Yes it’s been awhile since I posted in the Wurm blog. Things have been… pretty slow lately. But lets get down to the nitty-gritty.
Eversince the “thing” that happened last night that I was sure that would make angry so mad he would want to defriend me… and in a way I felt it would be a good thing. Since he won’t have to deal with the pain I caused him with Neveron and stuff.
However, this wasn’t the case.. because he already knew I was going to say it.
I told him I didn’t want Bennie Bay. I just can’t handle living with others. I’m not a team player. Never was. And I don’t care that there isn’t an “I” in team.
I want to be able to do my own things. But always have help when I need it. I know that’s the wrong attitude to have, but I can’t help it.
As for the thread title, yesterday I went home and helped angry move some carts from Neveron to my HS. I stared at my failed idea of having some water in the deed. I then tried a few ideas in Mapper.
One idea was to raise the whole thing up in height, and make it like my old HS… but where would I get that much dirt? Plus, the hell I went though to get those other fences down would be too much.
The 2nd idea was to do an Oakvale-like idea, of having my house on a 3×3 island. That too failed.
All of my plans are failing because of that fucking hill. I thought, maybe, to live by the village but still have my HS. It was a rather stupid plan, but I HAVE to leave that damn lake. It’s just not working for me.
Eversince the failed idea with the water, I just felt like everything I do, fails. So, why do anything then? Why even help build the village? I’ll just fail at that too with my suggestions that angry keeps throwing out the window.
Anyway, since he hasn’t been doing his school homework since last week, he won’t be playing Wurm until he gets it all done. He said he would show me where I could live. But I have to wait until then.
He also gave me a to-do list I can do anytime, to help build the village for him. I thought “Sure. Why not?”, left my HS, got back on my Cog, and slowly made my way back to the village.
There is 3 “help me” requests on this list from angry. All wanting to help him push/pull an object to somewhere.