A question I’ve been asked about for several months now, but kept avoiding answering it. There was even a few.. from last year’s Friend-A-Long, telling me I missed the one that happened a month or two ago, and saying they “missed me”.
Well, it’s to be assumed, my deed is probably no more (with most of my stuff taken by looters), Uma has probably ran away or been taken by someone, my bison (in Xanadu) probably have starved to death, and I assume my boats (along with Angry’s) have decayed.. but I, well, I just don’t have interest paying for a game that has lost mine.
And funny, it ended the same way; getting bored/fed up with the grind after an Impalong. It was also getting bored with having to make more mats for a redesign I may not even care for.
Just so tired of having to log in, just to throw more money in the token. Tired of the
fact, grinding to watch numbers slowly go up to 99.99, is the core of Wurm’s gameplay. And it’s gotten to the point where exploration isn’t even fun anymore, worried about the fucking damage to my weapons and armor!!
This is not ‘fun’ to me. It takes an insane, almost psychotic mindset to see the ‘fun’ in this. I don’t fucking CARE if they “watch a movie while grinding”! I can’t do it. I have tried that.
It’s also the threat of dying to trolls, because I don’t have enough fucking Body Control to counter them! And THAT.. is a pain in the ASS to grind all by itself!!
Honestly, you saw my posts. You saw I was quickly losing interest. You folks knew eventually it would happen. Yes I did care about my stuff being stolen, but selling it would be more complicating.
Who knows, I might come back in another 5 or so years, like before. But the only reason I did was the memories I had with Angry. This time.. this time I don’t think it’ll be the case. I’ll probably reflect on this post by then (if I’m even still alive, as that’s always questionable with my health) and see what a mistake it’ll be to come back.