{"id":8655,"date":"2022-01-11T12:41:07","date_gmt":"2022-01-11T17:41:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/?p=8655"},"modified":"2022-01-11T18:57:15","modified_gmt":"2022-01-11T23:57:15","slug":"not-as-easy-as-he-thought-fluffys-still-around-why-murder-4-why-alexas-a-bitch-wheres-jero-hardware-talk-we-all-dislike-fluffy-youre-a-bootleg-blender","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/2022\/01\/11\/not-as-easy-as-he-thought-fluffys-still-around-why-murder-4-why-alexas-a-bitch-wheres-jero-hardware-talk-we-all-dislike-fluffy-youre-a-bootleg-blender\/","title":{"rendered":"Not as ‘easy’ as he thought \/ Fluffy’s still around \/ “Why Murder 4?! Why!?” \/ Alexa’s a bitch \/ “Where’s Jero?” \/ Hardware talk \/ We all dislike Fluffy \/ “You’re a bootleg Blender!”"},"content":{"rendered":"

Didn’t really expect so much to happen on a Monday night, but sure enough it did. Also made the ‘mistake’ of not taking of charging my trackers the priority of re-re-rewriting the day before’s shitstorm of dealing with Arvixe’s practices, and paid for it by them not getting done until nearly 11pm yesterday. However, in a way I’m glad I did.
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\nNot as ‘easy’ as he thought<\/strong><\/em>
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\n7pm came and I saw someone in my Discord friends list streaming ‘Watch2Gether’, the thing I suggested to Jero one day of him wanting to watch Youtube with others (but forgot the name). Now that I know, I sent him the link.
\nThen I noticed the time. 12am his time. He’s likely asleep right now, as he said he’d try to do to get his sleep schedule flipped back to ‘his time’ instead of ours.
\nSo I wished him a good night and hope he’s able to do it. He messages me 20 seconds later saying “Morning” and “I failed to flip it back around” with a laugh. Aww, what
\nhappened (even though I already knew this would happen)? “I thought you said “it’ll be easy!”” I said. He said it was easy when he was a kid, but now it’s ‘REALIZATION!!’ Ohh Jero.
\nGuess we’re going to have to bonk you on the head with a bat to fix your sleep schedule.
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\nFluffy’s still around<\/strong> (and still as lewd…)<\/span><\/em>
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\nThree hours later, finally finishing the edits and playing some Myst IV: Revelation in a lower resolution (as.. ironically, the game’s highest resolution is 1024×768). Took a break from the game and waited for my trackers to charge.
\nAnd that’s when Fluffy wanted to talk to me, asking me if I liked him. What a strange question, but I said “As a friend, yes”. He says “ben I kinda like u more then that..”
\n…Hold up, I thought you were in an open relationship with someone IRL. Did they dump your bitch ass? Didn’t say this for obvious reasons. Instead I said “well I have a BF” And he asks “again?”… oof. That totally didn’t hurt my soul.
\nThen asks if I’m willing to hang out “with a cat like me”. “Well, I rarely see you on VRChat to really hang out with you.” I said, being honest. Says he doesn’t get on anymore as it only makes him sad and miserable. Well gee willikers! Maybe you shouldn’t be such an absolute fucking slut to people that don’t ask it!
\nSaid he’d get on “but only for u cause I still care for once like u” Then he said “c\u2026can I tell you something Iv been wanting to tell u for a wile I\u2019m in wishes of being honest” Uhh.. sure? But only if you feel confident in doing so. “its lewd very…”
\n*facepalm* Fluffy, when are you not<\/em> lewd!? But since it’s so hurting you not to talk about it, go ahead. Humor me. “Ive seen (uses Jero’s actual name) p***s(blurred out for reasons so my stomach doesn’t hurl)” he says. I said “Yes, he told me this (just not this direct).” He was surprised me and Jero are friends again.
\nThen asks me “but your cool with me talking about anything I like is what I\u2019m understanding~”.. did I say this? Pretty sure I didn’t. So I did a few asterisks with his ‘anything’ word (* Not dick pics or wanting picks of mine). I added (** Not talking about ‘tails’ or others ‘tails’) after…
\nAs he said “I kinda wanna talk about (again using Jero’s full name) “tail”~” NOPE! And asked a simple request: “Fluffy, can we please just have a normal conversation that isn’t about sexual stuff?” He seemed willing to do so, and I thought “*sighs* Finally! Maybe I can change him!”
\nHe says “It\u2019s cute imma say”. I said “I…guess. I don’t see the ‘cute'”. Was confused of this. He responds “really? I mean the light brown color is what I like a lot”
\nConfused as fuck of what he was referencing to, I asked “What light brown color? Are you talking about your avatar?” I’m still assuming he was having a ‘normal’ conversation with me. “I\u2019m talking about jeros tail\u2026”
\n*eye twitch*
\n“Yeah I know… I’ll go” he said.
\n“And I asked for a normal conversation. Do you know what a ‘normal conversation’ is?” I said, a bit sickened. “well that\u2019s how I talk to my buddy\u2019s from college” ..The fuck? Dude, I’m not one of your buddies from college! Are you seriously talking about Jero’s tail hole to your friends

More of Blender’s friends showed up. He asked them to come with him as I was telling Jero how worried I felt that something happened, as how unusual it was he wasn’t with Frost and the others. Said he wanted to, but Grey had to take priority. He even tried to drag Grey to see Frost and the others. But Grey feels noone cares for him and everyone hates him. ..To this day Grey still assumes I hate him. *facepaw* Really? Even after the Discord bio I did (that was directed to him), he still thinks I hate him??
\nJero says “he says the same thing to me” with a chuckle. Wow. Ho–WHY do you still put up with him?! Because Jero has a much higher tolerance level than I do, which is why he hasn’t blocked Fluffy yet (but is thinking about it). And, because he can handle these kind of people better than I can.
\n–
\nThen I explained my ‘fun adventure’ with my website hoster. All he said was how bad they are. After that, I said how I wish I could set up a dedicated server and host the website myself, but couldn’t with how this house is and how much it’ll cost to get the fuse box replaced.
\nHe asked me if we paid our house off. I said yes “my parents did”. He said “that’s why it’s so expensive”. Says it happens in the UK as well, that it’s even more expensive if you have to replace your water heater. Told him we have nice neighbors that did it for us.
\nAsked him after if he wanted to go see what Blender’s up to, since my heart didn’t feel so heavy anymore and I wanted to check up on Blender.
\nWent downstairs. I went up to Blender and kissed him so much, happy he’s my BF again. He was happy that I was happy.
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\nHardware talk<\/strong><\/em>
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\nA lot of time passed since then. Jero overheard someone talking about owning a 3080, and wanted to know the ‘god roll FPS’ if it was worth it, as he’s planning to upgrade soon. Someone close to us discussed Jero’s options, then I hear Jero say “wait until AM4 becomes discontinued” which makes me speak up. “But I have AM4!” I thought they were just joking. They weren’t. AM4’s going to be a thing of the past when AM5 comes out.
\nBut unlike VRChat, I don’t have to be forced to go to AM5. They just won’t be making anymore AM4 chipsets once AM5 is released.
\nThe same person came up to me and asked me for my specs. Told him, and he asks for the motherboard. Said it was a x370 Gaming board and how much I paid overall. He said “oh, you’re a budget builder”. I said “yes” and “I figured the hardware I have would last 5 or so years before needing to be upgraded”. After hearing my graphics card, he said “you’ll be better off getting a 3060”. Waiting for Jero to finish what he wanted to say with his thing, I said “isn’t the 3000 series hard to find because of what’s been going on?”
\nHe suggested I go to a few local computer stores and buy a prebuilt instead of upgrading what I currently have, or to go to a website and buy a prebuilt.
\nHe assumed everyone’s into water cooling, and I said “I’ve used fan cooling all my life. I know water cooling is safe and stuff but.. there’s still that risk of a leak. Even though it’s 0.001%, there’s still a chance. He said “that’s why you need to find a website that has people that will thoroughly test for leaks before shipping. If it leaks you’ll be under warranty and they’ll either repair it or send you a new computer. You just ship the problem one to them.”
\nI said “they better not use FedEx then”. Jero heard me and said “ohh no!” with a chuckle.
\nHey it’s not my fault there’s not a single fucking FedEx Store in my city!
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\nWe all dislike Fluffy<\/strong><\/em>
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\nMore time passed. All of Blender’s friends (including Blender himself) went to bed. Frost and BlueDrago joined us. Jero was with me (as usual). I decided to talk to him about what happened before I came on VRChat; Fluffy. Frost heard me as if they all went through the same thing, so I felt somewhat confident to tell them the entire story.
\nJero asked everyone what’s Fluffy’s age. Frost assumed 16, I said “19” (as I remember his birthday is in December). Either 19 or 20 (or even older). But definitely not 16. He was 17 when Jero and I first met him in 2019. So yeah. He’s 19.
\nBut we all agree, he’s never going to change. I’ve tried for months to talk sense into him when I was his RP father. Gave up.
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\n“You’re a bootleg Blender!”<\/strong><\/em>
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\nFinal segment of this post. It was almost 5 in the morning for me and was getting tired. Kat, Frost and BlueDrago had all left. So it was Orion, Shaw, Jero, and myself there. They were saying something about Nigel Thornberry (can’t remember what started it), so I used emmVRC and searched for an avatar for them to use. They were quite appalled of what I found, which was Nigel’s head on Alyx’s body (from Half-Life Alyx).
\nOrion suggested I look up something related to Dr Who. I searched ‘robot dog’ and there was only one result. They all cloned it while I went back to the Drexouium avatar (mainly because.. Jero the wild animal started humping me as a joke). God damnit.
\nSuddenly Orion shouts out “GET BENIE!!” ..Excuse me?? They all started chasing after me as I ran, calling me “a bootleg Blender”. Though Jero was doing his own thing.. being a robotic hand banana (saying “tonight you” over and over). Oh god!! \ud83d\ude02
\nJero had his fill and said he was heading to bed. We were both in spawn. Cuddled and kissed him as I usually do and he did the same back. But it’s like all he was doing was lowering my guard just as Orion and Shaw showed up, and I ran away again. Wow, Jero. Wow. I thought you were my friend! You backstabber! \ud83e\udd23
\nAnyway, I got tired of running around and quickly logged off.<\/p>\n

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\n.
\nSo, what have we learned from this? Stop worrying about Jero. He’s fine. And be happy you still have Blender as your BF. \ud83d\ude42 Because unlike Jero, Blender actually calls
\nme ‘hun’ instead of “hey Benie” (when we were a thing). Blender’s proud to call me his BF. Jero… wasn’t back then.
\nThat’s why I should feel thankful. He may not be everything Jero was (and still is), but at least he happily reminds me we’re still a thing. Plus, he controls his hornyness in
\npublic (as I do). Jero doesn’t care who hears it. Sure, occasionally I show my lewd side in public but I get immediately embarrassed after. Jero doesn’t. And because of this, I’ve been labeled as a ‘sub’ (even though I’m still a top\/dom). I know they’re joking around.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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