or something) and are able to float.
As I’m standing on the platform (with ten others), a Wakuganda shows up. With that ‘Best Boi hunting party’ thing still going on, I point my walking stick at it and say “Stay back, Wakuganda!” A few seconds after that, I hear someone say “…did someone say ‘stay back’??”
*deep sighs*
Five minute pass after that highly embarrassing moment, then one of the fighters shows up telling us that the raid was ‘successful’. Yeeeah, right. Whatever. I’m just glad this stupid thing is over. Because if this is going to be a requirement to keep my mod job..
“Fuck this shit, I’m out!”

Went back to Creepery’s world, where Klaus was congratulating all of us on a ‘victory’ over the Ugandans, driving most of them out of the world. I still wonder if this will eventually bite us in the ass, being reminded (with Klaus telling a member about AUFF’s history) that Kibble had signed a PEACE AGREEMENT with them.. yet we’re breaking it by raiding them again (and they did NOTHING to warrant it).
If they started annoying others again with their clucking, then yes! And why are we after the Ugandans anyway? Shouldn’t we be taking the fight to this ‘Best Boi hunting party’?
So many questions…
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I did eventually get back to soloing Big Sister’s Dungeon (not fully though, Klaus wanted to call me and several others. I swear the guy is lonely and needs his Social bar raised a lot). But before that, I spent.. two hours trying to decipher the message at the spawn area. Now I see why it took Sir.Rivers so long to do.

Yesterday, I have co-oped with a friend to complete what is known as the scariest VRChat world ever created. The acting and voices, were.. wow. The creator fucking nailed it. It’s like these guys are professional actors. Even the animations, were beautiful. You swear this was in another game, but no. And what’s the scariest part, is the actors in this world know of the players’ existence (and break the 4th wall a lot). They also expect you to not be soloing the world (though it’s possible, it also ruins it if you don’t have friends).

It starts off like any other horror map; slowly building up the tension. But for Desktop users (like myself and my friend), the early jumpscares weren’t really that bad. But, there’s one part where you have 2 minutes and 30 seconds to solve a puzzle.. or the world is destroyed and you have to create a brand new instance.
Watching a few YouTubers fail the first time, made our first attempt a lot less of that ‘wow, fuck this world, that shit was demoralizing as FUCK!’ feeling. They too didn’t know what the fuck to do, but on the second attempt, it finally became clear what the answer was. And after you pass this, thankfully you don’t have to go through that again.
The later half of this world, is when Big Brother spices things up and uses a typical human beings’ fears against you. And fuck, did it work on me. I wanted to get the fuck out of that world!
There was this one part, where my friend went in one door and went in the other, and both of us had to get out, attempting to face our fear of the unknown. The room shaking as you approach, a creepy person slowly turning around to face you, and then screaming at you (while running towards you).
NOPE!! NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE!!! And I could imagine for VR, it would be a living nightmare (to the point they’ll probably throw their $400+ headset off). That’s the real challenge right there.
But one of the scariest parts (where I remember screaming bloody murder) is seeing something on the floor, then walking down a corridor.. turning around and seeing the thing behind me. Then suddenly it comes running at me and I get jumpscared. Fuuuuuuck that was scary.
I’m not doing this world again. 😛 Though it also had mentioned in the end, that changes have happened to a few of the main public worlds and to not go to them (similar to the whole ‘Mister Whiskers’ event).
Though, checking these mentioned worlds, I saw nothing. But maybe it’ll happen at a later date?

It seems, for the first time since I joined VRChat, that my words actually carry weight. Infact, Klaus was close to closing down the AUFF because of what I had said last night (he actually saw the proof).
After going over how I felt and stuff, I told him that I wasn’t going to leave the AUFF; that all I wanted was to see more activity. I also learned that Creepery’s community, isn’t as massive as I thought. Infact it’s as dead as ours.
That is highly surprising. The way they were acting around him, you would think they would be “all hall King Creepery!!” And I would turn around and be all “he doesn’t really need me anymore”.

Apparently, I was wrong and actually should had spoke up to him. He’s also worried about the AUFF getting too big, and being more popular. And Klaus was worried the same thing with Creepery’s community.
I could say “let’s just combine both communities into one”… but that would solve nothing. It would only make things worse. Instead, let’s just make the AUFF a more viable alternative to the BB Discord server. And Klaus’ answer was to add a bunch of Discord bots (which so far is boosting morale).
The only thing I worry about, is if Klaus makes me the head mod as a way to thank me. No, thank you. I don’t want that level of responsibility.

Creepery has been my best friend since I met him. But since yesterday… I’m having one of those ‘oh woe is me, everything is changing around me, I hate this game’ moments, where I wallow in my own self pity. *sighs* And also discovering I can’t even run Windows Mixed Reality on my POS computer, didn’t help my mood.

Most of the day went to trying to make a Best Boi for Sir.Rivers to download as a .unitypackage when I was done with it (and I would get the Dutchie after it). But given my edit of the previous post, this is (thankfully) no longer needed.
After seeing Rivers’ eye beams working, we hung out in a few worlds. He got bored and asked if any of my other friends were on, and I saw Creepery in his world. Decided to pay him a visit.. and I really wish I didn’t (as it really sucked my enjoyment of this game, out of me). Brought Rivers with me, though.
Crowd of Best Bois around Creepery, as he’s talking about changes coming to his world. This isn’t the part that demoralized me. It was sometime after he decided to show his ‘secret’ snow biome. It looks quite nice, but clearly it needs work (and he knows about it).
He then respawned to bring another friend of his, while we explored the rest of this twisty snow biome.
Checking out this giant billboard that said “Please pardon our Best Boi mess” (rolled my eyes at that part). Ahh, Creepery. With your thoughts of a community being a ‘family’. BLEH! All you guys are, are a bunch of people I met on the internet! That’s all! There is no fucking ‘family’ crap!
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Digressing aside, Creepery showed up with that friend. They stayed in a circle (while I stayed outside). And he’s all “I will do everything in my power to make sure the drama doesn’t happen again”. Taking about Kibble, and how “the king has left, so I’ll become the new king”. Even said that someone’s going to be doing a king avatar for him.
That… was enough for my ears. The very thought of ‘King Creepery’, even though he’s my friend.. I am NOT going to bow down to you! And it looked like the group were kissing his ass, and one saying “we need more people like you”. Looking at this from another perspective, it makes me wonder why Creepery is even a mod of the AUFF (and should be part of the AUFF alliance). Can he really handle moderating one community, and running the other? Seriously?
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He talked about how inactive the BB mods were, which I agree (but didn’t want to speak), and he feels if they’re AFK for two weeks.. kick them. Only TWO WEEKS?! The MRT Server will allow you to be AFK for a MONTH without having to report in (and they do WorldEdits and shit)! I seriously wanted to say something, but I.. didn’t. I felt, why bother? I’m not going to be part of his community anyway (as he’s bringing those stupid laggy-ass meetings back).
Creepery just isn’t seeing what I saw, of why Kibble wants to shut the server down. He was sick of the drama, he couldn’t trust anyone (because we’re all children), and didn’t want to be a part of it anymore.
Creepery is ignoring this, seeing it as ‘weakness’ (just like Jrock). It probably is, and that’s why I wanted to walk away (and hide) from this conversation. I’m glad you want to keep the Best Boi name alive… but it’s pretty much over for me. The caring in me, died a LONG time ago dude. I’m literally like Kibble right now. If this means I’m weak.. so be it.
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I even said (in this blog), that I didn’t even want to be a part of another community. I always make myself look bad in them, with how fucking childish my brain is (just like the Hyena Discord server, of leaving my clan all because they wanted to do changes to RP that I didn’t like.. and made an ass of myself there as well, with even Darn telling me to stop).

I don’t belong in a community, period. And the only reason I’m staying with the AUFF,
is.. I’ve already said the reason. And even with that, I don’t see this community lasting that long. Not because of what Rocket said about the vote, but.. the place is rather dead (as in, only a few people post, compared to Creepery’s happy community). I don’t even have to be a part of it, to see the constant messages from his community when he’s sharing his screen with me.
Why am I a mod for a dead as a doornail community? We have 100+ members, but hardly anyone talks. Even the people that I’ve ranked up to the ‘AUFF Recruits’ rank, hardly any of them thank me for greeting them. Surely Creepery is seeing this, yet doesn’t want to say anything to me.
I hope Klaus doesn’t do what Creepery does (by acting like the AUFF is ‘one big happy family’ (of Knuckles murderers). I just wish the community was more active.
What’s the point of watching a chat that hardly moves?

I don’t know what the future holds (and/or if I ever (in my pathetic lifetime) get a system that can support VR), but if/when I do leave the AUFF (and never join another unofficial community for as long as I live), that Klaus will accept my decision.

Yesterday was quite busy for me in VRChat, even somewhat soloing a quite hardcore-style horror map. There’s one part where you have to solve this puzzle as this guy slowly comes towards you. And if he gets you… the world is deleted, and you have to create a new instance (via portal) and start from the beginning.
That, is some genius world-making skill! Demoralizing.. but still genius!

Moving on, I had to help Creepery (as promised) with making a mirror that can be toggled with a button. This unfortunately had a lot of delays, but was able to give him instructions I wrote down for myself (incase I ever forgot how to do it).
Klaus also wanted my help with his avatar, but sadly I wasn’t able to (as I was too busy helping Creepery). And he managed to successfully get his toggable mirror. Yay!
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And then there’s a Dutchie that goes by the name of ‘Sir.Rivers’, who wanted to know how to do the eye beams that BenieTheDragon Boi has. But after what felt like 2-3 hours of debugging issues, he still couldn’t get it. And this, flabbergasts me that it won’t work, with what I see from his shared screen, is a carbon copy of the settings I use! So how in the fuck are they not working for him?! What the fuck did the devs DO to the fucking SDK!?

It just doesn’t make sense! So, I’ll give him my animation (so he can see if there’s anything that we might had overlooked), while at the same time.. I’m going to… UGH.. *grits teeth*… get. Kaelygon’s. Dutchie. *grumble*
Oh how low I’ll go to help a friend out. But, it’s the only way I’ll be able to efficiently help him (using the same model). Hell, it could be an issue with the model (as he said, that maybe Kael didn’t anticipate anyone would want to do eye beams).

Also, something I thought of while in bed. That giving him my animation, actually wouldn’t work (without him grabbing my model and all the accessories). Only way it’ll work, is I need to redo what I’ve done with the default Best Boi model. This way (he also plans to get the Best Boi model), the commands in the animation will be pointing exactly for both people.
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Speaking of that smug bastard, I actually decided to meet him (after seeing you know who in a world with a few of my friends), and he saw my model for the first time. He acted like he was.. impressed of the effort I put into it. Wow.
He also offered some free advice, of the wing claws (how I told him I tried to do a wing flap animation, and it wouldn’t work right). He said to weight paint them, and they should move with the wings. So I might try that one day. Don’t think it’s going to work, but I’ll try it.
Kael (and a friend of his), also were preforming pushups using my horns on my head as bars. Hilarious. Unfortunately I never took a picture of it.

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UPDATE: Rivers got his eye beams to work, by literally doing the reverse that I taught him.. wow. And the more I thought about it, I realized where I fucked up. I did indeed do it in reverse. So, piss!!
Still baffled me of why in the fuck I’m still being allowed to do it this ‘old way’ (when it doesn’t work anymore). Then a thought came to me. What if this is some sort of ‘legacy mode’, so it won’t break the animation? If so, that is quite awesome of them. 🙂
..But the best thing out of all of this? I don’t have to download the Dutchie!! WOOT!! I can stay as a 100% pure bred BenieTheDRAGON(not Dutchie) Boi! ..even if it means no firebreath. However, I did find a flamethrower weapon.. 😉
So since I can’t do firebreath, I have something that can.

We assembled on the ‘lag-free’ server, and I was pretty much ready for anything (while also standing by my AUFF community, to show my support).
Since I’m a mod, I really need to get an AUFF beret for my Boi’s (and have the AUFF logo on Red Boi’s backpack). Perhaps a WWII’ish American guard badge on my chest. Those would be good. 🙂

Anyway, so the meeting started. No one was allowed to stream it, as she wanted the ones that were here to be the only ones that know. But she explained later on, it was to show just how many still care for what’s left of the community.
Though everything was calm and peaceful. Rocket explained that ‘TrashyPaws’ is back, and is (surprise surprise) causing more drama. She warned us with our own communities, to watch out for him (to not befriend him, etc, etc). Yeah, I know the drill with ‘you know who’, and I’ll be damned if I let him taint the AUFF with his crap.
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And finally, the moment we’ve been waiting for (with the whole “going down in Best Boi history” thing), she wants to do a Best Boi music video, which would show others who aren’t familiar with them, to know what we were and how we survived (to the very end). She also reminded us that we were the first to sell merch of our community, in this game (yay for capitalism!.. lmao).
Another thing is, you can now freely post pictures of any kind in the BB Discord general chat now (of course, nothing NSFW).
And how to get into this aforementioned music video, is to send a DM to her that you’re interested. She also asked people who would be interested to gather around her, and a lot did (including my AUFF brothers). Though I hesitated, (because of how I still felt around her after that ‘conversation’ in that Discord group chat, how she claimed I didn’t care enough), but I decided to go over with them (again, to show my support for my new community.. not for the old one).
And that was pretty much it. I’m extremely glad it wasn’t anything to worry about, and it all worked out at the end.

Speaking of the plushie, I’ve received an update early this morning from Budsies, saying they’re now in the ‘quality control stages’ (probably to make sure there’s no loose seams, they’re all uniform, etc). And when they pass their inspection, they’ll be shipped to the backers.
No known delivery date (so this could possibly last through most of August, who knows). Still, I remain patient.