I was playing Sven-Coop with angry and some people on the server. Killing things. Getting killed. Watching angry do his admin things.
Until… a vote popped up about “Is DragonHead really a dragon?”. I know I should’ve said something like ‘Wtf guys! Are you trying to make my obsession go out of control??’, but I didn’t. And as time went on, it grew until I couldn’t hold it in anylonger. And then I fired up Winamp, played DragonForce, and started talking in ancient dragon tounge.
Though it seemed they actually enjoyed it, angry on the other hand had means to stop me. And as I kept it up, he gagged me and I couldn’t talk. After he said to stop, people started laughing. I knew I had to get out of there ASAP and did. I talked to him of my reasons for leaving, and how I couldn’t stop it.
Soon, I found out what I knew, but feared would come out of his mouth. That he’s getting tired of it.
Some time passed after that. Though I was speechless, I knew I had to think of something. Something to finally stop this thing once and for all. Then I had a plan. To remove everything dragon from my life. From Wurm, to the site.
With no more… references, I would be free of my obsession’s curse. But it is easier said than done. First, the name ‘DragonHead’ will have to die and be changed back to ‘Benie’. 2nd, remove my avatar and get something non-dragon’ish. 3rd, go in Wurm and delete ‘Dragonhead’ and get ‘Dragonhead’s Lair’ disbanded, and replaced with ‘Benie’s Homestead’.
4th and final… the site. I must get a new contraption site name, such as ‘beniescontraptions.com’, and remove the other.
The most painful/time consuming, Wurm. Since I got that char really high up in skills and it would really urk me if I have to go all the way back to square one. Maybe I’ll just keep it and create an alt, called ‘bennie'(or something like that if it’s taken). He will have control of the HS.
Or, just have the new homestead name, but keep Dragonhead. But… do my best to not think about… youknowwhat. The fact boats can be renamed will be a win for me.
The most costly, the site. I spent $50 on dragoncontraptions.com. And angry won’t like having to change everything from it to beniescontraptions.com. He’s put alot of work with scripts and stuff, and I hate to see it all go to waste.
This is the ONLY way I’m sure I will finally rid myself of this obsession. And I feel like I NEED to, to stay a friend with angry. Not only for that, but for my own mental health.