I think I’m starting to lose my mind. Sometimes in XM Radio, I hear songs that sound like they’re about the land and me keep wanting it.
Lyrics such as “I made a big mistake!”, “Maybe she’ll take me back!”, and recently, “No you don’t really want me. You just keep me hanging on”.
The 2nd song sings more about, how I lost the land, and why do I refuse to let it go and move on.
I have explained why. The work I put in it. And the view. But having a song sing about it kinda hurts.
Such as the part; “Go on. Get out. Get out of my life, and let me sleep at night.”. A land doesn’t really sleep, but it would say “so you can sleep at night”, as in to stop wanting it.
Also, “Why don’t you be a man about it, and set me free” is what hurts the worst. Even puts tears in my eyes. It’s directly stating to just, give up and move on.
But I can’t… I just….can’t. I love that land so much. Plus, I feel like there’s nowhere else to move on to. Since me and angry tried 4 months ago.