{"id":8429,"date":"2021-09-10T04:46:31","date_gmt":"2021-09-10T08:46:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/?p=8429"},"modified":"2021-09-10T22:05:35","modified_gmt":"2021-09-11T02:05:35","slug":"the-reason-why-blender-cannot-sleep-revealed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/2021\/09\/10\/the-reason-why-blender-cannot-sleep-revealed\/","title":{"rendered":"The reason why Blender cannot sleep, revealed…"},"content":{"rendered":"

I would just be jumping right to this topic, but other things happened before this. First off of having conversations with Blender. I was explaining again how I didn’t like what Grey did when it came to Raymond. I honestly dunno why I did but I just.. it bugged me so much. I was reminded that Blender’s a pacifist.
\nI apologized for my words, but Blender didn’t seem as happy as he typically does. It had me worried for the longest time. It was 10:30pm when I said I was planning to hop on VRChat and told him, and asked him if he “was thinking of getting on too”. He said “Yes.”
\nOkay…
\nI hopped on and saw Inari was on. Kind of a bad mistake as he ‘kindly’ reminded me of the torture I went through on my birthday. Hung out with his (seems to be Discord
\nfriends) and other people. I waited and waited for Blender to come on, infront of the campfire in this world.
\nMidnight came, Inari went to bed and things really slowed down to where there were two left. I checked VRCX and saw Blender had joined but he joined someone else. Had me a bit ticked as I waited for this long when I could had been going back in Myst. I felt “I’m going to give Blender a half an hour and then I’m hopping off of VRChat”.
\nSo I waited, and waited, and waited. The two people that were near spawn had left the world, leaving me by myself. I continued to wait, walking around the world and sitting down at a high point.
\n…..Raymond joined me. OF ALL THE PEOPLE TO JOIN… he started looking for me. One time it looked like he was pretty close to me and I respawned, then left for my homeworld. If I’m going to wait for Blender I’ll wait here instead of have Raymond bore me. A minute later Blender sends me an invite. I hide in the closet and accept his invite, then I try telling myself “maybe he went to see someone he hasn’t seen in awhile. That’s possible” and convinced myself of this. I was also expecting him to see me in here and say “I know why you’re in there and I’m sorry for not showing up when I did”.
\nInstead when he did, he asked me “what are you doing in the closet, E?” I wanted to say the reason but felt I shouldn’t, instead I said “I just like being in the closet”, and then decided to use the term “being a closet furry” as a joke.
\nHe didn’t get the joke and assumed I meant something else.
\n—
\nAnyway I was talking about Raymond a bit more, then I talked about the group I was in with how Raymond was talking to me while I was in it, and how it’s kind of similar to Grok’s pack (but it mostly isn’t as I never ‘made them (Blue\/RedFox\/Cola) love me’).
\nHe told me a month ago, he had rejoined Grok’s pack and was scared to tell me. I told him I wasn’t mad at him at all about that. Then he said September 1st, something happened that he now believes is the primary reason why he cannot sleep.
\nHe has proof of the whole thing– an hour long recording. And I saw things that were quite disgusting, and one that made me.. made me.. so unbelievably pissed off at Grok.
\nHe first showed Grok asking if he wanted to rejoin the pack, and Blender trying to be nice. So Grok did a test of ‘loyalty’, standing up and having his hands up. Blender was understandably confused, and Grok said “you can hug me, kiss me, do whatever you want to prove your loyalty”. ..WHAT THE FUCK?! That is just.. I couldn’t watch anymore. This made me sick to my stomach. I literally told Blender “I can’t watch this anymore, I feel sick”. Sick that this is Grok’s way to ‘prove loyalty to the pack’. “You must fuck the Alpha to prove loyalty”. HELL NO. That’s not how packs work!!<\/p>\n

He fast forwarded the video to the second thing, where he mentions Grok has acquired an unnatural aura that can heal (or hurt) people, and he used lender as an experiment. A lab rat. He hurt his hand, and he didn’t think Blender was recording this.
\n
\n…..You’ve gone TOO FAR this time, Grok. Not only did you take advantage of me, you hurt my friends. But, I don’t have to lift a claw here. It’s being done in the background. A war is happening– Grok VS three groups out to utterly DESTROY him. One destroying his computer, one destroying his avatars, and one preventing him from ever getting back in VRChat.
\nAll we need is one group destroying his Discord server, and he is finished. Plus, Grok has over 200 reports on him of ‘sexual harassment’.
\n
\nOver 200? ..Honestly I thought there would had been more. Looks like I’m not the only one Grok took advantage of. If I didn’t feel it was my fault I would had reported him as well. Maybe someone did on my behalf.
\nI just wonder what Shining (Grok’s BF) is thinking about. If this is the last straw for them.<\/p>\n

Orion wanted to join for an unrelated reason. Apparently Blender wasn’t exactly supposed to be on this late, as Orion wanted him and Shaw to do Chapter 4 and 5 of SoT. I invited Orion over and explained the situation in Blender’s defense.
\nI wish this wasn’t kept from me. Yet at the same time I’m also glad it was …as I would had taken this into my own claws and dealt with Grok myself, without backup.
\n*sighs* And that would had likely looked bad on me. So I’m thankful there are groups doing the work to defend Blender. I just… I dunno. I apologized to Blender several times saying “I wish I was there to stop him”.
\nBut all Blender felt was…, upset at himself. He felt it’s ‘his fault’ this happened to Grok as himself being a pacifist, he doesn’t like seeing people argue and was even scared at my reaction of wanting to fucking KILL Grok for what he did to him.
\n–
\nThough, killing him would be a mercy way out. No, no no no. He must pay for his crimes. For what he did to me. For what he did to the other nearly 300 people that reported him for sexual harassment.. and especially what he did to sweet Blender.
\nAnyway, Orion and I told Blender that this is NOT his fault. That none of this was his fault. Orion told Blender what he went through, that it sounds like a cult. Most definitely yes, do I agree with this.<\/p>\n

.
\nAnd that’s about it. Blender eventually did go to bed, and Orion wanted me to help him find some specific public avatars which I did.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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