{"id":8331,"date":"2021-08-17T05:11:44","date_gmt":"2021-08-17T09:11:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/?p=8331"},"modified":"2021-08-17T22:59:08","modified_gmt":"2021-08-18T02:59:08","slug":"i-am-on-vrchat-kovo-that-cute-british-chuckle-ive-missed-so-are-we-dating-now-mibbit","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/benies-blogs.com\/general\/2021\/08\/17\/i-am-on-vrchat-kovo-that-cute-british-chuckle-ive-missed-so-are-we-dating-now-mibbit\/","title":{"rendered":"\u201cI am on Vrchat\u201d -Kovo \/ That cute British chuckle I\u2019ve missed \/ \u201cSo are we dating now?\u201d -MIBBIT"},"content":{"rendered":"

Didn\u2019t expect for so much to happen in one night. Thought I was just going to be alone on my new server, but now I\u2019ve met friends and.. then some.
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\n\u201cI am on Vrchat\u201d -Kovo<\/strong><\/em>
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\nAs I said, I expected to just relax on my server and work on my base. Except I was more annoyed at Bisect for them not having a way to tell my (non-existent) members that the server world backup is done (like the MRT Server does it). They put the blame on the server mod called ‘Multicraft<\/span>‘ that controls what the server does, and tell me to contact the creator of the mod and ask why I can’t do this in my server.
\nPlus when I asked in the Enigmatica discord if there’s a mod that interferes with the server doing world backups, I had two people squabble over it. Not gonna lie, was really funny watching these two argue trying to answer my question truthfully– one saying no, the other saying yes and the addon mod ‘ftbbackups’ is the culprit. Reminds me of the scene from Borderlands The Pre-Sequel with the two Claptraps arguing what’s a better way to send your enemy a message.
\nAt the end, the one that said ‘no’ was the winner. But it matters not when I’m still the loser here, not having anything to say ingame: “Server world backup complete!”
\nBut, whatever. It is what it is. I’ll work around it, changing the Admin Say command around if I need to.
\n–
\nSo, getting to current events (sorry about all of that by the way), Kovo messages me in Telegram saying “I am on Vrchat”. Seeing I had nothing really to do (but also remembering there was a VRChat update a few days ago they pushed), I did the standard thing I do; run the game in Desktop mode and wait for MelonLoader to do its thing, while I also went to use the bathroom. Was about a minute later, I heard the familiar VRChat chime sound.
\n“Holy fuck, that was quick!” I said as I was coming back to my room. Normally it takes MelonLoader 3-5 minutes to set everything up after an update. Must’ve just been a patch and the devs felt it didn’t need a complete Assembly rebuild. Nice.
\nWith that done, I strapped on my trackers and got in VR. Joined Kovo’s “Hmmm” world where everyone was. Saw the usual people there, including MIBBIT. Odd to find him
\nhere, but also not surprising as Sparky’s also here.
\nMIBBIT came over to me and told me how he slept with his GF for two nights, but then when his parents found out.. he was forced to break up with her. I wanted to cuddle him so hard. Damn that sucks, man! Told me he was crying for a week after that, and got a bit drunk.
\nThen he turns his attention to someone, I don’t see. He starts to pronounce his
\nname as “Jeremeeh?” “Jeromeeah?” (having trouble pronouncing it) …immediately I knew who he was talking to. Then I started thinking, remembering he actually responded to me in #tech-talk with a nice response. It took awhile until I thought to myself “Hmm I’ll try to unblock him, but he might still have me blocked”. So I did, and showing his avatar. I stared at him for a bit, remembering what he said to me in the past. Remembering what he told Kovo.
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\nThat cute British chuckle I\u2019ve missed<\/strong><\/em>
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\nI waited for the right moment to test if he still has me blocked. That moment came sometime later when MIBBIT moved away to talk to Kovo. I reached over and booped Jero’s nose. He didn’t react, so I assumed he still had me blocked. Then suddenly he turns around, sees me and waves. I wave back with a half smile. And then, I heard him speak.
\n“Can we be friends again?” he asks me. My smile widened and I nodded, rubbing his head. I said “it’s time to bury the hatchet”.
\nHe looked up and me and said “I’m sorry for everything”. I said “I’m sorry too, for everything I said and did”. So wow, that happened. I’m friends with Jero again. And hearing him say he’s sorry for not being more communicative, for the cheating, and for the argument we had of him wanting to know the identity of Larry, I wanted to apologize for being controlling. We snuggled for the longest time, as if we were a thing again. Hearing that cute British chuckle again, warmed my heart. So much I said “I really missed that voice of yours”. It almost sounded he was about ready to cry when he said “I missed you too, so much”. It was so adorable.
\nIt brings back that feeling in mid-January 2019, where he was as worried meeting me as I was of him.
\nEven as friends, we’re still inseparable. And he still has that charm over me that makes him so irresistible that I love about him. I also learned just how ticklish he is. Was funny hearing him laugh almost uncontrollably (even when I wasn’t intentionally trying to tickle him).
\n–
\nAnd, he still has that thing where he refuses to go to bed when he says he will. Ohh Jero. Never change those aspects about you. Him wanting to be with me, and with his other friends was so adorable. And one time I ‘threatened’ to tickle him to death until he went to bed, and actually did. Hehehe.
\nThough there’s one thing I didn’t ask. Half of me feels I should had, the other half
\nsaid “no”. And I’m glad I listened to my common sense (for once). I wanted to ask
\nhim “so, Jero… did you find a new BF?”
\nNah. I don’t want him to get the wrong idea that I want to try this a 3rd time. Absolutely not, after what I went through that second time. I don’t want to ever get in that position again. Unless, he proves to me he’s willing to make changes, to be fully transparent with
\nme– to have learned from his mistakes in the past (as have I).
\nRight now, I’m just going to appreciate being good friends with him again. He’s happy about that, and so am I. \ud83d\ude42
\nI also refriended him in Discord. Happy about that. Happy to finally move away from that mess that caused us to break up. I already have my answers of what I did wrong (from Larry), so I don’t need to ask him.
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\n\u201cSo are we dating now?\u201d –<\/strong>An obvious desperate<\/span> MIBBIT<\/strong><\/em>
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\nAfter Jero left the ‘night’ (was past 6am for him), MIBBIT was next to me in a Wickerbeast avatar, licking me. I licked him back a bit and he’s telling me how hard he’s getting from this. Kovo heard this and started doing his Kovo thing.. embarrassing me infront of my friends. “..WHAT?! Benie’s over there getting people hard! Good job Benie!!”
\n…OMG Kovo!! \ud83d\ude16
\nI swore him and Nova were both delibertly trying to listen on me sounding a bit lewdy to MIBBIT, just to hear a hilarious reaction out of me. To be fair, it is karma for all the Kovo Quotes. I couldn’t even ask if he wanted to go to a private world, without those two making my face redder than my avatar. But, we went. And I can almost hear Kovo saying (in my head) “Welp, there they go! Benie’s making that sweet love!” *facepalm*
\nAs we were making out, he said something that shocked me. “I had a crush on you”. Woah! I was beside myself, but all that came to my head was “Awwww. That’s sweet!” That’s the first time I’ve ever heard someone open up to me like that.
\nThen he asks me “so are we a thing now? It can be a VRChat relationship”. I cleared my throat and said “well, friends with benefits”. Heh. I barely know you, and you want to be my BF? With the whole thing of Wolfdog still fresh in my mind, I finally used my right to say “no” (for the first time).
\nHe accepted it, then we ‘got down to business’. Afterwards, he asks again: “so are we dating now?” Mmm. MIBBIT, I get it. You’re still hurting after your breakup. I get you. And as much as I find the fact you had a crush on me, extremely adorable… I don’t feel ready. I’m not going to make the same mistake I did when it came to Wolfdog. Told myself I wouldn’t, and I’m sticking to it. I still feel bad for breaking Wolf’s heart, the way I did.
\nSo I told him “well, I’d like it to be friends with benefits. We need to really know eachother a bit more before I feel ready for that.” He fully understood, and I’m grateful for that. He also tells me… something I won’t repeat in here (a bit too NSFW). All I’m going to say it’s something he has ‘held on to’ for 2-3 months, that he finally ‘let it go’ and feels really happy to be with me after doing so.
\n–
\nInfact, so happy when we got back to Kovo’s world, he started defending me and himself from anyone who would want to do things to him. “Benie’s mine” and “Benie’s the only one that has the key down there” (as if he was seriously saying he’s my BF). And it seems he fully understands how a closed relationship works. But I can only assume he said this to scare off certain people, as he never said “I love you” to me (nor did I say it back). And my assumption was right on par.
\nHe’s sweet, he’s friendly, he’s loving, he’s in the same timezone I’m in (but in Canada), he’s younger than Wolfdog (even younger than Jero) at 30 years old.. but that’s all I know about him. Plus, thinking about Jero as well. Incase he just might decide to try a relationship with me for a 3rd time (I dunno if he will or won’t, but I’m not going to say anything to him about that. I’m just going to watch and pay attention to how he
\nacts).
\nWanna keep my options open here. I got;
\n-TJ the submissive femboy (in Discord).
\n-MIBBIT the switch (the newest).
\n-Jero the adorable British snuggly boyo (now my friend again).
\n-and.. Novice the warm and inviting green teddy bear (aka Mr “Yeeeee”).
\nAnything could happen. Whatever does, hopefully isn’t going to explode horribly in my face. The only way to prevent that, is friends only. Until.. heheh.. one of them ‘rises up the ranks’ and ‘defeats the weaker ones’ to win my heart.
\n“4 friends with benefits!! One me! WHO will win my heart and be my BF!?” ..lol
\nHonestly… I hope it’s Jero. The only one that truly loved me (I still believe that). To have him undo everything that caused doubts in the past two relationships– to improve himself, just to love me. That would be really awesome and sweet. \ud83d\ude0a
\nMaybe I should look at this as a new ‘group’ (without it actually being one).<\/p>\n

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\nBefore I close this out, I nearly had a mini heart attack when I saw.. Brayden, in the world. Thankfully, I wasn’t his target– Orion was, who was not happy when asked to be spoken to in private. I could feel the sweat dripping off my brow as I saw the two running off to have their conversation….. remembering what he put me through.
\nDuring their conversation, Kovo was confused why he had Brayden blocked. “I don’t block anyone unless I have a reason” he said. I.. wanted to say “because he scares the FUCK out of people!!” But I didn’t, as Jero and MIBBIT wouldn’t understand.
\nA few hours passed and they came back. Brayden wanted Kovo to unblock him, and Orion tried his best to tell Kovo how to unblock. Kovo went through hell, saying why it’s so hard to do it. ..Um, not for me. And I’m pretty sure most people know how the system works by now.
\nBrayden also asked me how I was doing. Said I was doing alright (and that’s all I said). I didn’t want to say “I’m doing alright, now please stop talking in my direction as you scare the fuck out of me” for.. good reasons.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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