{"id":8644,"date":"2022-01-10T13:38:20","date_gmt":"2022-01-10T18:38:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/?p=8644"},"modified":"2022-01-10T21:56:08","modified_gmt":"2022-01-11T02:56:08","slug":"homeworld-searching-aaron-has-a-bf-jeros-all-morninger-kat-can-get-annoying","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/2022\/01\/10\/homeworld-searching-aaron-has-a-bf-jeros-all-morninger-kat-can-get-annoying\/","title":{"rendered":"Homeworld searching \/ Aaron has a BF \/ Jero’s all-morning’er \/ Kat can get annoying…"},"content":{"rendered":"

With the threat of losing this website over my hoster not exactly paying attention to my actions still on my mind (plus trying to fight the feeling of that the world would be better off if noone knew me), I did my best to power though both of them by trying to do what I enjoyed doing in the past– checking out worlds.
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\nHomeworld searching<\/strong><\/em>
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\nWith both Jero and Blender offline, I tried my hardest to focus on world hopping. I kept an eye mostly open on my email’s Inbox if Arvixe would respond to what was said. Saw some fairly interesting worlds, such as a ‘Kermit Cult’ and a really awesome go at recreating
\nthe ‘Mad Cat’ world in Minecraft. But as much as I pushed myself to enjoy like I did before, I just.. I wasn’t really feeling it anymore. Dunno why. I used to enjoy checking out worlds by myself. But lately I’ve been more on the ‘hand-holding’ side of checking out worlds with others. Started feeling drowsy, and wanting to be with Jero (since Blender was offline, likely doing an animation for someone).
\nSlapped myself awake and tried another world. This one seemed kind of cool, just didn’t care for the anime stuff. However when I got a closer look, freaked out when noticing the texture. Hold up.. that’s Unity<\/strong> grass!! Saw the brushes, the shape. Holy fuck. This world was made IN SDK2!! That is so. fucking. RARE these days! It gave me hope that it’s not too late to get back into world building.
\nHowever, I’m not too sure when I saw the interior. There’s a mini piano (an organ) that can be played with Index controllers. And, let’s just say ‘RIP your eardrums’ if you have your world volume maxed. Gah!!
\nUpstairs is a double bed, but there’s one feature I saw there that every single world with a bed absolutely needs; a collision height slider. Holy fuck that is so useful. Sadly you cannot do that in 2.0, only in Udon. So, what I could make out is this world (the ground) was originally created in SDK 2.0, but the props (the house and stuff) were done in Udon at a later point.
\nIt even has a real time clock. Likely an Udon script. But the way it works, seems 2.0’ish. A simple skybox switcher, like I did for Furry Village. I really like this world, as it’s a good blend of 2.0’s simplicity and Udon scripting. However the only.. only thing that kept me from making this my homeworld, is getting 30 FPS. That’s an alright FPS for just myself, but not when I’d have a bunch of people in this world.
\nIt needs to be optimized (lighting needs to be baked or something), and it seems the creator already knows this by having a limit of 8 players. Overall, nice world. Definitely going to save this as a ‘potential’ homeworld. It almost feels like something myself in an alternate reality would come up with (because of the 2.0’ish world terrain).
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\nBefore I was about to go check out another world, Jero showed up. He didn’t know how to get to me, and I showed him the way. He likes the world too, and even the cool idea with the bed collider. Then he saw Aaron on and wanted to join. ..Mm, sure. Thought of joining Aaron sooner but, well… not for the same reason Jero wanted to (mine was more to figure out if he had feelings toward Jero. Not smart. So in order to save myself from jealous humiliation, I didn’t join him by myself).
\nWe joined anyway. I tried to distance myself from Jero and just see him as a ‘buddy’ and nothing more. So if Aaron tried to lick him and he started morning, just mute them. What I don’t hear, I won’t be bothered. Except when we got there, Aaron was talking about what he sent him, and he’s all “that was a long 5 minutes”… I hope it wasn’t what I was thinking but I stayed quiet and kept my mind even more quiet. Then we went to another world. It was a chill world I once stumbled over while trying to hang with Kat and she was with a whole bunch of other people.
\nSnuggled with Aaron who wanted to be snuggled.
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\nAaron has a BF<\/strong><\/em>
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\nOne time he said “I think my boyfriend’s going to be here, because I heard him say he has food”. I half-expected his BF to be joining the world, then I heard another voice come through Aaron’s mic. So they live with eachother. That’s cool. And obviously he’s in an open relationship.
\nCan’t really remember what was said or done after this (other than Aaron literally fapping as I was petting him), and him saying “imagine me between your legs”. I joked and
\nsaid “you’re such a sub”, and he said “yee”. Then said “though it depends on the
\nmood”. “So you’re a switch?” I asked. He said yes. Hmm. In my mind I said “you’re alright in my book Aaron. Sorry I felt so stupidly jealous”. I would had said this to him if there wasn’t someone I didn’t know that was one of Aaron’s good friends next to us.
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\nJero’s all-morning’er<\/strong><\/em>
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\nLater on, I asked Jero when he’s going to ‘easily’ fix his sleep schedule, as he’s been staying up as long as I have. Said he’s going to go to bed at midnight tonight (his time, 7pm mine). Said he’s got to, as he needs a lot of money.
\nHope you know what you’re doing…
\nAnyway, later on we watch a bunch of videos that were translated, then re-translated through Google Translate. Let’s just say I almost laughed out one of my lungs over “I’m going to eat my bowels”.. dear god that was funny of watching the person’s reaction after singing it.
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\nThen the friend of Aaron wanted to try out a few game worlds. It was 4am at the time, and I told Jero “it’s 8 in the morning for you. Are you sure about this?” He was, but I wasn’t. I waited for everyone to go in the portal, and I went to join Lostwolf. Sorry Jero, but;
\n1. I don’t play UNO anymore. Tired of getting my ass handed to me on a silver plate.
\n2. I don’t join public instances (it was one).
\nThat’s a double negative for me.
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\nDrag Queenie got to me first. I said hey, and he said “hey faggot”. I took it as a joke, but he said “oh no hun I wasn’t talking about you, I was talking to this guy”. The guy he referenced to, showed up and said to me “hi, I’m the faggot, not you”. Well that escalated quickly.
\nQueenie really liked the new avatar, and the work Blender put into the texture. One guy was trying to get Queenie horny, and Queenie’s all “I’ll only be horny to ones with good beans, that I know that can top me”. I half smiled and showed him mine. He wanted to do it but he was quite tired. I nodded and told him I understood completely. Debated about going against my hatred of joining public instances, but I just wanted to say hi to Queenie before he went to bed and succeeded in doing so.
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\nWent back to that world Jero was in, telling myself “I’ll just watch. That’s all I’m gonna do… and pray no random just stands infront or beside me as if they’re pulling out their client to steal my avatar.” But there were no randoms in the world, and the game they were playing had just finished. Kat wanted out of the world as the flashing lights were messing with her eyes. We joined another Uno world (one of the original worlds).
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\nSome time passed and Jero decided to turn his sleep deprivation into action by doing what I showed him in a video; acting like a creepy Micky Mouse avatar that sniffs and laughs. He started doing it on me, and I’m like “oh no nononononono!!” while laughing. Trying not to laugh too much over what I did to my throat earlier, from laughing too hard.
\nThen he tried to do it to Kat, who freaked the fuck out due to her strong phantom touch. Classic (yet unintended) VRChat jumpscare.
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\nKat can get annoying…<\/strong><\/em>
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\nTime to end this blog post on a (personal) sour note. As cool Kat is to hang around with and as sweet she is.. she can get on my nerves at times over one thing: she’s a health nut. And I don’t like health nuts. In other words, she’s the nagging person in the background when you’re just about to eat something good, she’ll be all “I wouldn’t eat that, that has too much sugar. It’s trash”.
\nAaron’s friend was going AFK to drink a Mountain Dew, and Kat’s all “I don’t drink those, they’re bad for you”. He explained they’re diet and she’s all “they’re even worse, they have chemicals and they’re full of sugar”. Noone. fucking. ASKED YOUR OPINION. If people want to die, let them! Stop trying to change people to think healthy like you! \ud83d\ude1b
\nLater he said he was going to eat a Rice Crispy treat. “All cereals are trash, they have too much sugar” she says. I half expected him to say “well you know what? Screw your opinion.” I was too tired as it was past 5am for me (was 1\/4 asleep, to speak up (plus it wasn’t worth giving my opinion anyway.. rather not humiliate myself infront of Jero)).
\nInstead he did what you should<\/em> be doing.. actually listening to her advice and literally praising her. Meh. That was enough for me, and went to bed.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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