{"id":8636,"date":"2022-01-08T18:54:07","date_gmt":"2022-01-08T23:54:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/?p=8636"},"modified":"2022-01-08T23:21:19","modified_gmt":"2022-01-09T04:21:19","slug":"trying-to-be-with-blender-kael-might-update-the-dutchie-for-better-fbt-mister-lonely-craziness-feeling-inferior-blender-to-the-rescue","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/2022\/01\/08\/trying-to-be-with-blender-kael-might-update-the-dutchie-for-better-fbt-mister-lonely-craziness-feeling-inferior-blender-to-the-rescue\/","title":{"rendered":"Trying to be with Blender \/ Kael ‘might’ update the Dutchie for better FBT \/ Mister Lonely \/ Craziness \/ Feeling inferior & Blender to the rescue"},"content":{"rendered":"

Trying to be with Blender<\/strong><\/em>
\nSince I was with Jero all night, I wanted to hang with Blender instead due to him losing power the day before. But it was hard to as I waited and waited for him to accept my invite. Finally I get in.. joining the exact same room I met Jero and the others yesterday. Immediately as I joined, I heard rave music.
\nThis time I had to search for the person I asked to join, and found the room. Same room as before, and found the source of the music. Now with Blender, he asked me what I thought of the model. I said it’s awesome and that Jero “really likes it”. Pointing to my right foot, I said “he licked that, for 45 minutes”. He was shocked, but said “I could do it longer”. I’m sure you could, Blender.
\nI then asked him if he could teach me all the gestures he knows for the model, and he did. Including combos I wasn’t really aware of. I also learned VictonRoy made the model. But why it became part of the main Rexouium model made no sense to me. You’d think it would be a separate download. Perplexing.
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\nStarted nuzzling him with these paws and he started moaning and stuff, so we went back to my homeworld were I was able to take care of that. Then he said he’ll “be right back”. I waited, and waited, and waited some more for what felt like almost an hour. I felt quite worried something happened to him, and messaged him. All of this time, he was using the bathroom and was just finishing up. He hoped I wouldn’t get worried but it happened, and I explained why. He apologized for making me worry.
\nI mean, after you lost power, what am I supposed to think? It could had happened again and similar with what happened to Jero, you would not had ‘logged off’ for a long time.
\nAnyway, he wanted me to visit VictonRoy to surprise him. Sure. Before Blender left, he said that Victon “was with Lost”. So I joined Lostwolf, assuming I’d meet Blender and the others.
\n…That wasn’t the case. Sure I saw Lostwolf (and even Drag Queenie), but they were busy playing in a world called ‘Ghost’. I stayed there for five minutes, expecting Blender to join. Never did. So I joined Victon directly. Blender never asked what took me so long, but after I told him that I joined Lostwolf, he facepalmed ashamed of himself giving me the wrong ‘Lost’ to join.
\nVicton seemed quite unimpressed over how I had this texture. All he said was “like the new model” and went back to what he was doing. I didn’t think he would be, given how long it’s been. But I was just going by what Blender told me.
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\nI then went upstairs and waited alone in the bedroom. I wanted to talk to Blender directly of.. if he paid for this model. I didn’t want to ask this infront of Victon and the friend he was with at the time. Waited for a few minutes and Blender showed up. He told me he got it as a gift. Thought so, then told him “because I never paid for this model”. He soon realized he made a mistake sending me the model (yet never said he did and that I should get rid of it), only saying “be careful with it hun”.
\nI immediately felt like “..duh. Of COURSE I’m going to be careful! Do you think<\/em> I want people to know I didn’t pay for this?! It’ll be hell on Earth for BOTH of us!!” but kept it to myself as it sounded wrong to say to him. He didn’t know I never paid for the model, so I forgive him.
\nA minute later, the friend Victon was with left. Blender left to go speak to him, as did I (as I still didn’t get my answer on why this model became part of the Rexouium model). Instead Victon had other plans, so both of us were unable to fully hang with him.
\nChecking my friends lists, I saw Kaelygon on and asked Blender if he wanted to meet the creator of the Dutchie. He was somewhat in favor of it, but told me after that he was going to see friends.
\n—
\nWent to go see Kaelygon, who happened to be in the same world we were in some time ago. This ‘Winter Company’ world is quite popular, it seems. I waited for Blender to join, but he wasn’t exactly ready to follow me as he was seeing friends of his. Drowsee also joined and immediately came up to me. He really likes the avatar.
\nManaged to find Kael a different part of the world I’ve never been to, and went back to Blender when someone started speaking to Drowsee to distract him. Lead Blender to Kael.
\nThe intro was.. a bit awkward. I wanted to say more like “this is the creator of the Dutchie!”, but felt reminding Kael of the model would be a mistake and didn’t want to embarrass myself (and himself).
\nBlender then said he was being summoned to see his friends. In my head I felt “that’s OK. I’ll have Jero to hang with while you’re busy. So you have fun hun. :)” He left, and I stayed in the world for awhile.. until someone showed up.
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\nKael ‘might’ update the Dutchie for better FBT<\/strong><\/em>
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\nWithout Blender, I didn’t feel as awkward to show off BTD 3.5 to Kaelygon (to show him I still had the model). He was showing off his work too, and wanted to show me previews of what he’s been up to with his commissions. Let him friend me on Discord to do so.
\nNoticed one of his works had the same twisted ankles that my model has. Interesting. He told me he developed a “quick fix” for FBT that he’s applying to all of his models. Took this as a perfect opportunity to ask him “what about the Dutchie? The one you made” (showing him the issues with my avatar’s twisted ankles).
\nHe is aware of the issue, but then seemed to be almost downplaying his work, as if noone really uses the Dutchie anymore. Said “there are much better Dutchie models than mine”. That is true, but I still love this model dude. I’ve used it for years. It’s my main avatar! Don’t downplay your work, Kael. You made a lot of Best Bois very happy during that contest years ago with your 1.0b model.
\nHe saw I was dead serious, and was thankful I cared so much for his work. He said he ‘might’ update it in the future, but only if he can finally free himself from the mountain of commissions on his shoulders. He explained the plethora of commissions he’s gotta do. And.. let’s just say it might not be until (maybe) 2023 when we see an update from him (if he doesn’t get burned out from all the work of course).
\nOne interesting thing to note, related to Best Boi 2.0: yes it was a collab between Kael, but what I didn’t know is Kev Dee (the winner of the contest years ago) had nothing to do with the model. It was Kael and Charms (with Kael making the model). Interesting. So why was that name included in the credits? Kael was just as confused as I was.
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\nTime went on. Saw a few friends I haven’t seen in awhile, and then.. I saw the new ‘leader’ of the Best Boi’s; Rusty. Okay, time to leave. Sorry, but I don’t like you. I don’t care if you got Kibble’s blessing, you couldn’t hold a candle to his work that brought me to this game. Your models look NOTHING like a true Best Boi. \ud83d\ude1b
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\nBack in my homeworld, I sent Jero a few invites. It was 12:30 in the morning at the time. Time went on, and I could see I wasn’t going to be able to join. So, guess I’m forced to find something to do on my own.
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\nMister Lonely<\/strong><\/em>
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\nSaw Lostwolf was on, but in another world. Joined, but stayed in the shadows (mostly). I again debated if I should get off, but I did see Queenie. Just he didn’t really see me. Decided to grab a drink from my fridge and chill by myself while watching everyone being social and having fun below.
\nFew friends joined, but I wasn’t really in the mood to go look for them. Was actually more surprised Toucan joined. He never joined me (as far as I can remember). He’s got his own group, where I have noone but my.. well, one very close friend & ex-BF (Jero) and my current BF (Blender).
\nLostwolf eventually found me and gave me a hug, but thankfully never asked me “why are you alone up here? Come over and socialize!” then left. Went back to looking. Suddenly I’m hearing the sound of heavy sniffing in my left ear, look over and it’s Toucan! Hey dude! Can’t remember what he said, but we snuggled for awhile. Then he went to go see other friends.
\nThen Orwin joined. Ah, my friend who’s two years older<\/em> than me is here. ..I still can’t believe it, even to this day. Decided to explore the world a bit, then go see where Orwin is. He was talking to Lostwolf and a few others at spawn. Decided to leave them alone, but also decided to watch from a distance. Some time passed and Lonewolf ran by me. I heard him say “let’s go Benie!” ..Huh? Are we going to another world? Yes we were, but it took him awhile until he dropped the portal.
\n–
\nArrived. It was a world I remember being before, but back in 2020 or so. Stayed quiet, watching Orwin and others run around (while the majority went up to the peak to socialize). I sent one more invite to Jero, but didn’t get a response. Slowly explored and walked over to a house, sighing my head off. Tried to fall asleep infront of the mirror, kind of hoping someone would see me and wanna chill. Heard something on my left. It was Orwin, but he went AFK. A few people showed up shortly after, wanting to speak to him. I went over and told him he went AFK about a minute ago, then went back over to the mirror. He eventually did. Happened to go over. He saw me and said “Hey Benie!” in a cheerful tone. I smiled and said hey back.
\nSuddenly… Jero joined the world! My eyes bugged out and I ran back to spawn as quick as I could. Smiled, but somewhat when I saw him. I had a bad feeling he’d say something about the somewhat constant invites I’ve been sending him, but asked in a compassionate tone why I wasn’t able to join him. He said he was dealing with some people and it wasn’t a good time. Ah. Then Novice joined.
\nThen another friend I haven’t seen, joined. Aaron! Damn dude, it’s been YEARS!! He’s also one of Jero’s friends.
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\nCraziness<\/strong><\/em>
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\nAnother person Jero remembered showed up; whatsunknown. I remember him from Blender, before I had made that Luma world as my homeworld. Due to the lag from people joining, he offered to show some ‘chill’ worlds. So it was Jero, Novice, Aaron, and myself checking out these worlds.
\nWas semi-confused of the way Whatsunknown was explaining the worlds (so was Jero). Clearly it was based off something, but he wouldn’t really explain what. I went with it though. The second world, his ‘tour’ seemed to had stopped prematurely as he went into a portal. Jero was very interested in figuring out where this bridge he was seeing goes, so we stayed put as the portal closed. We all followed Jero, and got to the bridge. Wasn’t much on the other side (a structure you couldn’t enter), but it has support cables that you can walk on. Weee… HDS3 PTSD. Slipped off a few times, but eventually made it up.
\nThen Jero said we should go see Whatsunknown.. problem is, none of us were friends with him, not even Jero. Though Novice was, and we went to Room of the Rain to go explain what happened.
\nPeople left except myself, Jero, Novice, and Aaron.
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\nFeeling inferior & Blender to the rescue<\/strong><\/em>
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\nNovice went AFK or fell asleep (we weren’t really sure), and we also discovered Aaron is a top.. and a true dom. And, let’s just say he found ways to make Jero moan louder than I ever heard him. And it wasn’t from sex, but from licking his ears. Apparently that’s Jero’s weak spot that he’s never told anyone, that drives him wild.
\n*cough* Looked at Jero and I say “so is my tongue not good enough for you?” Though I was joking, I also felt.. jealous. Quite jealous of hearing him moan that loud and that frequent. …I actually wanted to leave the world, feeling Jero has now found someone. *sighs* Even though we’re just friends, I still have those strong feelings I did before. That’s why I felt jealous. I told myself to snap out of it, that I have Blender.
\nGot on the bed and sat up on my bed IRL, muting the two as I couldn’t stand hearing the moaning anymore. ..Get a fucking room. I don’t want to hear it! I know I’m not a true fucking dom like you are Aaron. There’s no need to show me off!! And you know what was even worse? Before I muted them, Aaron.. actually assumed Jero was my BF. Thankfully Jero wasn’t listening at the time.
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\nAnd then Blender showed up. Ohh thank fuck! Blender, I need your love right now to erase what I just went through. We made out as I unmuted the two. I heard Aaron say to Jero “wait. Blender is Benie’s BF? I thought you were.” I kept making out with Blender as much as I could to drown out Jero’s response to that, and it worked perfectly. Thank you Blender! I love you so much! You are my savior right now!! \ud83d\ude00
\nI told him that he came at the perfect time. Blender, confused as always, asked what I meant by that. Knowing the two would hear me, I said “I’ll tell you later”.
\n–
\nWhat happened next, felt like true payback. What Jero told me, is Aaron was snuggling him, and he got him in a grip that he couldn’t escape. And then I hear Aaron crying out “Benie! Get your boyfriend off me!” with Blender licking his private parts while Jero held on to Aaron so he couldn’t escape. He begged me to save him. NOPE! I put my paws on him.
\nHehehe.. payback’s a BITCH!! \ud83d\ude01 I even said “who’s the top NOW?!” and he’s all “I thought I was!”.. hehehehe!! You forget, Jero’s a power bottom! I then proceeded to sweeten my revenge even more by playing the Ding Dong Song. Hahahaha. NO ONE shows me off and lives!! Hearing him beg us to stop, made me laugh so hard.
\n–
\nWhen the song was over, I felt satisfied I got my revenge and asked the two to let him go. Except Jero had other plans, wanting to do this for five more minutes.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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